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    “Go?” Rozanov repeats, and Shane thinks he manages to nod, thinks he manages to spin some kind of excuse that he knows Rozanov doesn’t really buy, but he needs to go. He needs to get out of here. He needs to find somewhere quiet and calm where he can ride out this panic and painful tightness until he can catch his breath again. He needs-

    He needs to go.

    “I’m sorry,” he says, turning heel and resisting the urge to just book it right for the front door only because he’d rather not have to explain to Hayden why he returned from a hookup with Boston Lily in men’s clothes that he certainly didn’t leave in.

    It’s not until he makes it halfway up the stairs to Rozanov’s bedroom that it occurs to him in a cold rush that it isn’t just anxiety that makes it this hard to breathe.

    “No,” he tells himself firmly, white knuckling the bannister and trying to take a deep breath just to prove that he can.

    It wheezes.

    (how the tuna meltdown is averted through the power of food allergies and anaphylaxis)

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Ilya gets hurt during training and has to get anesthesia. Because of that, he doesn't remember who Shane is anymore when he wakes up - Shane, who is his husband.

    So, of course, he flirts with him.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    "He's a fucking liar-" J.J shouted.

    The anger in his voice finally did it for Shane. The emotions bubbled over.

    "I get it okay! Yes, I lied! Fuck. But it wasn't just my secret to keep. Don't you get that?"

    A few of the guys scoffed. Drapeau crossed his arms, as if to say 'so what?'.

    "Oh, fuck this! It wasn't only my secret! It was his too. What was I supposed to do, tell you anyway?"

    "No. It's clear you'd choose him over us." J.J said, his lips pressed into a thin line.

    Shane scoffed incredulously. "Of course I would! Wouldn't you all choose your wives over the team? Your families? Fuck."

    No one said anything. Glancing around the room, they all seemed in shock. Maybe it was that he'd openly admitted to choosing Ilya over the team. Or maybe it was that he'd referred to Ilya as his family.

    (post-hayden/video-gate the montreal voyagers reacted badly. shane gives them a little more of his mind this time)

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    02 Jul 2026

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    "I am even better now that I have a beautiful man here to take care of me.” He cocks his head to the side after a beat. “Oh. Hey. Are you single?"

    Shane laughs. "No, I'm married."

    Ilya's face falls immediately, and to Shane's horror, he starts crying.

    "Whoa, hey, what's wrong?"

    "Is not fair! I finally meet the most beautiful person I have ever seen and he is taken! I completely miss opportunity to-- hey, why are you laughing at me?"

    "Ilya. I'm married to you."

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    Ilya gets high on painkillers and is very in awe of his super hot husband that he apparently has.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    “I feel really good about this kid, I think he could be great on your wing, he just needs some help settling in. Someone to show him the ropes.”

    “Yes.”

    The line went silent for a moment. Ilya wasn’t really sure why his coach felt the need to run this by him.

    “Rozanov,” his coach said at last. “I want him to live with you.”

    Ilya blinked, then nearly shouted into the phone. “What?”

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    or, Ilya stays in Boston, gets a rookie, and tries to figure out how to make a secret long distance relationship work while there's a Russian teenager in his house

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    29 Jun 2026