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Kafka coulnd't help it, Reno was such a serious, reserved person, to have him admit that he not only had a liking to Kafka, he had a big fat crush on him, the old guy with a beer belly, it was so fucking funny. Kafka burst out in a fit of histeric laugther. It bubbled up from his chest forcing him to he bend over his middle and try catching his breath.
Reno was the one perplexed now, he started hissing at hitting him in the shoulder right away, light slaps at his back as he demanded he stop laughing.
Once Kafka had finally, finally stopped laughing, figthting for air in long breaths Reno sat on his heels on the floor, covering his red face in embarrassment.
"Wait! I didn't mean to- I mean it's very flattering Ren, it really is but sexuality aside I am too old for you anyway. "Kafka stilled another surge of laughter "What even made you like me anyway? I mean there's not much to like." And it was clear he didn't say it to appear self-depricating, he just thought that was the truth.
So Reno got even redder, if that was even possible. He stuttered like crazy as he tried to look at Kafka in the eyes.
"I don't know! ok? it's not something that happened overnight, it's the bunch of things- look- I'm, i-..." Reno tried, but everytime he made eye contact he got more and more nervous, his stuttering going worse, the words escaping him, he had never felt so flustered.
"What is it Ichikawa~ come on don't be shy~ you can tell me..." Kafka smiled his way, affectionate, curious, but nevertheless teasing him.
Reno just gave a pained groan, shaking his head profusely and making himself small, feeling maybe it was a mistake telling him the truth as he hid his head between his knees, no amount of apologizing from the older alpha made him go for eye contact again that night.
...
After what happened on their free evening, Reno though Kafka would keep his distance, not touch him even, maybe he expected Kafka of all people to be grossed out that he liked Alfas, that he liked him, but instead the older Alfa seemed to become even more clingy. Reno found that he always kept a friendly hand on his shoulders or a soft pat on his head, like he was a dog, he even catched the older alpha eyeing his hair, cupping some strands of it in his hand and feeling the softness of it.
And between all the training, physical activities and keeping them forcibly fit, Ichikawa found himself going to the infirmary and ordering hormonal inhibitors.
the closeness, the affection, mixed with all the exertion drove him crazy, he was getting a half-chub so easily it was annoying.
His body wasn't listening to him at all, doing whatever it pleased.
It started with one night a week going into the comunal bathrooms in the middle of the night and dealing with his private affairs there.
Then ascending to 3, then four days a week, and before long he was sneaking away every night at a certain hour to: "train", all by himself, in the comunal showers.
As their tasks around base rotated, it came to Ichikawa's turn at washing his barracks clothes, something about discipline and knowing hard work, he scooped up in both arms their clothes flinching as the stains from sweaty glands plagues the clothes from all his friends and putting a cup and a half of supresing pheromones soap and military scented soap in the washing machine.
Although it catched his attention how in the next basket, there were clothes from himself and his bunk bed buddy, and of course, to his luck, Kafka.
He picked up the clothes and threw them in, nose flicking at the particular smell of Kafka, inadvertibly and looked around he sneaked one of the chopped hoodies his friend kept, sleeves cut off for airflow and put it on.
Once all the washing machines were on he sneaked off to a bathroom on the halls and into a cubicle.
The sweatshirt in itself wasn't even that sweated through, but what catched this nose was the padded fabric behind the neck glands, it had to have been soaked through, his smell was so strong there.
He could almost feel like he was breathing in on his gland.
He was already hard when he closed the door.
The nurse had said the inhibitors were arriving late, by two weeks, he had to endure it alone.
Reno closed the stall door and sat on the closed seat, he brought the sweatshirt over to his nose, it smelled like the older Alfa, sweet for an alpha, deeply comforting, it soothed him, like a hug, it was like honey milk tea, something he experienced on a coosy rainy day under warm blankets. It smelled like home.
he didn't even need lubricant, like fireworks n his lower belly, it lighted up his insides, the smell making him loose It as he inhaled it, like the finest of pheromones perfume, it entered his nose, the musk with the force of his he just sneaked his hand into his briefs and cupped at his dick, he was significantly small for an Alfa but still on the good size chart, he tried to ignore the slick sounds his irritated cock did as he stroke himself, he took a sniff out of it and immediately a moan escaped his mouth, not enough for it, he could feel his pre slicking down to his ass, he could... try slipping a finger in, after all that was what his fantasies truly had him craving.
Reno hiked his legs up to the stall door, jumping out of his pants as he stayed like that, a single finger going to his mouth so be could lick it, the other hand cupping Kafka's shirt close to his nose.
He traced his swollen rim, lubricant flooding down to his ashole, wetting his thighs too.
He stuck one finger in, just capable of taking the tip, but he tried breathing slowly, collecting more slick and going back a it.
On his second try he still felt the uncomfortable burn but he was desperate enough to try, as soon as his finger reached the knuckle he could feel the slick sliding down his thighsans into the toilet sit, it was filthy and dirty, but there was an euphoria to jt, overwhelming his senses, dulling his shame and satisfying his fantasies.
Slow but deliberate, he pulled his fingers out, a wet pop following after that, a flood of lubricant, he wanted his hips forward, trying to follow his own finger, he lined up two digits now, licking his lips as he did so, lining his hips up as his toes went tense on the stall door, he pushed his fingers inside, reaching deeper and deeper, he tried to rub on the walls, frantic as he did so, his sights and breathing heavily over it.
He sensation was weird, the stretch itched, burned, his legs were cramping, his body was strain, and yet, it felt awesome, he couldn't help it press on all the sweet spots he found on the way, he pressed on there with force, embarrassing sounds coming out of him, the squelching sounds making his stir on the inside,
He felt the orgasm, built fast and horrendous inside him, like a car crash, coming at him at whole velocity.
It crashed on him, just the moment someone entered the bathroom, he squirmed and covered his nose and mouth, coming all over his lower belly, the person didn't even seem to notice there was someone there, Reno had have a mind to think about being quiet he didn't even think the person could try and open his door.
