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  1. Public Bookmark 72

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    “that’s so good, listen so well,” and then there’s a pause, like buck is nervous to speak, but does it anyway. “you’d make such a good wife, eds.”

     

    how evan 'buck' buckley found out his boyfriend likes to be called his wife.

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    19 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 45

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    “Hollander, I am not xeno-botanist, but I think this is –”

    “Pollinis fornicatio, I fucking know, OK?”

    “Da. Sex pollen.”

    “I know.”

    “You are very aroused already.”

    “Fucking obviously, Rozanov!”

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    18 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 46

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    Shane blinks back, and wonders what his face might be doing. He wonders if somewhere written among his freckles is the number of times that Shane’s intrusive thoughts have imagined the man before him in lewd scenarios. He wonders if his mouth --already disconnected from his conscious mind-- secretly whispers confessions of his fantasies in a devastating betrayal of the self.

    Shane swallows. The two blue eyes are so fucking close that they could each be a mile wide. They could be barrels of a gun or the tips of arrows. They’re trained on Shane and call on his animalistic reactions of fight or flight.

    Or fawn.

    Shane Hollander was diagnosed with autism as a child. With delayed speech, sensory difficulties, and a brain that refused to conform, Shane grew up always finding ways to cope using hockey, systems, and routine. After temporarily losing his speech in a very public meltdown at the world juniors, Shane is forced to carve a path as the first publicly autistic player in the NHL, accommodations and all.

    Chronic surprise Ilya Rozanov is determined to prove to Shane that he isn't a problem to be solved, while both men must learn to accept that they're worthy of love at all.

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    16 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 29

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    Shane ran with a fury – channeling every ounce of shame, anger, hurt, and disdain he possessed. He ran with a purpose: to catalogue every misstep and maintain his stamina.

    Each time he replayed the interaction or thought of Ilya alone again in his cottage, he bit down harder on his lip and ran faster, feet slamming against the trail.

    A guttural cry pierced the air as Shane fell to the ground, the dense dirt leaving burn marks on the skin of his elbows. For one terrifying second, his vision went white, his lungs forgot how to expand, and he lay motionless, face pressed into the earth.

    He thought of the fight he’d had with Ilya, his own voice echoing in his head: “This is who I am. You know that. I give everything I have to hockey.”

    He was Shane Hollander: the best player in the MLH; he was fine, he told himself – he didn't need Ilya.

    It was a lie.

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    16 Jul 2026

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    Seonghwa’s not sure what Hongjoong gets out of it. But he knows Hongjoong looks pretty, and at ease, eyes fluttering shut and face flushed.

    He knows Hongjoong trusts him.

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    15 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 96

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    “Ilya was met with more sobbing, Shane shaking in his grasp, so logically, he slowed down. “Did I hurt you? Shane?”… “Don’t stop, ‘m not hurt. ‘S so much, Ilya.” …the thought of Ilya stopping crushed him”

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    11 Jul 2026

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    After a brutal week that's left Shane wound tight with anxiety, he shows up at Ilya's hotel room desperately needing to turn off his brain. Ilya recognises what Shane needs before Shane can even put it into words - to let someone else take control for a while.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander is the guy standing beside every wedding, delivering every speech, and fixing every crisis. He’s indispensable to everyone else’s happiness… except no one ever really asks what he wants for his own.

    Until Ilya Rozanov, a cynical journalist with a dismissive view of marriage and everything it represents, crosses paths with Shane and decides to use his life as the subject of a feature on the “eternal best man,” a stepping stone toward more serious journalistic work, without Shane ever suspecting his intentions.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    It turned out the hockey season was a lot more hectic with a full social life in the BDSM club scene and a fiancé who he could never quite escape from. Not to mention wedding planning? God, Shane was in over his head. All he wanted to do was shut his mind off and be a kitty.

    sequel to 'is just ten year plan to fuck'

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    26 Jun 2026

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    The question isn’t what Ilya would do to protect that love, but instead what wouldn’t Ilya do to protect that love? Ilya would do bad, bad things for Shane Hollander, in many different regards. Ilya would also undoubtedly wither away and out of existence, if he ever did something that ended up scaring Shane away from him permanently.

    All of these questions are pointless. There’s only one, actual question that needs to be asked: is it better to speak or to die?

    Ilya would argue in favor of death, every time.

