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Oh no.
The birthday wish.
In a moment of weakness, Buck had wished for Eddie to love him back. Romantically.
And ever since then, Eddie has been complimenting his eyes and spooning him and looking at his lips and telling him he loves him.
The evidence is clear. There is only one logical conclusion: the birthday wish turned Eddie gay.
Fuck.
or, Buck wishes for Eddie's love. He gets what he wished for. :)
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02 Jul 2026
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"I don't know what Eddie wants," Theo can feel his bottom lip start to shake in worry.
"Hey it's alright, let's think hard," Ravi comforts him by giving him a pat on the back.
Theo thinks hard, really hard. "I know!" Theo gasped, "He wants to kiss Buck."
Or
Theo manages to convince Ravi to take him shopping for Eddie and Buck's birthday presents
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01 Jul 2026
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oh pretty baby, and if it's quite alright, i need you baby by madforyou
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
28 Jun 2026
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No. Whatever it is, no. Eddie would like Buck to stop chasing whatever that thing is. Would like to grab the thought out of Buck’s concussed head and throw it out a window.
Buck’s face drops into something serious, eyes wide. “You called me baby.”
There it is. Out the window it did not go.
“No, I didn’t,” Eddie says.
Very smooth. Convincing.
“You did.” Buck points at him, floppy and triumphant. “At the— the thing. With the— you said it. You called me baby.”
“I didn’t say that.”
“Eddie.” Buck is delighted. “I heard you. I was concussed, not deaf.”
“I didn’t call you baby,” Eddie scoffs. “I called you a baby. Because you got a bump on the head and were crying about it.”
“That’s not—” Buck starts.
“You were being a baby,” Eddie continues, standing now, because a moving target is harder to hit. “I’m gonna go tell the others you’re awake.”
“Eddie.”
“Rest your head, bud.”
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Eddie calls Buck baby by accident.Bookmarked by Demeter_P
01 Jul 2026
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And as ludicrous as it sounds—if this is Buck’s dream, and he’s been here the whole time, and Eddie’s just been, what, popping in each time he’s fallen asleep since Buck was hit?—it really would explain all the random things Eddie’s remembered each time he’s woken up.
“Okay, let’s pretend I’ve gone temporarily insane and I believe you, that I believe that I keep falling asleep into your dream ever since–ever since you—” Eddie shakes his head, clears his throat. Fuck.
“I think I can prove it to you, actually,” Buck says.
“How?”
Or, the universe screams. Eddie just has to listen.
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01 Jul 2026
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What's the Point of Going On? (The Story Ends, the Feeling's Gone) by loonybean
Fandoms: Dead Poets Society (1989)
04 Oct 2025
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He was willing to chip at it, at his father’s carefully constructed cage, bit by bit. He could make it clear that his body was not his; and what with everybody so keen to take control of it, he could make sure they know that everybody—anybody was welcome to do with it what they will.
(He didn’t hate his father as much as he hated himself anymore.)
It was a small rebellion, more or less invisible, but he could see it. And Neil Perry just wasn’t brave enough to rebel in bolder colours anymore.
After a failed suicide attempt, Neil is desperately trying to hang on to who he was before, but that person is slipping through his fingers. He’s not sure whether he ever existed at all.
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01 Jul 2026
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“Todd,” said Neil, ever the persistent one, “when are you going to write more poetry?” He tilted his head to the side, eyes quizzical.
“I don’t know. When I find the words,” said Todd.
“You have the words already!” Neil protested. “You just need something to write about.”
“Like what?”
Another moment of quiet, another laser-bright stare from Neil, as if he were trying to beam an answer directly into Todd’s mind.
He eventually seemed to give up on that, and so he said, “I guess… nature. Childhood. Society.” A pause. “Love.”
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29 Jun 2026
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Repair Your Broken Wings (And Make Sure Everything's Alright) by BiscuitFiction
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tian Guan Ci Fu | Heaven Official's Blessing - Moxiang Tongxiu
21 Jun 2026
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[“I’m so sorry, my lord,” He sniffles, “I didn’t mean to hurt your- your- your nice little bug friend!”