His legs shook, his body trembled, his eyes went backwards on his skull.
When he came to, he prayed the other person didn't notice the mess that was happening at this stale, his cum and lubricant pouring down his hole, onto the sit and down into the floor, it was warm and it looked like he was peeing.
Reno sat before the nurse, as she explained the use of the hormonal supressants, he swallowed dry.
"If you have any trouble with this, come with me. Alright sweetheart?" The nurse said, a final warning as he took the tiny medical container.
He nodded profusely before she accompanied him to the exit.
On the following days, his libido seemed to calm down, he could finally sleep pleasantly during the night, no interruptions.
But as it was his luck, just when everything seemed "fixed" he bumped into a Iharu on the way out to the cafeteria.
"Hey... Reno, you've got an omega and hadn't told anyone yet?" he teased Reno, punching his shoulder playfully.
Reno flinched at the strange familiarity.
"No..." He said, hesitant to participate on whatever they were playing now.
"Huh?" The guy sounded truly confused, for Reno's demise. "Then why do you smell so much like omega?" He said, more serious now as he sniffed him around, evaluating him. "You're all scented up." he concluded.
Confused still Reno hit the showers with urgency, scrubbing himself throughoutly to avoid being scolded for "sleeping around".
At the call for duty at the end of the day, lining up in rows for the commanders to see, he kept explaining their target practice, the rules that they already knew and finally he went through his row, he was by Kafka's side as usually, and stopped death on his tracks before him.
"Ichikawa!" Hoshina called, military tone anything but soft.
"Sir, yes sir!" Ichikawa saluted.
"To my office, now." he leaned in and whispered, discreet as he took him away from the rest.
Kafka almost called behind them, before being interrupted by someone.
...
Co-captain Hoshima's office was tidy and he had him sit on the chair before his desk, Hoshima leaned into the surface, writing something on a paper frantically and after quite the struggle finding said paper and a working pen he handed him it.
"Don't panic. I want you to go to the infirmary immediately and tell them I ordered you this tests, and don't worry about your position if my hunch is right, you're about to become even more valuable to the fighting division." he smiled,sharp teeth and feline like only Hoshina could look.
Reno was about to object, but he only gave his salute and did as told.
When he knocked on the infirmaries door the nurse gave a distant "come on in" once he entered he saw her displeased surprise, barely concealed by a fake smile as he entered, he gave a small "good evening" and handed her the note form the co-captain.
The nurse unfolded the paper carefully before having her eyes widened and she grabbed the desk phone immediately.
Reno didn't catch what she was mumbling on the phone, but suddenly the side door opened, a man in scrubs came through it, urging him inside, the nurse kept the note.
He knew what the note said, he just didn't have any idea what it could mean.
As the doctor urged him inside he was by himself in the sterile office, he took his name, age, age he developed his second gender at, when he has his first rut, imformation he deemed very important.
Reno was nervous, sweating, under the profesional gaze of the medic.
After filling multiple forms, the doctor crossed his hands over the desk, serious as he gazed at him.
"Have you ever felt anything for another alfa, Leno?" The doctor questioned, a soothing smile on his face but he didn't feel soothed at all. Reno panicked, cheeks going red in, what even did that had to do with anything.
"I-" Reno looked all flustered, trying to look small in the sterile consultory.
The doctor only laughed ligthly.
"Its relevant for your specific case, given depending on the tests we do if you turn out to be a recessive gene omega then this feellings would be very justified and make sense for your specific case. Thats why i need to know." The doctor explained.
It took him sometime to actually proccess what the doctor had said.
Reno went from being red to pale, he felt like his bloodpresure decended drastically, recessive omega?! air eluded him.
"For your face i can tell this news were very unexpected..." The doctor was visibly confused now but making his best effort to stay calmer than he was.
"Omega? im an omega?" Reno said, perplexed.
"We are not sure Reno, this could be only a theory."
Somehow it all connected in his mind, all the signals.
...
The doctor went ahead to explain the tests, drawing blood, taking samples, resonancies and palpations and the doctor concluded that effectibly, he was sure he was a recessive omega.
The confirmation would come in 2 days, am order to prioritize it written by hand from the doctor.
...
Reno went back to training that evening stiller than normal, more quiet.
Kafka noticed it.
He lured around, like trying to approach him but not finding the right time.
...
"We have two options Reno; I can give you omega suprresants until you get an aproved vacations. Or you try taking stabilizers and we order you emergency medical leave. In both options we have to set up the rigth medication. the rigth protocol would be to make sure you have a safe place for yourself, as we would for any omega and a partner. This first heat is essential since if we supress it too long it will still happen, just without the same preparation and awareness, it gives you shock risk." The doctor explained while he sat there silently worriyng.
"Partner?" Reno questioned.
"Oh you don't hold a partner at the moment...?"
"You sound confused doc, why?" Said Reno already worried.
The doctor seemed to carefully choose his next wording.
"Normally things like this get triggered and found out because of a partner." He said looking a litlle grim and frantically writting something down.
Reno swallowed dry seeing it, if the doctor was worried, how important was having a partner during a heat?. Reno didn't dare question it anymore, but accepted the medics personal card with his phone number, just in case.
"Not as your doctor but as an omega myself i would recomend either renting a partner, if you can handle that emotionally or...asking a friend, you are young and beutiful, many people would say yes, it would relieve the symptoms a lot if you did, the stress too, but as your doctor... its your decision." He smiled gently, looking more like the older omega looking after the young and less like a cold serious senior doctor.
"A friend... that's an option?" He wasn't aware that it was.
"Yes, yes, i suppose you weren't taugth that in school but omegas tend to search for comfort people, alfa, omega or beta, we tend to be driven to certain people, its a chemical thing, something related to our pheromones... If you allow me to explain, we doctors can actually detect this supressing conditions because your body reacts to another's person pheromones, and by that trigger we can actually pinpoint the rise on the rigth enzymes, its a very complex formation and..." After actually grabbing two pens and trying to reanact the explanation but as he saw Reno draw down and look more and more confused he chuckled nervously and clasped his hands together.
