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    “that’s so good, listen so well,” and then there’s a pause, like buck is nervous to speak, but does it anyway. “you’d make such a good wife, eds.”

     

    how evan 'buck' buckley found out his boyfriend likes to be called his wife.

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    19 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 45

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    “Hollander, I am not xeno-botanist, but I think this is –”

    “Pollinis fornicatio, I fucking know, OK?”

    “Da. Sex pollen.”

    “I know.”

    “You are very aroused already.”

    “Fucking obviously, Rozanov!”

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    18 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 46

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    Shane blinks back, and wonders what his face might be doing. He wonders if somewhere written among his freckles is the number of times that Shane’s intrusive thoughts have imagined the man before him in lewd scenarios. He wonders if his mouth --already disconnected from his conscious mind-- secretly whispers confessions of his fantasies in a devastating betrayal of the self.

    Shane swallows. The two blue eyes are so fucking close that they could each be a mile wide. They could be barrels of a gun or the tips of arrows. They’re trained on Shane and call on his animalistic reactions of fight or flight.

    Or fawn.

    Shane Hollander was diagnosed with autism as a child. With delayed speech, sensory difficulties, and a brain that refused to conform, Shane grew up always finding ways to cope using hockey, systems, and routine. After temporarily losing his speech in a very public meltdown at the world juniors, Shane is forced to carve a path as the first publicly autistic player in the NHL, accommodations and all.

    Chronic surprise Ilya Rozanov is determined to prove to Shane that he isn't a problem to be solved, while both men must learn to accept that they're worthy of love at all.

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    16 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 28

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    In the past, Shane never had a problem getting himself out of bed to start his off-season conditioning – in the past, Shane never had a beautiful Russian boyfriend asleep in his bed.

    More than once, the Canadian found himself staring blankly at nothing, eyes unfocused, overwhelmed by the gnawing in his gut. Ilya was right there, and he wanted nothing more than to hold him. He felt physically drawn to him in a way that was almost magnetic.

    How fucking ridiculous. He’d spent months without even speaking to the other man, and now even fifteen minutes and 50 feet apart felt like an eternity. He was an adult – a professional athlete – and a decorated one at that. He shouldn't be letting such infantile codependency eat him alive.

    Most days, running grounded the Shane – today, the farther he got from the cottage, the more he felt strangely like crying. “Fuck,” he breathed into the stillness, the ache of his longing melding with an exasperated frustration. He should be focusing on his stamina, his performance, and refining the areas demanding improvement.

    He shouldn't be so distracted.

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    16 Jul 2026

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    Seonghwa’s not sure what Hongjoong gets out of it. But he knows Hongjoong looks pretty, and at ease, eyes fluttering shut and face flushed.

    He knows Hongjoong trusts him.

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    15 Jul 2026