Hua Cheng practiced for this moment a lot. A lot. Every hypothetical he could think of, he’d prepared for. However, he had not anticipated that his God would be dragged here, half dead and recently decapitated, and cry over killing a bug that was not even alive to begin with. So, forgive him if he isn’t as smooth as he’d hoped.]
Or: a group of strange ghosts see Xie Lian die horribly then pretend like nothing happened, and decide he must be cursed. Who better to remove a curse than their Chengzhu! ...As if it would ever be that easy.
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21 Jun 2026
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Richard Cameron is Senior Editor.
He drinks black coffee, colour-codes his inbox, and has never missed a deadline. His suits are sharp, his red pen sharper, and his patience? Nonexistent.Charlie Dalton is a literary menace.
He wears fox-patterned socks, drinks glittery coffee, and accidentally turned a YA mystery into a chaotic, necromancer-fueled sex cult drama. He’s also trending on TikTok. Again.When Dead Poet Publishing declares editorial war, Cameron gets assigned to fix the unfixable. What follows is a battle of wits, passive-aggressive margin notes, one very smug author, and a slow descent into something suspiciously like feelings.
It’s not a love story.
It’s a deadline.
(That’s what they’re telling themselves, anyway.)Series
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18 Jun 2026
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After getting gently rejected by Chris, Knox Overstreet is heartbroken, dramatic, and writing poetry that makes even Meeks cringe. Enter Charlie Dalton: chaotic, charming, and far too amused.
To cheer Knox up (and maybe just a little for his own entertainment), Charlie offers to teach him how to flirt—purely educational, obviously. Knox agrees. Because what could go wrong?
Just a little eye contact. A few compliments. Maybe a practice kiss or two.
Totally normal best friend stuff.
…Right?Or, Knox gets “romance training” from Charlie and slowly realises the person he's been falling for has been standing way too close this whole time.
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18 Jun 2026
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“No reason,” Neil bluffs. He chews on his cheek. “I just had a question. That’s all.”
“Oh,” Todd replies, a little mumbled. He yawns. “What was it?”
Neil stares up at the ceiling. Carpe diem, and all that, he thinks. The sentiment feels a little too large to carry.
He asks, “Have you ever been in love?”Neil auditions for a play, accidentally reads a poem, and falls in love – not necessarily in that order.
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17 Jun 2026
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show me yours and i'll show you mine by smoosnoom (moonsooms)
Fandoms: Dead Poets Society (1989)
17 May 2025
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“Well, what have you been up to?”
“What, in the last,” Todd glances at his watch, “two and a half hours? Nothing.”
“Nothing,” Neil quietly repeats, and sighs. “I don’t believe that for a second.”
“What could I possibly have been doing?”
“I don’t know,” Neil shrugs. “I mean, even if you sat there the entire time, that’s still more than nothing.” He wriggles around until he props up on an elbow and leans to face Todd, squinting at him. “You can’t fool me, Anderson.” He presses a finger against his temple, and flops back onto his bed. “I know you’ve got a whole world up there.”Todd has revelations - some about love, but mostly about writing. They're the same thing, in the end.
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17 Jun 2026
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I Am To See To It (that I do not lose you) by The_Ship_Pirate
Fandoms: Dead Poets Society (1989)
28 Oct 2024
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“‘Course I’m okay.” Neil smiled peculiarly. “Tonight’s the night.”
“What night?”
He laughed, staring absurdly. “The play. The play is tonight.”
“It is?”
“What’s gotten into you, Todd?” He felt along his forehead for a fever he wouldn’t find.
Todd swallowed and started to bring himself off the floor. “Just had a weird dream, I guess.”OR my timeloop fic where Todd gets stuck reliving the night of the play until he can save Neil
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17 Jun 2026
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“What is all this?” Eddie asks. “When did you get a telescope?”
“Oh, years ago. Remember Christopher’s astronomy phase in sixth grade? We never had a chance to set it up, I honestly forgot about it until I moved here and Maddie said I had to stop storing everything in her garage. I’ve been waiting for the perfect night to set it up, and here we are!”
“You…” Eddie frowns, mind racing. “Wait, you got this for Chris?”
“Of course I did. I’m just sorry that we never got the chance to use it before,” Buck says. “Better late than never, right?”
(or, stargazing in Buck's backyard, but Eddie would rather look at Buck)
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13 Jun 2026
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Alright, now to prove he’s right.