"Im sorry i take my especialty very seriously." The doctor justified before going silent and profesional again.
"I undertand, thank you very much." Reno said before leaving, the medical bag full of diferent medicines as he walked back to his room.
He wasn't obligated to tell anyone, but he felt he could trust his closest friends.
Still as they all took use of the comunal showers he stayed even father away from his teammates than before.
taking his new supresants diligently and efficiently, he thought a lot, comand let him slack off once he informed the doctors verdict, Hoshina was very adept to keeping it secret still, at least until he had his first heat and they knew he'd make it through.
Reno agreed, but things got awkward as Hoshina tried to question him about the partner the doctor talked about, he had good friends on base, alphas that could help him, but the cause of all of this, he didn't dare ask anything more from Kafka. He still felt a deep dept, from all the times Kafka had saved his life, to ask such a favor, so personal ao intimate, and to stay just friends.
His silent spooke volumes, Hoshina let it summer a bit, Reno looked deep in though, considerate of his condition at last before snapping at him, on base they were all already used to his spurts of energy during the day.
"Why don't you ask Iharu, or that one guy, I always forget his name... you have inclination to male alphas right?" Hoshina said, no shame.
Reno found his cheeks heating up, his demeanor turning to embarrassment and stuttering.
"Please superior, I'm not acostumed to talk about this things..." Reno said, covering his face again.
"You're a highly competent soldier, it would be a shame to loose you just because you're too embarrassed to ask someone for help." His grin was sharp and small, clearly teasing but sneaking some of his concerns through humor.
Before Reno was allowed to leave he was let go with a "Kafka Hibino was asking about you, he has been for the past week" Said by Hoshina as if he knew everything in the universe.
When he finally layed down on the bed, after overthinking all day, who to ask? he didn't have enough time of knowing his teammates to actually know who would be deserving of trust during such scenario, that and how intimate heats were, or so he had heard.
It was something to do between partners, a deeply romantic action.
"Hey...Ichikawa..."
"psstt"
"Ichikawa!"
"I know you are awake! Ren!"
Finally getting annoyed Reno slides on his side staring ahead at the other lower half of the next bunk bed, Kafka was awfully close to falling off his own bed.
Kafka just chuckled lowly as he grabbed his attention.
"What do you want?" Reno snapped, being shushed fast by someone on the top part of his bunk.
"Are you ok?" Kafka asked, his gaze turning more serious, more concerned and he took the time to check visually over Reno's body, no injuries in sigth but maybe...
Reno shook his head.
"Then... do you wanna go on a morning jog with me?" Kafka tried again, eyes hopeful on the invitation.
Reno as he was already so smitten with Kafka herepelled the idea profusely, he may not be able to contain himself and offer to him there and then, definitely no, no close contact until he settled the heat thing.
Reno shook his head again, hesitant, but he was already on medication he would be fine for tonight.
"Come on~ I almost never see you this days." Kafka tried, to no avail, he would stay firm.
He spun around and covered his head with the thin sheet, sleeping like that.
Kafka let him be for the night but knowing him Reno knew he would be cornered sonner than later.
...
He knew the symptoms, he even googled them in online forums and such, heat and tingliness sensation all over the body, a rising libido that had him stealing dirty shirts from his favorite Alfa and hiding in stalls, he also knew that while on supressants he still wouldn't have the chance to wait for approved vacations.
The doctor said he would write him an emergency note.
Medical leave, and he also insisted he choose if he would ask a friend for help, rent a heat partner or if he would go out of base to buy special toys.
Cornered, horny and extremely anxious now Reno was seeking Kafka out, the only one he would trust with this.
He found him helping oil up the base heater, a machine older than him and Kafka together that kept the place warm on harsh winters, he was attempting at gaining his extra points for usefulness, he shaked off his gloves and trotted up to Reno once he saw him.
"I have a big, personal favor to ask" Reno tried.
Kafka stared at him
"Let's talk after you're done." Reno looked sick he looked worried, and it made him nervous.
...
"heat partner? what?" Kafka said, looking at him like he had grown a second head.
"I- the doctor found out recently, i actually didn't know until he made the tests on me, im, I'm an omega, aparently." Reno said, not particularly emotional about it.
"Omega? you are omega? but in the physical examn, the results an-and-" Kafka didn' even sound accusing, like the worse nail on Reno's head had predicted, instead he sttutered there, perplexed.
Reno shaked his head, going out to catch Kafka's hands, and stop his erratic movements.
"Thats the thing, i am a 'recessive omega' aparently my body doesn't digest my own pheromones as it should, so i look like an Alfa, smell like an alpha, act like an alpha, but once I get medicine I'll get heats and what not." Reno tried to explain what the doctor told him, but he was not very well versed on the subject.
"Oh... i see..." was all Kafka said, he tried to not look at Reno in a strange way but in the end he just stared at Reno, face in clear confusion as he tried to compose himself, but the revelation meant too much, too fast, and he just stranded there akwardly, fidgeting with his own nails.
"The favor i wanted to ask you, I-... I uhm... it's kind of personal but" Reno couldn't help it as he got all red and started stuttering "Would you help me througth my heat?" He finally could spit, wobbly shame on his throat as he inclined his head, figthing to at least shield his eyes from Kafka's reaction.
But again, the older alfa just stayed there freezed, and as the seconds ticked by he finally seemed to snap out of it.
Kafka went all red all over, from his cheeks to his wrist, he could feel the heat radiating all over from him, Kafka stuttered but no clear words came out of his mouth, he finally cleared his throat at least 3 times before talking.
"Why me? i mean, not that i don't mean to but-...yeah why me?" Kafka tried, nervously perching his chin on his palm.
