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    He…doesn’t know how to feel about the way Suo is looking at him right now. It reminds him of how the people he’s fought have looked at him when they’re seeking a skirmish, but not quite that. No, it reminds him of the look a carnivore gives its prey when it knows its got its next meal cornered. It’s making him feel infinitesimal, and at the same time the only person in the room. Sakura wants to squirm under the intense gaze, throw a punch or two to stop the shiver running up his spine; but he also wants to sit still, staring back, just to see what would happen.


    or: Suo like pushing Sakura's buttons in a very particular way. And maybe, just maybe, Sakura will figure out why.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    Kakashi avoided relationships. He didn't want to put others in danger. So he couldn't understand why there was a face staring back at him, as a sub-entry to his own, in this Bingo Book. Umino Iruka (lover) the caption read. It didn't matter that it wasn't true. The Book was fact, and to Kakashi's enemies, Iruka had just become a weakness they could exploit.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Sakura Haruka knew two things for certain:
    1. He hated packs and all that they stood for. They were either the strong oppressing everyone else, or the weak banding together to appear strong (and then oppressing everyone else).
    2. It was better if the world thought he was a beta.

    He didn't see any reason for those truths to change when he came to Furin. His classmates might prove him wrong.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    Sakura constantly takes heat suppressing pills to hide the fact that hes an omega, but one morning he slowly comes to the realization that the pills dont work anymore. He accidentally upsets Kiryu which sends him spiraling. Its up to Suo to help him

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    25 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 98

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    Sickness to Beldaruit was like an old friend. He’s lived with its presence beside him all his life. Used to recovering from it in a careful solitude, until he’s offered warmth and soup.

    “I didn’t wish to needlessly worry you.” Beldaruit sighs, “My health should not be such a concern for you. After all, you have your own student to worry about now.”

    “Not a concern for me? What, are you going to tell a child not to worry about their father?” It takes a beat for Qifrey to realize what he said, his cheeks flushing red as he looks away.

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    20 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 69

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    Sakura looks furious.

    His rage is an incandescent thing as he scans the room and finally lands on Suo. Suo runs a quick mental check to think of what he’s done to incur Sakura’s ire recently and comes up blank. Even his usual teasing has been lackluster, he can’t think of a single thing.

    All the same, Sakura stalks towards him with singleminded intensity, ignoring everyone calling out greetings to him. Suo arcs a brow and gamely sets his teacup down. He loves Sakura’s anger. Rather, he loves to be the sole focus of any of Sakura’s emotions and anger just so happens to be the easiest one to get

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    Sakura’s going through something, and Suo is more than happy to help.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Simon focused on the view. So many stars. They were beautiful, and he was happy they'd be the last thing he'd see.
    "I'm ready." Simon whispered into the still air. The combing stopped, and Simon mourned the loss immediately.
    "You can kill me now."
    AKA: What if Simon misinterpreted why Grace was showing him the Greenhouse? Our bodies become the soil, after all.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    He wades in it now, eyes still open, fixed on the speckled ceiling, begging himself not to crave bomb blasts and artillery fire in his childhood bedroom. Although…there might be something beautiful about it all, Johnny supposes, those noises in the thick. The gasps in between discharge that say: I’m here, I’m a part of this song too.

     

    After a near-fatal injury, John MacTavish finds himself back in his hometown in Scotland. Fresh off an untimely discharge, he's forced to cope with disability, his dysfunctional family, and the lingering knowledge that there are some things he's just not ready to leave behind...

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    11 Jun 2026

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    07 Jun 2026

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    (wake up your saints, ryland, i need them)

    In which Ryland Grace makes it his mission to rescue the broken, bloody man he and Rocky found drifting among the stars. (He just doesn't realize that this broken, bloody man is going to rescue him too.)

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    06 Jun 2026

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    “You’ve spent the last however many months barely able to look at me without scowling and now you’re paying me compliments simply because I rushed in and did something utterly moronic and dangerous," Bilbo said. "It doesn’t follow.”

