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“I don’t like it when I don’t see you”
2025 Taipei
Euijoo was never the type to show others and even to Nicholas how much he needed him, in every possible aspect, but Nicholas didn’t need to use words or even think about it, it was already too obvious for him to know how much Euijoo screams for his presence, since at least for Nicholas, Euijoo has been always easy to read.
They always have sticked with eachother, so it wasn’t a surprise to the members when they got a room just for them for their staying in Taipei, Nicholas asked for it when they’re choosing, but Euijoo was the one who whispered in Nicholas ear for them to be alone in that hotel room; together, as always.
7:49 pm, rehearsals for tomorrows concert
One day left to the concert, practicing rehearsals for nothing to go wrong tomorrow, but something kept Euijoo distracted, anxious and annoyed.
The members were rehearsing parts of the concert, and it came to this idea that popped up in K’s mind, he asked Nicholas to slip through his arm in a song for more interaction between them, Nicholas didn’t really mind, it was nothing more than a side hug, but for Euijoo was beyond something Nicholas could ever imagine.
Euijoo is a very jealous type and even more when came of it being related to Nicho, is almost like he feels his blood boiling every time he thinks someone more than him can touch him or being close to him, and that spike of jealousy grew more when Nicholas asked him to be his boyfriend after they did a live back when Nicholas still had red hair.
It wasn’t that much since almost every time they don’t have space to do anything, but Nicholas still managed to do something romantic for them by preparing a cute dinner inside the hotel room they were staying with lots of tangerines and flowers for Euijoo.
Nicho could feel the hotness staring at him, like if he could physically feel the anger of someone, of that someone turning to be Euijoo. He knew it was him, he always knows when it’s about Euijoo.
Nicholas starts to look at all places only to find Euijoo across the escenario staring at him with those big ball shaped eyes and that look of anger that he only recognized it grew out of jealousy, knowing him all these years has already trained Nicholas, and he did know what was the reason. He knew it was related to Koga’s idea, even Maki could sense it with his loud mentioning of “someone’s mad” before laughing about it.
It was time for their oufift checks and adjustments, so staff members called them to get down of the escenario and go to dressing rooms.
While they’re walking towards the dressing rooms Nicholas catches the opportunity, approaching Euijoo asking him what happened, even if he already knew he didn’t really liked Euijoo getting mad at him, certainly he would use it later to tease him; like always.
As if they weren’t walking, he manages to put smoothly one arm across Euijoo’s shoulders and say:
“Juju, what’s wrong?, did something happened?”
Playing it dumb while getting closer to his face, close enough for them to kiss.
Euijoo with his racing heart for Nicho’s too-close-face, directs his head away from Nicholas, to avoid melting infront of him and also giving Nicho the satisfaction of an answer.
Like if it was planned, they arrive at the dressing rooms and Euijoo gets called to try on his concert oufift. Staff gave him his oufift and he goes walking fast, almost running away from Nicholas to his dressing room.
The dressing rooms were inside another room next door, by walking inside them seemed like public showers but 3/4 walls were made out of thick fabric, the floor was rug and the remaining wall was already part of the building, so staff hanged mirrors there.
Nicho still seeking to calm down Euijoo, walks towards the staff asking for his oufift, so it can be the perfect excuse for him to go to the dressing rooms and talk to Euijoo. For his fortune, they’re still adding details so he had to wait 2 minutes more, seeming like an eternity to him.
When they finally handed him the clothes he goes close to running to the other room, just like Euijoo, and enters the same as Juju’s.
Nicholas with his shaking breath opens the curtain that separated Euijoo from being seen by everyone who could pass outside it, as he watches Euijoo though the mirror, who still didn't had covered his upper body with clothes.
Euijoo was standing infront of the mirror watching himself as he was adjusting his layered pants, seeing through it Nicholas entering and closing the curtain. Out of habit they make eye contact but Euijoo breaks it, annoyed by Koga’s idea, guides his eyes to the floor so he couldn’t see Nicholas.
Nicholas walks towards him, getting himself too close. Euijoo could feel Nicho’s breathing in his neck, as he also felt how Nicholas hands positioned in his naked waist, one hand in each side, squeezing him just right, with the intention of leaving bruises, just how Euijoo “secretly” liked it.