"I... trust you, the doctor said that- um... heats are a big, emotional thing, and if my heat it's too intense it could... kill me, then i need someone i can trust, aparently its a persons most vunerable time so, i thougth of you..." Reno spoke shyly and scratched the back of his head nervously.
"Wait, you could die?" Kafka questioned and Reno nodded.
"I don't dare ask anything else of you. But I really have nobody else, your the only one I trust with this." Reno cleared lastly.
Kafka limited himself to nod but he looked very worried.
"Can i have maybe... sometime to think about it?" Kafka said, secretly a little overwhelmed.
" I'm having emergency leave in 3 days, and just so you know, you can say no, nothing will change between us." Reno said.
And then he spun around, over his heels, just leaving like that, Kafka stared after him, worry settling on his lower stomach and reflecting over his eyes.
He ran back when someone called after him.
...
Reno walked back to his room in silence, since he was being left on emergency heat leave he was temporaliry excused from his tasks.
Forbidden even from training, it didn't help. anxiety riding with every step, he could hear his heartbeat over his ears.
He was too old for a first heat, too destabilized, too afraid, the doctor said he could die, easily from shock.
But he won't take anyone else, Hibino Kafka was the only alpha he would ever allow to touch him, a heat was a big thing.
He really hoped to have Kafka there, even if just for moral support.
Reno had never had a rut or any significant sexual development, he just considered himself a person (previously an Alfa) not interested in it.
During all of highschool everytime someone got their first rut it drove their hormones mad, it made them really focussed on sex, and omegas, meanwhile that just never clicked for him.
He knew he had an inclination for other Alfas but it was never something so serious for him, when he went as crazy and as deep as to steal a dirty shirt from his friend a few weeks ago he knew something had gone wrong.
He should have taken that as a sign, but at least now he knew he would not die, probably.
...
Reno was sent on emergency leave 3 days after their talk exactly, with a note and a good luck from his Captain and Co-captain.
Clutching the note and the doctor's number closely on his fist he rook a deep breath and clutched at his backpack.
...
In another place Kafka went específically to Kikoru after talking with co-captain Hoshima.
He aproached her a little shyly and discreetly, a simple backpack over this shoulder as he scooted closer to her.
"Hey, you're an omega right?" He tried, and if he was anyone else he was sure she would had slap him across the face, no hesitation, instead she just spun around on her heels with a killer look on her eyes.
"Yes. Why?" She looked like she was barely concealing her rage.
Kafka lifted his hands in surrender he tried once "because- it's cause-..." and trailed off, knowing it was still a secret, Reno's condition, but Kikoru saved his secret, he knew he could trust her, and besides, he had to talk about it with someone.
"Speak old man or I'll get you thrown out for-!" He interrupted her swiftly.
"It's Reno." He said nervously, like it would explain everything.
Kikoru slowed down, raising an eyebrow at him.
Kafka went closer like he was telling a secret and Kikoru followed, lending him her rigth ear, her good one.
"Reno found out he is an omega recently and-" Kafka tried.
"Reno??! he is a what?"
"An omega. Aparently his body can't digest pheromones-" Kafka remembered just a tiny bit of what Reno told him.
"A recessive omega?" Kikoru supplied.
"Yes. One of those and he told me he wanted me to be his heat partner but that was what I was about to ask y-" Kafka was interrupted again.
"Heat partner?! omg! that's so cute...of you two... "She looked at him up and down, grossed out "But it's still cute really! really gross if I think of you two like that ew but, I'm happy for you" She had internal conflict about it but her congrats were sincere.
"Anyway, what should I bring to be a good heat partner?" Kafka tried, he winced as he looked at Kikoru.
She beamed, and it was deeply scary for Kafka.
"Are you going shopping? what's your budget- no forget that, no budget i'll go with you." More than asking she was just imforming him of what they were doing.
And thats how they ended up with a full cart of things, she just kept throwing stuff inside without regards.
Everytime he asked what a random object was so necessary she would shush him off and explaim a very niche need from omegas in heat and make him apologize.
By the end of it they were way over his budget and Kikoru paid for everything, bragging about her perfectly trained managemnt of money in comparison to his broke ass.
Kafka just rolled his eyes in annoyance, he was used by this point to her casual obnoxioussness, it was part of her charm.
When he turned into the conversation again Kikoru was hitting his arm and telling him to pay attention to the tea instructions.
...
He could feel the sweat drops flow down his forehead, his bangs sticking to his forehead as he deperately tried to brush them off, it was like a very, very bad cold, he had never experienced any of the like before, his body felt heavy and clumsy as he tried to get up, legs giving in and arms trembling with the effort, still, this wasn't the worse.
He knew he had to act fast, remembering the word of the doctor.
"The deepest dip into heat is when your body reroutes power and focus from everywhere else to prioritize concienving. Passing a first heat as a reccesive omega this is the most dangerous stage. Thankfully for now you don't have to worry about getting pregnant, you are not capable and we don't know if you will ever be, this is good for now, in the future we could...".
Reno clinged onto a soft pillow, praying that everything ended fast and with as litlle pain as possible, but it was not likely, the fever was intensifying in waves, his insides were moving, throbbing, yearning shamefully to be filled, he searched for the scent of his choose alpha, only to be heartbroken everytime he remembered he was not there, Reno felt like he was turning into another person altogether, he was never this neddy, or maybe he was and didn't know it.
He didn't know how long it had been, but when he opened his eyes, the light filtering through the window was more darker, there was someone knocking on the door, frantically as they called his family name, he didn't recognize the voice.
"Ichikawa! open the door, hey! are you there?" They kept knocking on the door, sudenly, Reno snapped awake, he knew that voice, the only person he requested during his half asleep hours.
Reno struggled to stand up, his middle cramping as he felt himseld hunch over in every step, his whole body shiverin, he made his way slowly to the door and unlocked the safe, he stared hazily at Kafka who was just over knocking on the door and went quiet as soon as he saw him, Kafka rushed in, akwardly engulfing him into a hug as he pushed them inside.
