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Is this what putting your life back together feels like? Or is it something else entirely? After the time spent in a place he and Vexen unspokenly agreed never to discuss, Demyx doesn’t know how to be sure. All he knows is he’s a fish out of water surrounded by odd animals like the guys who roll the dice to tell their stories, and the girl who’s seeking out second-best, and the bartender and the fixer and someone who might be just like him, after all. When you throw your life away, you don’t get to just pick it up again. So, what do you do? Zemyx mostly.
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Zexion’s life was not a lie. In retrospect, it was a bit of an illusion though. With his mind a maze of steel traps and his world built of a patchwork of strange people, there’s a lot to see in that flash of blinding light! -AU. Zemyx, LexVex, and just a smidgen of AkuRoku if you’re paitent. Also featuring young!Zexion and the basement trio family!
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The Truth Untold by Written_in_ink
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
29 May 2023
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Feng Xin has loved Xie Lian for as long as he can remember, but his friend is getting married to another man next month and is expecting Feng Xin to bring a plus one.
Mu Qing, the guy he's been sleeping with, is Feng Xin's only option. Too bad he's also the worst one.
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21 Feb 2026
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Dull Obsidian Eyes by SevensOutlet
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
03 Aug 2025
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Mu Qing sat beneath the sloped roof of one of Nan Yang’s many temples scattered across the mortal realm, the weight in his chest far heavier than the wounds he bore. The air was still, save for the rapid thud of his heart beating wildly not just from the frantic escape he’d just endured, but from something far less tangible, far more suffocating.
Before him stood the stone likeness of Feng Xin, carved in reverence but lacking the warmth and life of the man it represented. The statue offered no comfort, only the stark reminder of who he had nearly called out to. Who he might have to.
Whatever had attacked him had worn the faces of people he once trusted. It had cursed him, drained him, left him barely clinging to consciousness. His spiritual energy was too weak to use the communication array, his limbs trembling from the weight of pain and confusion.
Mu Qing knew what had to be done.
But doubt clung to him like a second skin. Would Feng Xin hear him if he prayed? And if he did… would he come?
Would he care?
TLDR: Mu Qing needs to pray at a Nan Yang temple for help. Feng Xin was late leaving Mu Qing to be tortured.
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28 Jan 2026
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Clear Skies After Rain by ascholars_personalmusings
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
28 Jul 2025
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It had evolved into this, a tension clinging to them like damp wool, making the air between them heavy and sour, the silence pressing so hard against Mu Qing’s skin it felt like it would split him open. He should have been used to it, the biting cold of being at odds with Feng Xin, the bitter taste of saying too much, too wrong, but he wasn’t. Every time, it left him raw, unsettled, off-balance in a way that made him want to lash out, to run, to do anything but stand there and let the silence swallow him.
Feng Xin never meant for it to end like this—mud, rain, blood, and the quiet terror of almost too late. Now Mu Qing won’t wake, and Feng Xin won’t leave his side. Apologies catch in the back of his throat, pining digs into old wounds, and hope—fragile, stubborn—glows in the dark like dawn through storm clouds. Maybe this time, they’ll both learn how to stay without tearing each other apart.
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27 Aug 2025
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the ship and its anchor by deliriuum
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
17 Aug 2025
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Every time Mu Qing was born after his first life, he had the same given name.
He had been Qiu Qing, Jin Qing, Sheng Qing, Hua Qing, Lai Qing and one particular time, he had even been Feng Qing. He has had countless different origins and lives, countless mothers and fathers and a myriad of sisters and brothers and yet, in any life of his, Feng Xin would find him and kill him. Sometimes, he would be kind, gentle as if scared that Mu Qing’s soul would not survive the kill ; mostly, he was violent.
Cursed to remember his previous incarnations and to always end up killed at the hands of Feng Xin who was his lover in his first life (or at least the first one he remembers), Mu Qing tries to hope for the best. Mostly, he just lets his soul be anchored to Feng Xin's existence.
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18 Aug 2025
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A Long and Slow Recovery by ardenrabbit
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
26 Dec 2024
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The light still doesn't make sense against his eyes, but he thinks he remembers something like color. There is a lot of color around him, and he is able to discern white and black and a great deal of something else. It's a breathtaking splash of vivacity on a new canvas, where there had been no canvas at all for so many eternities. It is the most beautiful thing he has ever seen.
Red, Xie Lian finally names it.
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In a disorienting turn of luck, Xie Lian is rescued from State Preceptor Fangxin's coffin. He recovers his other senses in good time, but his sight is taking longer to return—decades with no exposure to light have weakened his capacity for it.
His benefactor and worshiper, a wealthy and eccentric ghost named Hua Cheng, hasn't left his side for months.
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