“What’s wrong babe?”
Says Nicholas as he looks him trough the mirror, squeezing him harder, making Euijoo leave a silenced sound out of him
“Can you stop making that? You’re annoying”
Euijoo responds, trying to hide his reaction of Nicholas action in him, remembering one of his favorite lines for Nicholas to get annoyed, and in result causing a tighter grip on him, just how he wanted.
“I wont go anywhere far from you until you tell me what happened”
Nicholas said, grabbing Euijoo’s waist even harder, just for him to watch how much Euijoo was trying to not let out another silenced sound, by clenching his teeth.
Silence happened before Euijoo responded back:
“Then it seems to be we won’t go anywhere anytime soon”
Still moving his eyes to anything in there that wasn’t Nicholas.
Him who was holding Euijoo’s waist so tight, slides one arm through his waist rounding him, pulling Euijoo even closer than before, leaving no space left between them, moving his other hand between his boyfriend’s neck and jaw, forcing Euijoo to look at him through the mirror even if he “didn’t wanted”.
Nicholas forcing the eye contact through the mirror, asks:
“Juju, baby, it’s because of K’s idea right? I can see it in your face”
Slowly moving the arm that was on his waist to start stirring his hand on Euijoo’s belly.
“Hitting the jackpot! ding ding ding!”
Euijoo responds with a trembling voice and a sarcastic tone, rolling his eyes for them to stare at something else that wasn’t the mirror, again, making it an instantly yes.
“Oh my juju, my jealousy jealousy juju, I sometimes think what would you do if you don’t get to see me one entire day”
Nicholas replies lowering his voice, as he slowly starts to kiss his boyfriend’s neck, relaxing the hand that was between Euijoo’s neck and jaw, guiding it down to also move his other hand. He starts to move his big hands all around Euijoo’s naked body, teasing him.
Nicholas likes to combine his slow touches with hard grips, just to see how many twitches he can cause in Euijoo’s body. The situation seemed like he needed to do it, like if it weren’t pure habit on him.
Euijoo in response of Nicholas acts on him titls his head back, closing his eyes at the feeling of Nicho’s slow kisses in his neck and his hands all over his body, and so, Nicholas continues to kiss him, combining it with sweet soft bites, leaving bit of a hint of hickeys.
Euijoo who was already hard the moment Nicholas got his hands on his waist, grabs the hands that were touching him so shamelessly and guides them to his layered pants, comunitating Nicholas what he wants, and Nicholas obeying right away, as always.
Nicholas starts to unzip Euijoo’s pants while still making him small hickeys and giving him kisses, never looking away at the mirror just to see his reactions, who where arching his back and letting out silenced moans, making it so entertaining for Nicholas. He always loved to see what and how many reactions he could bring out in Euijoo.
At the time when Nicholas gets to his boyfriend underwear, he slides both hands slowly, one on each side of Euijoo’s lower belly, for him to get one finger of each hand inside of Euijoo’s boxer, leaving the rest of his hands out of it.
He moved them down really slow, pleasantly torturing him, making Euijoo react moving his hips upwards generating a small thrust, wanting to feel the touch of Nicholas big hands sliding down through him.
“You’re so needy Juju, can’t even wait for me to get your boxers down babe”
Nicholas says in a low voice, followed by a small laugh from watching Euijoo acting like this, all needy and anxious of thirstiness from Nicholas touch on him.
After finally getting his underwear down, Nicholas gets once again his arm around Euijoo’s waist, then proceeds to put the other hand on Euijoo’s hard dick, realizing how Euijoo was already wet, leaking out pre-seminal fluid. His finger begin to touch the tip with little taps, mixing it with small circles just to annoy Euijoo, leaving the rest of his hand to stroke him incredibly slow just for fun of achieving a more needy Euijoo.
“Already leaking babe? I haven’t even started love”
Nicholas whispers at the fact that Euijoo was already so wet, and Euijoo out of dessesperation of his warm touch, rolls his hip upwards, creating small hip thrusts without an exact rhythm for a rapid movement of Nicho’s stroke.