"How are you? are you alrigth?" Kafka examined him, turning him over and looking up and down his body, patting him as if looking for wounds on the battlefield.
Despite being fully dressed he felt awfully exposed and vunerable, he still clinged to the other alpha, drawing comfort from the warmth, he didn't even notice.
"Kafka! you-" are here!, went unsaid, truly surprised, he couldn't help but beam at him, staring up at him and clinging to his middle for comfort, his body kept telling him to kiss, to bite, to take, that this alpha was his, that they were for each other.
"Yes! yes, and i brougth some supplies for you, about...your heat." Kafka explained a litlle smug as he brougth the bags inside, internally thanking Kikoru.
Reno's eyes ligthed up at this, he tried to help, failling miserably, he felt too delicate with the heat sickness, to think he would be out of comisión every 3 months for a whole week, Kafka handed him a movie cassette and sent him to bed.
Reno dragged himself back without much convincing, he could hear the fast rustle as their temporary reserves were put away on shelves and the mini fridge, the place he got was quite spacious, a full on apartment, very accesible price from being from the fighting forces, he splayed on the bed, trying to keep his breathing leveled.
He really didn't know what people even did on this type of situations, were they supposed to immediately get onto it like the mangas he read when he was younger, the alpha pressing the poor helpless omega into the sheets and having fast paced sex for days on end, he cringed at that, more than unrealistic that would probably land the subjects on the emergency room, instead laying in bed in a cuddle seemed more comfortable.
Reno didn't know how much time he spent drifting between his own ideas, trying to think of good things to do while on heat until Kafka appeared to the door, this wasn't like the mangas he read at all, the atmosphere wasn't charged up and waiting to snap, it was much more intimate and homey atmosphere.
Kafka holded two yogurts in his hands, a box was there too.
He handed 1 yogurt to him and he immediately burst up to drink it, his body didn't feel hunger but it didn't mean he didn't need to eat, while he took his time downing the yogurt Kafka opened the little box, a technological device inside that he opened inmediatly and was struggling to get the batteries inside of.
Finally chanting victory he turned to Reno with a slug smile, the thing had a handle and two circled ends and as Kafka started it, the thing vibrated.
It was only fair he thought the worse, but his face must haave betrayed him because Kafka laughed nervously and explained.
"Kikoru picked it up, she said that your body gets stiff during heat, this" he pointed to the device "Will massage it out." Kafka said, grabbing at his arm and massaging it with the device, Reno only raised an eyebrow at the sensation, it did help.
Kafka set the thing down on the side table, he went back out the room and returned with a bunch of other stuff in his arms, Reno tried to ignore the way his arms busty out of the shirt he had on, his chest pressing against a box as he set it down slowly.
The omega felt like a teenager with the way he got red and hot just from that.
He set down a box of water bottles by the bed, a couple of cereal bars on the nightstand and finally a box on condoms and a bottle of lube.
Despite knowing they will barely need them and that they were both adults, there before, theorically mature, Reno still sweated about it.
He propped the empty yogurt bottle on the nightstand too, grabbing the lube bottle under Kafka's visibly nervous eyes.
"What-" he cleared his throat "What's the first thing people do in this situations?" He wondered to Reno.
"Well how am I supposed to know, I thought I was an alpha until 2 weeks ago!" he snapped at him, going to bury his face on a pillow.
Red stared at red as they both stayed there akwardly.
"If you want we can put the movie on first?" Kafka offered, Reno groaned but didn't protests handing him the remote.
Kafka kept his respectful distance while the movie started, but slowly he was getting into the bed more and more.
Halfway through the introduction, Reno relized that he no longer feels as badly as he did a few hours prior, clutching at his middle and palpating, maybe the thing was finally done.
He turned to Kafka who was watching the movie enthralled, occasionally making a comment as the outside got darker.
Just as Kafka was exitedly explaining something Reno stilled, the pain came back and he instinctively craved closseness, he tried to hold onto Kafka, a simple hug from the side, but almost as if Kafka could smell his pain, he pushed Reno to his lap the omega clinged onto him, craving the warmth of his insides, and Kafka obliged, he was here to help.
He hugged Reno, front to front, and let the omega cling to him, resorting to half enjoying the movie.
The omega on his front was very warm, sweaty and burning on heat fever, he had never expirienced rut fever but Reno didn't looked pale and dying, he was full of color and his half lidded, glazzy eyes told him he would rather be nowhere else but flush against his chest.
Reno answered his touch with his own, clinging to him and breathing in his scent on deep breaths.
The omega smelled like lavender and the cold snowy brezze in winter, a stark contrast, he still smelled musky, like alpha, a little dominant, but Kafka wasn't one to let his instincts tell him who to be.
His friend was seeking him for comfort, for wamrth, and such he would give.
Kafka traced little circle down his back, hands sneaking under his shirt to feel at the terse skin there, silky and tonified muscle gave under his pressing fingers, Reno was getting out of it again, he relaxed under Kafka's caring hands, eyes closing as if to save energy and slowly he fell asleep over the alpha.
Kafks prayed his Kaiju didn't bother them while they were like this, Kaiju attacks be dammed.
When he awoke again, Reno was giving little low sobs, he clinged to Kafka's shirt, his chest partially stained on tears.
Kafka was suddenly fully awake and conscious, full of worry he clutched at Reno's shoulders and shook him.
"What's wrong" he asked.
Reno stared at him, a litlle painful groan escaping his lips, he could feel the haze take him over, litlle by litlle. The omega mumbled something
"The haze, do you know what it is?" Reno said, taking a bunch of deep breaths.
"The what?" his voice came out raspy, cut as he figthed on swallowing his own saliva, now he noticed it, the heavy smell of pheromones, cutting through the air, clinging at the roof of his mouth, musk, like and alphas, but the undertones made his sense just the more confused and aroused, omega, lust palpable on it, Reno smelt like slick and arousal and desperation Beto be filled in, to be breed.
