evil ilya
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He stared at the screen. His body was thrumming, vibrating with a desperate, pent-up energy that made his skin feel too tight. It had been two days. Two days of Ilya saying start. Two days of Ilya saying stop. Two days of being edged until his brain felt like it was melting out of his ears. The ache in his balls was a dull, constant throb, a pressure that bordered on agony.
But it felt so good.
Two men, one secret, a decade of choosing each other in every wrong way possible.
Shane Hollander is careful, controlled, and very good at performing both. Ilya Rozanov is the one person who has ever seen through it, and the one person Shane has never been able to perform for.
What started in Vegas in 2011 has followed them through six years of rivalry, obsession, and something else neither of them has been willing to name. When Shane falls apart, will Ilya be able to put the pieces back together again? Whether what he builds from the pieces is something Shane can survive is another question entirely...
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- Part 1 of evil ilya
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Shane Hollander goes missing on the tenth of September, 2016.
You find out the way everyone finds out, a link, a thread, a post that gets taken down before you finish reading it. What follows is a kidnapping and a media circus and a fandom cracking at every seam it has; law enforcement, and fan edits in the same breath. And Ilya Rozanov, who has a crypto wallet and a basement, performing for an audience that keeps growing.
The internet does what it always does, and so you keep clicking.
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- Part 2 of evil ilya
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put my hand on the stove (and the cross) by unseemlyndisturbed for Shrrrr
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 Apr 2026
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And there.
Through a break in the trees, there is a house. Wooden, old, the pale white paint of it greyed with age and dampness.
"I—" His voice comes out level, at least.
The man has tilted his head. "What? You want to sleep in your car?" He pulls his chin toward the dark interior of the house, a small gesture. "No. Come in. Is no trouble."
God hasn’t abandoned him yet, ha.
Shane Hollander's car breaks down in the middle of nowhere. The man who answers the door is charming, warm, and just his type. Ilya Rozanov is a very religious man. He has a lot to say about repentance.
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- Part 3 of evil ilya
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Ilya's favourite view is blood, sweat, piss, tears and cum splattered across Shane's freckles. A companion piece to i'm trying harder . This is what was happening behind the bedroom door the day Lev left Boston.
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- Part 5 of i'm coming home
- Part 4 of evil ilya
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"Yes, but." I rubbed my hands up and down his arms, the cotton of his sweater warm and slightly damp. "Do you ever feel lonely?"
Shane shook his head against my chest.
"I just think that." I stopped and started again. "If you did get lonely. If you wanted to sleep with other men when we are apart, you can. I would understand."
Ilya Rozanov loves Shane Hollander enough to leave Boston behind for him, and Shane loves him back. Maybe, almost as much. Things have been wrong for weeks; he just doesn't know what.
Some things, Shane has only ever been able to say with his body.
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- Part 5 of evil ilya
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There was a small recoil, nothing Shane would consciously register as a recoil, just a slight drawing-back of his head and a micro-expression crossing the bridge of his nose.
His brows pulled together for one second, and he pulled the carton away from his face, examining the opening.
Ilya Rozanov has seven cameras. Ilya Rozanov has a blog.
His gay roommate doesn't know about any of this.
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- Part 6 of evil ilya
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"Da, baby tell me, come on tell it. Tell me now– fuck, you feel so—" Ilya groaned. He kept hitting Shane’s prostate perfectly, brutally rutting up against it, his hips hitting the same point. “See? Told you, you love it. You love Ilya Rozanov."
The tradition is simple: one gift per year of his life. Hayden Pike has been Ilya Rozanov's friend long enough to know exactly what he likes. Shane Hollander has been Hayden Pike's friend long enough to know better than to trust him.
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- Part 7 of evil ilya
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Stranger: we are almost same height but i know im bigger
You: Is that true.
Stranger: yes. does that matter to u
You: Yeah. It does.
Stranger: have u heard of s&m?
You: No, what’s that?
Stranger: mmm is like just
Stranger: don’t worry i will show uShane's starving. Ilya casts good bait.
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- Part 8 of evil ilya
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He hated that Ilya had him suspended in that in-between place, hated the way the question went straight under his skin and made his own thoughts start to stutter.
What are you?
Not human, but not whatever his mother had spent his whole life preparing him to be, either.
Shane Hollander has been a vampire for six weeks and is still trying to figure out what he wants from the dark. Ilya Rozanov has been dead for two centuries and feels more than qualified to answer the question for him. All Shane has to do is stop running.
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- Part 9 of evil ilya