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Your a dancer for this new band called "panic! At the disco" you've know about the band for about a year, and loved the style of their album "a fever you cant sweat out" it was just a dream too go preform on stage with them especially infront of thousands of people. And.. you had a thing for the guitarist ryan ross, the thought of being on the same stage as him got your heart beating fast, everyday that came close too the night of the show the more you were stressed, what if you did bad? What if you mess up infront of ryan? Only time would tell.
The night is here, your all dressed up too go on stage, you have your makeup on and trying too look your best for ryan although he probably won't look at you too hard, as he does have too play his instrument. You got a glance of ryan going into the dressing room freaking out, he was running late. He quickly put on his outfit because he already had his makeup on, he speed walked closer too the stage, waiting behined the curtain, you came up behind him as you were too come out after him, he looks at you not knowing you were behined him yet and says "you must be one of our dancers?" "Oh yeah I am!" "Nice too meet you, what's your name?" You turned pink and said "my name is _____" with a faint smile, "cool, im ryan but uh I think we're almost up" he says glad he could make it on time.
They call ryan up but not the dancers just yet. They wait around 5 minutes too call dancers up too introduce the band members too the audience, hearing yelling and cheering its now your turn too finally go on stage, as soon as you walk out you give the crowd a big smile, trying hard too fit into this persona you were given, one of the other dancers goes up too brendon and whispers something too him and give you a glance, they both giggle at what the other dancer said but you were sure they weren't laughing at you.
So far this whole performance you've been all up on ryan, making movements behined him, touching him, even making kissy faces behind him hoping he wouldn't turn around, which he didnt. Now its your job too take pictures of them for the Polaroids. You grab the camera from backstage and are so excited too take pictures of them all, especially ryan. First you go too jon as hes closest too you out of them all, he turns your way and puts up a peace sign, next you go too Spencer, he looks amazing, you didnt even relize the outfit he had on, it was cute! He looks at the camera and you snap a Picture, next you go too brendon saving ryan for last "brendonnn" you say trying too get his attention, he makes a silly face and you snap a picture. Up last is ryan, he looks so good, his hair sitting perfectly, a drop of sweat dripping down his cheek under the shadow of his hair you go up too ryan, he turns too you without you even saying anything too him and he holds up his guitar for the camera, and has wide eyes. You say "good job" as you wink at him, he bites his lip and goes back too playing, by then it's almost the end of the show.
They play about 3 more songs before ending the show, "GIVE IT UP FOR PANIC! AT THE DISCO" the other dancer yells through the microphone too the crowd, as ryan takes off his guitar and walks backstage, you go too the back near where he would be, acting like you were just getting water, you relize no one else has gotten too the back yet, just you and ryan. "Oh hey" ryan says he says not expecting you too be there because of your quietness. "Hey ryan! You did so good on stage." "Thank you, you looked good" ryan says with a little snarky look on his face, "why thank you!" You say "I talked too brendon and he told me something interesting about you.." he says looking down like he's trying not smile, "oh what did he say about me?" You say unknowingly. "Well, he told me something you said about me something like "I want ryan too choke me" I dont know I just heard that from him like a few minutes ago, did you really say that..?" You said that too your other dancer before the show as a joke of course.. "WHY WOULD HE TELL YOU GUYS THAT" you say blushing and covering your face, "sorry ryan I promise I'm not weird I was just joking when I said that.." you say hoping he would find you less weird.
"____ it's okay.. I dont mind who knows maybe i will..maybe i wont.." he says it with a smile and almost blushing, "ryan.?." you say confused about his remark, "oh sorry it just slipped out.." ryan said trying too use that as a cover up" "oh and jon told me you were making kissy faces behind me almost the whole performance..? I did notice you were behined me alot more than the others." "I was just-" he cut you off with a kiss, that's the last thing you were expecting you thought he thought you were totally weird! You melt into his kiss, he pins you against the wall kissing you passionately, after only a few moments kissing brendon walks in. You and ryan don't notice him at first, he stands there and says "wow what a scene" he says with a beer in hand. Ryan lifts from off your lips and turns his head too brendon, "oh hey bren" "I'm gonna go.." brendon says with a smile on his face as he walks back too hang out with the others. Ryan looks back at you and says "what do you say we take this somewhere a little more.. private?"
He takes your hand and takes you too his personal dressing room, the dressing room just for him, all the members have there own too change so they don't have too change infront of eachother, it was fairly big for a dressing room, it had a couch too. He unbuttons his bright red rose vest, taking it off leaving him in just a cream colored long sleeve shirt with fluffy areas on the wrist. He grabs your waist being that your costume is only a bra and a skirt and a few accessories, he pushes you up against the wall once again, this time kissing you hard knowing yall have more privacy than before, hes really into it, letting you know with a small whimper, him going so hard on you he gets your lipstick all over his mouth, he lifts off your lips and says "god i knew I liked you from the first minute I saw you." You move the hair out of his face, he wipes your lipstick from off of his own face. You kiss his cheek and get on your knees. You start too Unbutton his pants and pulling them down. Him realizing what your about too do he unbuttons his cream colored shirt, slowly taking it off. You eager too please him, you take his underwear off, his cock painfully hard, leaking Pre-cum, you lick the slit of his cock.
His breath hitches and me looks down at you, you look up at him his mouth is wide open leaving him in awe from pleasure, you slowly take his tip into your mouth. He accidentally moves forward forcing more of his length into your mouth, causing you to choke from unexpected length in your mouth, his length about halfway in your mouth already, you go further by taking in more of his length almost all of it, he moans from all the pleasure your causing. You slowly take him all in almost choking again on his huge cock. "_____ im gonna.. I'm gonna cum" he cums in the back of your throat, you get up from being on you knees and he puts his clothes back on. He goes back too kissing you although your mouth was just all over his dick. He still had a bulge after you sucked him off, leading you too belive he needed more than just that.
He makes you sit on the couch and spreads your legs, revealing your underwear under your probably 4 inch skirt. "Juicy contour huh? You've got good taste" he says hungrily, you giggle at his remark knowing you wore them just incase this were too happen. He slowly takes your underwear off from under you skirt, throwing them across the room. Your basically dripping from what happened beforehand. Him not knowing how wet you are he sticks a finger in your hole making you gasp along side of him. "Oh my god your dripping wet". He licks up your slit making you moan as loud as possible. "Ryan.. fuck.." you say as he adds another finger inside of you and flicks his fingers, as he has super fast fingers from all those guitar lessons and all those years of work. He slowly gets up taking off his pants, he gives you his hand and pushes you against the wall. He takes his hard cock out of his boxers and slowly pushes it into your tight hole. Soaking his dick in your wetness, quickly finding your g spot