"I am going to loose myself, but-" Reno grabbed Kafka by the sides of his head, drawing his focuss "I want you, only you, i trust you, i do i want your help Kafka" He said eyes glazy and voice firm, he was serious.
Kafka only found it in himself to nod profusely as Reno sat on his middle, he craved the contact, he looked at him in the eyes, something soft in the icy echo of them, despite his bravado Kafks saw his Reno's hands trembled, his composure crumbling, tears menacing on overflowing his eyes.
"Haze..." Kafka questioned, trying to get an explanation while he could.
"It's... like being drunk, on pheromones,something like that, it's really intense, from what I read, thats why i need your help, once it starts you won't be able to back out, so tell me; will you leave or will you stay?" Reno said, looking all brave and strong but visibly shaking, he knew it was already too late to back out but he had to ask anyway, he just couldn't stay with one affirmation, he looked at Kafks like he hiked the sun over his head.
Kafka grabbed his hand and brought it up to his lips, he smelled so nice and
he looked so nice and he thought Kafka would somehow leave him after being there every single time he needed him, and it hurts Kafka to know someone had hunted him enough that he thought like that of him.
Every time he needed a cover or just a friends companion Reno would be there, even on times he didn't ask, taking care of him on things a friend wouldn't concern themselves about, their friendship had been very intimate from the beginning, from the moment he shared his lunch with him, Kafka realized.
There was no other way of saying it, to do this for him was only paying a little of what he owed Reno. Not that either of them was counting the debt, not with the way they holded onto each other's eyes tenderly, like their sights were tied, he kissed tenderly on his knuckles, then on the Back of the wrist, slowly going from chaste kisses to full on licks, Kafka guided his hand up, turning it down so he could full on tease at the scent glands there, the smell was so strong and deep there, it had him dizzy, something on that reflex to push away, something on the way his alpha said to figth, to stay territorial but at the same time, it was as confusing as it was driving him crazy the alpha musk making him revolt and his insides move with arousal.
Reno stilled, watching his hand be kissed so tenderly, a promise sealed, he sat up, ignorant of the aggressive nature of alphas that Kafka his from him.
He straigthened his back and started rocking over his hips a little, a content "hmm" leaving him, he was deep in the fever now, the haze getting thicker as he finally broke his heat, but he could stop staring at Kafka, his hips rolled idly, enjoying the sensations with abandon.
"Are you deep in it yet?" Kafka had the guts to stutter out, finally separating from his hand with a small goodbye peck.
"mm..." was all Reno could respond, deeply embarrassed, but it just felt too good.
"How do we even go about this?" Kafka tried resting his shaky hands on Reno's waist, returning to the soothing motions, but it only made his movements more frantic.
"Ren..." Kafka called lovingly, it worked inmediatly, Reno fougth to stay upright, a whole body shiver making him hunch as he tried to stay composed, failling clearly.
"You like it when I call you that! I knew it." Kafka mocked, fingers shyly tugging at the hem of his pijama pants, he mentally noted how Reno couldn't hide his emotions in this state.
Reno answered by bowing down and kissing him, his lips were frantical and inexperienced, he was licking at his mouth, a plea for mercy, but Kafka was going to take his sweet time with it.
"mng-"finally a sound was drawn from the alpha, at the relentless movement from Reno, he could feel a faint humid spot rubbing onto his trousers, a hand caressing at his stomach, under his shirt, feeling at his middle with a tauntingly delicate touch, ticklish, Reno grabbed at his right pec, tugging on his nipple and drawing a surprised sound from him.
He tried to stay still but he was feeling just as restless as the omega, neither of them knew what to do, he grabbed a handful out his ass, making the omega groan deeply over his lips.
Reno kept grounding his hips on Kafka's in a circle motion, aiming for his wet hole to rub on the bulge of his cock, more shameless as the minutes ticked by. Kafka sneaked his hands onto Reno's lower back, going under his shirt and then under his pijama pants, they were cold and made the omega shiver as his fingers sneaked lower.
Slick was already starting to flow down his thighs and between them.
They kept kissing with abandon, Reno taking into his mouth and giving small groans as he did so, he pressed his but agaist Kafka's hand two fingers already proding at his entrance, Kafka lifted his hips on one hand, making him him give a litlle schreech as he did so, acomodating him over so he could access his behind more easily. Kafka pressed the tip of his finger inside, tracing the rim lovingly as he did so, smearing that lovely slick all around.
"You want it Ren?" he tried to tease, drawing a high pitched sound from the omega, who pressed against his fingers and hid his face on his chest, nodding.
Kafka teased him enough, that he went to speak, to beg for it, most likely when he introduced it in, he cut him off mid word, a long sound leaving him, absolutely sinful as he pressed it in.
Reno clutched onto his chest, pressing his ass back onto him, Kafka urged his fingers inside, the slick making the slide so much easier.
He prodded his fingers in rythimc thrusts, and Reno coulndn't keep focus on anything but the sensation, he writhed and squirmed over him, grabbing at his shirt on a clenched fist, he pushed back onto his every thrust and when he curled his fingers in Ren almost gave a shout swallowing it before he actually did, he fell onto his chest, hiding his face on Kafka's plush own chest and grabbing at the fabric under them instead, Kafka eyed him over arched back, just tempting him with such flexibility, he grabbed at his lower back, terse skin exposed there, a single beuty mark on the left side, calling him to go kiss it.
His back was almost fully unmarked, exeptc for the scar, he recognized the shape, it was form the first attack, when he pulled Reno out, his hand went there instead, the squelching noises made it all the more lewd, and the carreses more intimate, Reno sobbed into his chest he peeked out, eyes looking at him from under his own chin.
"Senpai, please put it in, im open enough. " He requested, eyes already glazzy from the swellling tears.
Kafka shaked his head, a deep red siting on his cheeks out of embarrastment.