    “It does if you’re a dwarf,” he said beginning to grin.

    Fem!Bilbo/Thorin have a conversation. Quite possibly their first actual conversation. Set post-eagle flight and the battle with Azog. UST.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    “I think,” Light leans close. “You like Kira more than Light Yagami.”

    L scoffs, pulling away. “Come to bed, Light.”

    And that’s it, isn’t it?

    The truth and the solution hit Light in a single dazzling epiphany.

    L has to fall in love with him.

    L has to fall desperately, deeply, in love with him to live.

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    25 May 2026

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    Upon their return to Eryn Lasgalen and Erebor respectively, Legolas and Gimli each have a new adornment. Their fathers would like an explanation.

     

    (They're not going to like it.)

    L/G, mostly bookverse, some movie elements.

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    10 May 2026

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    “You were asleep. You had a night terror. I can't blame you.”

    Simon watches the blood drip from Grace's nose. He knows exactly what that blood tastes like.

    “I hurt you,” Simon says, like Grace is slow. They both know that Simon is the stupid one of the two, even though Grace is too nice to admit it.

    Grace shrugs. Like it's no big deal that Simon woke him with a punch to the face.

    “Sometimes you get hurt.”

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    Or: Simon has a night terror and hurts Grace.

    Companion piece for Remembering the Night

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    08 May 2026

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    Grace grabs his glasses and puts them on so he can make sure that the person next to him is Simon. He needs to know that Simon isn't a figment of his imagination.

    His boyfriend's face comes into focus. Simon is more awake each time he blinks, eyes focusing on Grace. Wrinkles of concern settle between his eyebrows and on the top of his nose.

    “Ry?”

    Grace makes out Simon's torso with his hands. Smooth skin. Hair. The dip of his navel. Scar tissue. Nipples. The peaks of a few too many ribs. Simon is real. He's here. Grace didn't just invent him out of loneliness. Grace remembers him. Remembers his body and how it feels.

    “Baby,” Simon says.

    “Sorry. Sorry. I—nightmare.”

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    Or: Grace has a nightmare that he's forgotten Simon.

    Companion piece for Bumps in the Night.

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    08 May 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 26

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    Armin always feels inadequate when it comes to his peers - they offer to carry his things, to share his blanket, to help him with whatever he wants. As nice as this sounds, Armin hates how much damage it does to his pride. Still, when he refuses Eren's offer to share a blanket during a particularly cold night, Armin is left to freeze. Until Jean decides to help.

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    07 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 32

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    Falling in love wasn’t something soldiers got to do.

    It wasn’t for them. They had a duty. A promise they had to keep. Love could happen once they retired, but members of the Survey Corps didn’t live long enough to receive that luxury. They would die long before they got to find out what it was like to love someone, to court them, to marry them. Soldiers dedicate their hearts to a cause, not a person.

    Then why, Armin thought, was he letting this continue?

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    06 May 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 95

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    Oruggio can only stare at him, hesitating. If he could, he’d take him in his arms and tell him everything will be alright but it’s not enough, it’s nothing. He would only comfort himself.

    “Can I stay here for a bit?” Qifrey startles him with the question, his voice moving in the air like the sound of wind through the leaves of a silvertree. Why does it sound like the most difficult request he’s ever made? “You can ignore me and go back to sleep and I will just-”

    [Qifrey admits he’s not feeling well and Oruggio takes care of him]

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    04 May 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 81

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    post-canon orufrey & curse-free + blind qifrey

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    04 May 2026

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    “Are you really in such a rush to get up?” Olruggio asks him, leaning in close to drop a kiss onto his forehead. He tilts his head just slightly to whisper into his ear, “Really? What's out there that's so much better than stayin’ in bed?”

    (Or—it does get better. Olruggio makes sure of it.)

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    04 May 2026

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