As he presence this, smiles at Euijoo’s needy movements, and for even more fun, moves the hand that was around Euijoo’s waist to position it at his pelvis with a hard pressure, for Euijoo to not be able to move his hips anymore. The sudden action caused Euijoo to whimper, that if anyone was close to the dressing room could hear it.
“Baby you need to be quiet,… and patient”
Nicholas drops to Euijoo in his ear, leaving a hot sigh on Euijoo’s, making him again let out a sound from the way Nicholas hot sigh was deposited on him.
Now Nicholas hand wasn’t slow, changing his speed and hand tension, from being really slow to being fast and tight. He knows Euijoo likes his strokes to be and feel so tight that it hurts him, but for Euijoo, it only makes it better.
“Make it ti-tighter, please…”
Euijoo adds, letting out his whimpers louder and louder each time, making it clear how much he liked Nicholas stroking him.
Nicholas as he was the only cautious about them not being catched nor heard, moves the hand that stopped Euijoo’s hips movement to shut close Juju’s mouth, and again, Nicholas strong impact on his boyfriend’s mouth caused Euijoo to let out a big whimper, “silenced” because of Nicholas.
“You really love making sound babe, and I really enjoy getting them silenced”
Nicholas says as he starts to bite Euijoo’s shoulder hard enough for Euijoo to make his silenced whimpers and moans even more louder than before, making Nicholas react with a smile, a smile Euijoo could see through the mirror.
Euijoo’s silenced whimpers and moans caused on Nicholas to get really hard, so at the same time he was stroking him hard and covering his mouth, begins to move his hips against Euijoo, so he could feel the hard dick he triggered behind him, making Euijoo to react back moving his hips backwards, so both could feel the other more and more. It was really easy since Nicholas was wearing a really thin light grey pants, and Euijoo’s clothes were almost all reaching the floor.
Nicholas can seem to acknowledge Euijoo is close to coming, so he starts back again to slow his speed but not his tight grip, Euijoo melting at the feeling of this, moves his hands to Nicholas pants and starts taking them down in the way he found, including his chrome hearts boxer, leaving Nicholas only in his black tank top and pants halfway hanging in his legs.
Euijoo intensifies his rolling hips towards Nicholas dick, so he could feel even more of him. Euijoo arches his back again, making it difficult to continue his hips movements leaving it all to Nicholas. He throws his head backwards, with his hair touching Nicholas shoulder.
Nicholas already knew Euijoo was close, every time he’s close he does an involuntary reaction. Euijoo tends to bend his knees just a little when he’s close, so he pressure his Euijoo’s face-gripping hand to be able to set Euijoo’s head on his shoulder and bite his neck with a better ease.
Nicholas strokes him two, three, four times more and Euijoo finally paints white Nicholas big hand. As he stills recovers, Euijoo grabs the arm that was stroking him, and deepens his nails in Nicho’s arm, still making muted sounds but with less frequency. Nicholas didn’t really stopped his hand movements in Euijoo’s dick so he triggered hypersensibility on him, changing it to a speed even slower than the beginning, causing a really torturing pleasure to Euijoo.
8:26 pm, still in the dressing rooms
Nicholas hand still in Euijoo, both with accelerated breaths trying to catch them, can’t seem to get enough of eachother even if they spend all day and night together.
Euijoo relaxes his deepened nails in Nicho and Nicholas moves the hand that was covering Euijoo’s mouth to his shoulder, making it a back hug.
“You look so hot and cute when you bend your knees Juju, did you know that?”
Nicholas says, moving his hand away from Euijoo to start licking it, cleaning his hand out of Euijoo’s cum
“Haha, so funny, you know I can’t control that”
Euijoo responds back sarcastically, looking at Nicholas through the mirror finishing licking his hand, wishing it was him instead.
Euijoo still wanted more, so he turns back at Nicholas and starts kissing his neck, knowing it drives him mad crazy, getting himself so close. They could feel eachothers dick rubbing softly against the other with each movement.
“Oh baby, you know how to make me so hard”
Nicholas lets out with a whiny voice as he puts one hand in Euijoo’s hair, slightly pulling it with the other hand reaching Euijoo’s leg, bringing it up to his hip, walking towards the mirror only to crash at it.