"At least give me a headstart alrigth? if we start rigth away i migth not be able to follow your rythm." Kafka explained.
Reno listened, he went back at trying, and failling to hide his sobs into Kafka's chest, hips moving against his hand.
Kafka saw it and brougth his other hand around, using his own slick to press on his balls, fondling them playfully, Reno became, figuratively, liquid under him, his legs trembled a bit and Kafka massaged up until his dick was fully erect and slicked up between their bodies.
Reno chocked up, figthing for his life under the onlaugth, meanwhile Kafka could feel himself already close to busting it on his pants.
The musky smell of Reno's pheromones almost driving him crazy, then, he could feel a spams rythm on his fingers inside the omega, Reno gave a long sigthed moan and looking down on his hand Kafka saw he wet spent on him, the white off sticky cum didn't smell as sweet as an omegas but not as repulsive as another alpha's.
Looking up shyly Reno grasped at Kafka's hand, fingers still inside and pushed him out.
He sat up again, red down to his chest, he was sweaty, his eyes loocked onto him, the "now?" like he was barely containing himself to ask was very endearing, Kafka couldn't help the cheesy question.
"Came without asking kid?" He said, figthing to not cringe on himself as soon as it left his mouth, but smiled despite it, clearly he wasn't very good at flirting.
He saw in real time as Reno's thighs shivered, his dick giving a weak spurt between his legs, the humid spot over his stomach growing as he hunched over, a raw groan escaping him.
Words do have power, he thougth, but then the omega looked up at him with the saddest puppy eyes, like he just made the worst mistake.
Kafka panicked a litlle he went to lovingly stroke at the omegas thigsh up and down, their training clearly paid off, Reno's legs were very bulked up, the relaxed muscle felt soft beneath his fingers.
"Why the face? i was joking" He chuckled akwardly.
Apologetic, the omega scooped up one of his hands on one of his sticky ones, he brouth it up to kiss it and sucked on one of his fingers, then , dragging it down his chest and to his midle. Reno dived down to kiss him heat drunk and his hand tugged his pants down, he scooped at him fast and without a single regard, his desesperation speaking up for himself. on clumsy hands he scooped at him, dragging it dry up and down, upon making his dick point up he sat on his knees, positioning his ass down to take him, a low growl on his throat.
"Can i senpai?" Of course Reno had to be the sweetest ever over him, looking erotically sinfull and with his slick hole almost kissing his tip.
Kafka limited himself to nod, sweating as he saw Reno take the lead. He brougth up a finger and bit on it to try and not burst inmediatly, they sat there, inmobile and breathing in unison Reno set to take him, slowly and carefully, his thighs trembled a bit as he wet down, the tip entering him easily with a little help, "so deep..." He said, at one point, until finally he took it all with great effort. He just continued to just sit over him, Kafka tried to commit the scene to memory, the softness of the omega's skin and how he seemed to glow over him, his piercing eyes looking down at him like he could burn a hole througth his head with his profound gaze alone. Kafka gave a weak sound, the velvety insides of his omega squeezing him so softly.
The omega gave small litlle sigths, unexpert as he moved his hips down, the slick aiding on the delicious friction as he went down, he took his time, hands on Kafka's chest helping lowerinh himself down bit by bit, the slick maybe too slippery as he leaned foward and his dick almost slipped out of him, finally reaching the base Reno sat there panting for a bit, enjoying the sensation of fullness inside of him, he bit his lip, acomodating his legs to try and surge a litlle easier.
But his body wasn't on top shape at the moment and in frustration he looked at Kafka, litlle tears forming again but this time they weren't out of pleasure.
Kafka chuckled at the pouting omega over him, his legs trembling as he tried in vain to move, the heat making him weak and fragile, even thouth he was under the corps exercise training programs, it was endearing.
He grabbed the omega by the hips, hands grabbing at him firmly and holding him up, he squeezed rigth out of Reno, slipping out with a gush of slick.
Reno grabbed at the headboard, mouth agape as he stared down to Kafka, he licked his lips, awaiting for the alfa to move, anxiously swaying his hips from side to side, Kafka chuckled grasping his hips with a hand and guiding himself with the other, lining up to his entrance, taking a deep sigth in he pushed up, as soon as the humid entrance e,braced him, parting as he entered, his soft insides already streched, like they were made for one another, he clinged to Reno the omega moaning for him, grasping at the headboard as he scrunched his face like he was in pain, Kafka spared a thougth to how funny his expression was, a single chuckle leaving him before Reno noticed, he sudenly became self-aware at his face turning red and trying to lean away and hide on his own shoulder.
With a hand he grasped at the top of his head.
"Does this look funny to you?!" He returned, pulling on his short hair with his fists.
Kafka cried out the more he yanked grabbing at his hands to stop him.
"Wait, wait-" With their rough play he could feel Reno squeezing him onto his insides, his knot pulsing from the sheer presure. He squezzed back hugging Reno's middle as his hips thrust out of reflex.
It caused Reno to stop death still, he scrambled down thighs trembling as he tried to hold onto the position, Kafka thrusted up into him and made him feel boneless, hitting that sweet spot over and over, a soft sigth leaved him with every thrust and his hips tilted backwards, his whole body was flush and he leaned down to lick at his mouth, Kafka guided a hand up to cup at his chin tilting it so they could kiss, Reno could feel his heat calm down at thw contact.
With his other hand Kafka went to rub at the gland at the back of his neck, massaging it down as Reno squirmed he went taut under his touch, separating from the kiss as he grabbed at the hand massaging the back of his neck, he was breathless as he urged his hand to be harsher, to go depper somehow, Kafka tried watching as his dick spurted in lines between both of their stomachs.
Reno flopped over him, going pliant under his hands, he tried rubbing deeper down his back, massaging the taut muscles, they didn't take long for him to pull out.
He was almost at his peak, but as he watched Reno stir in his letargy he decided against it, Reno hugged at his middle, he looked up at his still erect dick and then at his eyes mumbling the question.