    Three months after the incident and nothing has changed. Ilya is charged with taking care of Shane after his wisdom teeth are taken out. It goes about as well as you’d expect.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    reread

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    Shane Hollander didn’t fight.

    Everyone knew that, and it was accepted that he never would. Sure, he got into a heated argument with Scott Hunter, but even Gandhi would hardly classify that as a “fight”. This “fight” was a one in a million— until it wasn’t.

    Shane Hollander didn’t fight, until he did.

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    Shane Hollander blows up after being stretched too far

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    25 Jun 2026

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    “Is it….I mean, it doesn’t bother you, does it? That I need this so much, I mean.”

    Ilya is looking at him now. “You’re asking me if I’m bothered by your need for me?”

    Shane flushes. “I’m just saying, I know it can be a lot.”

    “Solnyshko. It’s not even 10AM, and you’ve already sucked my cock twice and I’ve fucked you. This is not a hardship for me. I am happy to do this for you.”

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Ilya and Shane explore the joys of cock warming, and then watch hockey.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    ilya can't stop making shane come.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    Happy Sub Top Ilya Week

    Ilya wakes up horny in the night, Shane lets him fuck him but Just the Tip.

    Or: Just the Tip, Sub Top Ilya Rozanov, Edging and Sexual Overestimation all in one fic. This is self-indulgent pwp.

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    20 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 96

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    “How do you know if someone kisses nicely?”

    Wooyoung immediately sits up and out of Mingi’s lap and they both turn to face Jongho with wide eyes who starts to feel embarrassed. “What? It’s just a question.”

    “You wanna know how nice it feels to kiss someone?” Wooyoung asks, his eyes already brimming with pure excitement and Jongho swallows. That wasn’t really what he said but if Wooyoung is saying it then maybe it would be okay to go along with it?

     

    Or in which Jongho is finally ready to kiss the rest of the members so they each get to have their first kiss with him.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Rozanov adjusted his towel, and Shane’s eyes were drawn to the motion like magnets.

    “Well, if I come to 1410 tonight at nine o’clock…” Rozanov said casually, leaving the question open.

    “I might open,” Shane responded. He shouldn’t have entertained this conversation at all, he knew. He knew how dangerous this could be, for so many reasons and for both of them. But he also wanted, so, so badly. He wanted to be touched, he wanted to feel good, and he wanted Rozanov to be the one to give that to him. He wanted Rozanov.

    Rozanov nodded, like this was the expected response, and shrugged casually. “I might knock,” he said, then walked away to his own locker where his things were stashed.

     

    Or, a trans Shane rewrite of their first time.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    "As long as you want. It's your birthday after all."

    "And what if you're, like, doing something?"

    "Well, lyubov, I don't really have plans of doing anything except making it the best day ever," Ilya laughed. "But if I am busy... it doesn't matter. It's your gift – you get to decide when to use it."

    "Oh," is all Shane said again.

    Ilya's gift to Shane this year is himself. He really shouldn't have been so surprised that Shane would go above and beyond to make it his best birthday yet.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    When Shane Hollander transfers to Centaur National Park, he expects nothing to change. Maybe just the weather patterns, but that’s it. Shane is proficient; a high-achiever in the world of being a fire lookout, and with a fresh start, he intends to keep it that way.

    Insert Ilya Rozanov; the lead fire lookout of the park, and a right douchebag. Shane is involuntarily tied to him the moment they meet, and all he can hope for now is to survive the eight month season.

    Escaping Rozanov’s enraging proximity presents harder than anticipated. Does he even bother to attempt the inevitable? And, when a confounding night, in fact, does change everything for Shane, it begs the question; does he want to?

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Shane: We were going to hang out and he came here straight from the gym
    Shane: So he's in my shower
    Shane: naked
    Shane: in my shower

    Rose: oh my god
    Rose: the gym has no showers?

    Shane: it does

    Rose: oh my god
    Rose: Shane
    Rose: he wants to fuck you

    Or: Shane and Ilya have been friends for two years. Shane has also been in love with Ilya for two years. He's managed it decently, so far. Ilya showers at Shane's place and Shane loses all sense of how he's been able top manage being in love with Ilya this long. He freaks out about it to Rose.

    (Or or: It's my first fanfiction, I suck at summaries, maybe I'll come up with something better later on)

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    13 Jun 2026

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