Realizing they can’t brake anything or else they’ll suspect, he stops Euijoo and puts down his leg, takes the wood chair that’s inside the dressing room and locates it against the curtain where he entered, he also takes the mirror and lefts it above the chair so now anything couldn’t bother them.
He goes back to his needy Euijoo and kisses him hard, taking again Euijoo’s leg upwards laying it on his hip, moving down his other hand to reach Euijoo’s rim and starting to make little circles.
Euijoo who was kissing him with bites, moves his arms to Nicholas shoulders so he can have a better place on him. Just then Nicholas enters the first finger, prompting Euijoo to release a moan between their kisses. Nicholas couldn’t help it but to continuing to finger him fast, Euijoo uttering again his sounds with every movement inside of him.
Euijoo ceases his kisses with Nicholas to hug him better, finding his way in Nicholas neck again to bite at it so he can try to hush himself, which didn’t really do much but it was something.
Nicholas enters the second finger with no hesitation and no sings of changing his rhythm, making Euijoo to bite him harder, opening his hands to dig his nails in Nicholas back.
“Nichol… I really need you… inside of me n-now”
Euijoo mentions, mixing it with his low moans. Now that the mirror was moved infront of them, he had the perfect view of Nicholas back and how he was fingering him, turning him even more than before, desiring needier his boyfriend inside of him.
Nicho gets out his two fingers to grab his dick, positionating it in Euijoo’s rim, entering really slow to not hurt him.
“Nichol, please… do it now, you know I like it wh-when it hurts…”
Euijoo mentions in respond of Nicholas slow entering, so he follows. Like he wasn’t the same who didn’t wanna hurt his Juju, enters deep and hasty, moving strong with rhythm his thrusts for him to penetrate Euijoo really intense, touching his sensitive area just right.
Euijoo followed him, reflected in his “quiet” whimpers, neck-shoulder bites and nails being digged in all of Nicholas back. Nicholas also wasn’t really quiet, he was a little too loud with his moans considering that Euijoo yet was a little bit tight; he didn’t really gave him the opportunity to stretch him that much.
Euijoo could watch and admired through the mirror how Nicholas was fucking him so deep and hard, he could look at every detail posible, how both of their hairs were bouncing as a result from an intense movement, how Nicholas back was all scratched and red, how he could see his leg up and down like a doll, and fell in love all over again. Nicholas was the only one to know how to make him more than satisfied.
Since Euijoo is taller than Nicholas, the position was starting to be something uncomfortable, so Nicholas took the remaining leg of Euijoo, giving him the signal to jump just a little, for him to be able to carry him.
Both of Euijoo’s legs were now around Nicholas hip, getting his tights all bruised by the way Nicholas were squeezing them gently to hard. Euijoo admiring once again, seeing how his lovers hands were making more bruises in him.
It changed to something sloppy and messy, Euijoo noticed how Nicholas was close, his thrusts changed to be imprecise and dumb, as he also was losing his tempo.
“Ju-ju babe..”
Nicholas said with a trembling voice, combined with undefined moans
“Can I come in-inside you?...”
He completed whispering once more in Euijoo’s ear, also leaving vague moans in it.
Euijoo always found attractive how Nicholas asked for his permission even if at the end he did what he wanted, he saw it like a reminder more than permission.
Euijoo nodded as he remarked his nails in Nicholas back, feeling how Nicholas located in his neck. Euijoo released a trembling whimper as he feels Nicholas teeth being inserted rough in his neck; Nicholas was cumming inside of Euijoo.
“Babe, I want to see you jumping on it”
Nicholas lets out, catching his breath as he was still inside of Euijoo. He didn’t fight it, he also wanted to.
He slowly got out of Euijoo, hearing him moan once more, caused by the absence of him inside of Euijoo. Nicholas got Euijoo’s legs down, to move the wood chair that was underneath the mirror, putting the chair infront of it just leaving the mirror there, sitting in the chair facing the mirror.