"Can i suck you off?" He was clearly feeling more coherent, he even made his soffstest puppy eyes at Kafka to convince him, not that he needed any convincing.
Kafka opened his legs, acomodating Reno between them as he nodded earnestly.
Reno looked nervous, his lips trembling a litlle as licked them, looking up his shaft with a strange hungry shade in his eyes, with his tongue he licked a straigth line up him, he could taste his own slick aswell as the precum flowing down freely to aid the friction, it was't as unpleasant as he thougth it would be, he could feel his insides churning for it, but he came 3 times, it should be more than enough, aparently heat was very hard.
He tried to engulf the head on his mouth, carefully wrapping it with his lips and not his teeth, slacking his mouth as he went deeper, slowly drawing it inside, until the tip hit the back of his thoat, Reno choked, a horrible sound coming out of his thoat, he choked and almost threw up, Kafka pated his back, his comforting touch just urging him more to do it again.
Breathing deeply a couple of times he swallowed hard and went to take him again, this time more carefully as he decended down, he sucked on his cheeks and when he dared sneak a look at Kafka the guy was all steamy red, his fists kmuckle white as he grasped the sheets for dear life, he was inexpert as he sucked on him and toyed with his tip, dangling it on his tongue. Kafka made a whole lot of weird noises, whining under his ministrations.
For a glance, just at the corner of his eye he saw a knuckle turn kaiju scales, but just at that moment a buck made his eyes water, tears swelling as he forced himself to breath thougth his nose, relax his througth and supress the reflex to gag.
Kafka apologized, "Im so sorry Ren! sorry!" He tried, a gentle hand going to pet at the top of his head, brushing his hair back from his forehead.
Reno shaked his head, making a non comital sound as he bobbed his head, testing, when he didn't choke again he kept his lips tight shut and bobbed up and down faster ignoring the tears falling from his eyes Kafka grabed at his hair, yanking him off just in time as his legs shook, his dick twitched and just when Reno was pull off he came in a twitch, he whined hissing as he came, eyes goign backwards, aswell as his head, cum shot to his face, his nose and mouth, cheeks and part of hisrigth eye smeared in cum.
With a long sigth Kafka also deflated on the bed, looking down lazily he saw his face and panicked hands scrambling around as he mumbled something about cleaning adn "im soryy...!".
Pulling tissues from the nigthstand he procured a bunch under Reno's curious gaze and grabbed at his chin again, with the tissues he scooped up all the cum from his face, carefull as he went, whihspering his sorry's a thumb rubbing onto his cheek.
Reno just looked at him, no words ocurred to him, he felt strangely content, the heat still seared inside him but deeper this time, dormant, he felt sleepy, snuggling onto Kafka again, he returnes to a letargic state as the alpha make sure to follow his friends instructions, clean everything and wipe him off, bring him snacks and make him drink some water, Reno avoided him, he didn't feel like waking up, he snuglled depper on the fresh, soft sheets.
Nonetheless Kafka was a very thougoouth heat partner, he made sure to cleans him, dress him and feed him all while he was sleping, finally laying down he marked their first day as heat partners as succesfull, Reno snored on his shoulder, clingier tham ever, he breath deep and slow.
...
When he stirred awake again,Reno was kissing his neck, wet licks and ligth sucks rigth under his jawline, his litlle pants made him stir awake completely, he hadn't notice it but he was meeting his litlle sounds aswell.
Sudenly grasping at him, it made him grab at Reno's waist, pin him over as they spun around on teh sheets, the omega whined underhim, a deep purr as he looked up at him again, flushed all over again, Kafka just took in the sigth, it was like the first time yesterday, ethereal and surreal.
"Is it the haze again?" Kafka questioned.
"I want you..." Reno nodded afirmatively, voice soft at him.
"What do you want from me baby?" The alpha felt as if he could give him wathever he wanted.
Maybe instics were a lot more strogner that initially thougth.
...
The omega's lanky legs, hugged his waist, he thrusted inside, his tigth grip making him moan, Reno gripped at his chest, tried to draw him in, it was like wanted them both to fuse together, Kafka groaned, q broken sound leaving him as he begged and pleaded over him.
"Please let go, I have to pull out" The alphas brain was melting out his ears but he still knew he had to pull out, he promised himself not to fuck this up, but Reno only seemed to tighten around him, meeting his desperate eyes with his own and shaking his head, he wanted to day something but the words didn't come.
"Do it... inside, I can't get pregnant" he finally sentenced, Kafka felt himself do close, his whole spine relaxed at this barely keeping himself up he leaned in for s kiss but Reno closed his eyes grabbing his hand and guidi g it to his navel, it wasn't very apparent but he could feel himself move inside his hole, the slick sounds urging him to make more, he moved more erratically, his knot swelling inevitably, his legs tingled and in his desesperation he tugged at Reno, lips melting on lips, spit mixing and flowing down his chin as they kissed, Reno could barely keep up with the pasional kiss, his senses dulled his only focus's in the half-full knot about to pop inside him, he urgen Kafka between kisses.
"Yes! Senpai do it inside senpai!" he moaned, loud.
Kafka could only keep up ok shallow thrusts as he felt the ripple of orgasm take him from the inside, his knot finally popping inside and helping him from pulling out. Reno squirmed under him, his body spasming as he came.
A clear tick cum came from his dick, spurting in lines on his stomach, his eyes rolled back and his hands holders onto Kafka's shoulder on for dear life.
Kafka was just coming down from his own high, his cum still spurting in waves inside the omega, he dived down once more, kissing at his neck and licking up his jaw, taking in his strong scent, alpha like all around exept from the terse skin inside this thighs hugging him right now, and his slick hole still pulsating around his knot.
Kafka was sure somewhere along his coming down high he said "I love you" ml
multiple times, on Reno's ear, while he shivered still.
The alpha purred, please within himself, and he knew deep into his counciousness that he was to be very embarrassed when all the symptoms disapeareared.