Finger on the cursor, Buck types an a to start.
Google, in all its autocomplete glory, gives Buck some options. Four suggestions stack top to bottom in whatever order Google decides matters most on any given evening, and the four that come up under Buck's single letter are, in order:
am i gay quiz (visited 2 days ago)
Amazon (visited 5 days ago)
american airlines
ammonia bleach mix
Buck stops chewing the inside of his cheek — which, honestly, he didn’t even realize he was doing.
That’s — huh.
That’s not what he was expecting at all.
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Buck uses Eddie's laptop and sees something he isn't supposed to see. He reacts accordingly.Bookmarked by Demeter_P
13 Jun 2026
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He was cursed, he knew, by his own actions. Had he listened to his own heart, Arthur wouldn't be stuck, repeating the same day again and again. But while time looped itself, Arthur's mind did not. Merlin couldn't help him this time. He would solve it on his own; he had to.
Arthur's terrible no good very bad Groundhog Day.
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11 Jun 2026
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“That’s better.” Neil tightens the tie, a proud grin on his face.
Todd blinks. He swallows thickly, pushing a gasp down his throat. Neil stares back at him with warmth, thoroughly unaware of what he’s done. He simply pats Todd’s shoulder and walks away. “See you in Keating's, Todd!”
In which Neil doesn't understand personal space, and Todd is trying his very best to survive it.
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11 Jun 2026
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ad astra per aspera — Latin : to the stars through difficulties
A study in Todd Anderson's relationship with grief, anger, and guilt with Neil Perry.
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- Part 2 of forwards beckon rebound
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10 Jun 2026
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"It’s new, yes, and terrifying, but I feel a changed man, steady and bright. Oh, how your magic thrills me.”
Todd folded the paper up once again and looked up, eyes searching. They found Neil’s, locking, asking some sort of question, and Neil almost forgot how to breathe. His heart was pounding rapidly, almost painfully so. Incredible. That was incredible.
Todd’s eyes finally left his as the other boys gathered around him, cheering. The light of the fire danced across his face.
“Todd Anderson, everybody!” Charlie cheered. “What a man! A czar of romance, if I do say so myself.”
“Yeah, Todd, tell the people who that lovely sonnet was about!” Meeks clapped him on the back.
“Not a sonnet, idiot,” Knox cut in. “All the same, who’s the lucky girl, Todd?”
Oh.
If Neil hadn’t been able to breathe before, he sure couldn’t now. He’d been so lost in the language. He hadn’t even considered the clear implications.
“A summer love?” Knox proposed eagerly.
“Something like that," Todd said quickly, and Neil's stomach dropped.
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Todd reads one of his own poems aloud for the first time at a meeting. Neil, convinced it's for a girl, spirals.
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10 Jun 2026
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"You have magic." Arthur declared, eyes wild in his panic.
He had seen Merlin. His clumsy body had brushed all inelegance away seamlessly, arm lifting and eyes flashing amber in one movement. Arthur felt a breath at his neck, all too late, before Merlin spoke a forgotten language and snap.
A thousand sunrises shone in his eyes as Merlin ruined Arthur's life.
or: Merlin has magic and refuses to sleep, and Arthur doesn't deal with either of those things well.
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09 Jun 2026
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With King Uther’s health rapidly deteriorating, Arthur Pendragon must do what all kings before him have done: go on a quest to prove himself the next worthy leader of Camelot. But when his quest leads him to a mysterious tower with a rumored dark past, Arthur begins to question the things he’s been told.
There are stories about what lurks in the tower outside of Gorra. Some say it is the wellspring of evil itself; the beating heart of all magic. Others claim to have glimpsed a twisted creature through its single dirty window. They say whatever lives there is cursed—trapped forever in a labyrinth of rooms, and if you go in, you don’t come out. Nobody ever comes out.
Arthur is sure they’re all old wives’ tales. The building is clearly abandoned, after all. But as Arthur delves further into the tower’s past, nothing is quite as it seems. Is this place truly home to a monster, or is there something else afoot? And who is the mysterious man who wanders its halls?
Inspired by art by count-pudding . A merthur-shaped mystery for BBC Merlin Reverse Big Bang.
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07 Jun 2026