Nicholas pats his tigh, giving Euijoo the signal to sit there. Euijoo, who still was dripping white of Nicholas previous moments, positionate himself also facing the mirror, taking Nicholas dick in his hand to introduce Nicholas’s dick into him once again, moaning at the feeling of it.
Nicholas moves his hands to Euijoo’s waist, squeezing him hard again, spreading Euijoo’s legs with his legs. Euijoo begins to jump on Nicholas dick, letting all his weight fall onto Nicholas’s lap just to go up, almost taking it all out, repeating letting all his weight fall just to go up.
Whimpering a lot, he loved the feeling of Nicholas bumping inside of him, and since Nicholas came inside of him, it felt more sloppier and messy than before.
Nicholas proceeds to slide one hand into Euijoo’s hair, pulling at it making Euijoo arch, causing Euijoo teary eyes and almost crying moans.
“My needy Juju, I’ll make you cry out of pleasure babe”
Nicholas drops as he slides his head into one of Euijoo’s arm putting it behind him, taking into his mouth one of Euijoo nipples. He plays with it, kissing it then licking it softly, biting it hard to trace it with his tongue making circles, repeating all of it until it’s red and swollen.
Euijoo wanting to close his legs as he’s feeling he’ll come, Nicholas doesn’t allow it, instead he stops pulling Euijoo’s hair and gets one hand onto his dick, stroking him again really fast but not tight, teasing Euijoo.
“Make i-it tight or-…”
Euijoo says as he tries to reach Nicholas hand.
“Or?…”
Nicholas responds back as he gets his grip tighter than before, achieving Euijoo cumming in his hand again. Euijoo whimpered once more as he slowly stopped jumping, arching his back with rolling his hips back and forward with pace, seeing how Nicholas had the same smile than before, trying to keep his breath steady.
“I really hate you”
Euijoo mentions to Nicholas, still sitting in his lap with Nicholas inside of him
“No you don’t”
Nicholas responds back, looking up to see the frustrated reaction Euijoo made.
They’re sticky, drops of sweat going down on Euijoo’s body, making him look like he was glazed, tired from jumping in Nicholas with his hair being a sweaty mess and a reddish face, while Nicholas shined with the room lighting borned from sweat, with pink cheeks and heavy gaze, trying to find some fresh air in the room that wasn’t exhaled by them.
“Nichol, do you think someone heard us?”
Euijoo asked as he turned back, not leaving Nicholas’s lap
“More like if they heard you”
Nicholas replies laughing, emphasizing the last part teasing Euijoo
He rolled his eyes to proceed standing up, taking fully out Nicholas dick of him, twitching at the absence of Nicholas inside of him.
In the other hand, Nicholas cleaned his hand with his mouth for the second time, enjoying while he watched how Euijoo trembled struggling to stand up, fragile like a piece of glass.
“No but we should get back, I mean get out, they should be asking were are we”
Nicholas drops in a more serious tone, standing up taking the wooden chair to his place, to also put the mirror where it was originally supposed to be.
Euijoo tried to fix himself with the wipes that were inside his dressing room, clothing himself again, waiting for the remaining strands of his hair to dry out from sweat, helping clean Nicholas also, putting everything in place at how it was before this two happened.
9:18 pm, still in the dressing rooms
“They’re making it out in the dressing rooms”
Yuma replies jokingly at Jo, continuing to eat the fried chicken they ordered.
“No but seriously, where are they? We all agreed to eat together fried chicken at 9 here”
K adds, searching for them with his eyes through the stylist room as he continued to drink his coffee.
“Maybe they fought again and they’re making up, we all know how they’re always bickering”
Fuma says, trying to not raise any concerns nor explorations on where they are or what they’re doing
“Let’s just let them be, if y’all miss them that much remember we’ll have breakfast together”
Fuma adds, guiding the teamies curiousness to die, for them to continue eating peacefully while Nicholas and Euijoo fucked.
Fuma was the first one to try on the oufift without counting Euijoo or rushed Nicholas.
He could hear some forbidden sounds as he walked to his designed room, closing the dressing rooms door telling the teamies that they should rest a little bit before trying on the oufifts, with the excuse they could get sweat stamps on them.
Fuma was the only one to know what happened in that dressing room.