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To Be Desired by NymeriaKing (DisappearingGirl)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Jun 2026
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He answered with no preface, no pretense, just the bare facts. “I'm at the hospital with Shane. He wasn't waking up for me.”
The line was quiet for a bit, almost long enough for Hayden to start thinking she'd put the phone down. When she spoke, her tone was serious.
“What do you mean, not waking up?”
“I got to Drapeau's place and tried to wake him up to get him in the car, but he wouldn't wake up. It was like he couldn't. And then,” he trailed off, unsure what to even say about what he found to his wife.
“And then what?”
He took a deep breath, reluctant to say it out loud, but he had to tell her. “I think something bad happened to him, Jacks. Like, really bad.”
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Shane is sexually assaulted at a house party in Montreal. He, Hayden, and Ilya make their attempts to recover in the aftermath.
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You Put The Fun Into Dysfunction by NymeriaKing (DisappearingGirl)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Mar 2026
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Ilya's bipolar diagnosis doesn't define him, does it? Shane, Wyatt, Troy, and Hayden watch Ilya spiral.
For the love of all that is holy, don't quit taking your meds.
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- Part 2 of Mania
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God Is Gonna Have To Kill Me Twice by NymeriaKing (DisappearingGirl)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Mar 2026
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Ilya placed his cigarette in his mouth and swung.
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Ilya is not the same person when he's off his meds. Picks up in the second half of You Put The Fun Into Dysfunction.
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- Part 3 of Mania
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Say I'm Your Type by NymeriaKing (DisappearingGirl)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Mar 2026
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“Do you want to have a threesome?”
“Well, if you are offering…”
“Ilya, are you being serious right now?”
Ilya looked up at him, chin resting on his chest, moving in time with him as he breathed. “Only if you are.”
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Ilya and Shane like Troy's vibe.
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(I Guess I'm) My Own Better Half by NymeriaKing (DisappearingGirl)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Feb 2026
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Dr. Galina had helped him make a list of symptoms that had bothered him in the past year. Lethargy, poor appetite, sleeping too much, sleeping too little, irritability, suicidal thoughts, periods where he couldn't think clearly at all, thinking too much. She added a few to the list that he didn't agree with: large purchases, impulsivity, fighting. He fought back with her on them, and she added one more: belligerence.
Snippets of Ilya Rozanov's bipolar symptoms, and a glimpse of his journey through diagnosis.
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- Part 1 of Mania
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Mania by NymeriaKing (DisappearingGirl)
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
22 Mar 2026
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A brief glimpse into Ilya's life with bipolar disorder.
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fills for prompts from tumblr and twitter, primarily kylux
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Swing My Way by ElectricBlueLilies
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
13 May 2026
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Shane, Ilya, Hayden, and Jackie get close. Really close. And explore what that means for them.
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Bookmarked by NymeriaKing (DisappearingGirl)
13 May 2026
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A Guide to the NHL/MLH: Everything But the Hockey by facingthenorthwind (spacegandalf), SiladhielLithvirax
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Men's Hockey RPF
01 Apr 2026
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What the hell is a "free agent" and why is Ilya Rozanov one at the end of Heated Rivalry? Would Cliff be suspended for that hit on Shane? How many times a season do Montreal and Boston play each other? How is the order of draft picks determined? How do hockey trades work?
All this and more is answered in this guide to how the NHL (and thus maybe the MLH) works! This isn't about the rules of playing hockey, but instead the rules of the league itself. Even the boring bits can become great prompts for fic if you believe in yourself!
If you're writing Hockey RPF, this guide makes sure to point out where the NHL and the fictional book series/show differs, so it still works as a simplified guide for that too!
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Bookmarked by NymeriaKing (DisappearingGirl)
08 May 2026
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Troy did not mean to say it.
But his mouth just says things sometimes. The thing is—this time—his mouth said something that changed a lot more than how much a reporter liked him.
Bookmarked by NymeriaKing (DisappearingGirl)
15 Mar 2026
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After Starkiller is destroyed, Snoke takes his anger out on Hux's mind as punishment. Kylo decides his allegiance lies with his General and flees the First Order, Hux in tow, but must learn to care for and protect this new Hux.
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Shadows and Stained Glass by hollo
Fandoms: Star Wars Episode VII: The Force Awakens (2015)
11 May 2016
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-Hux POV- - eldritch!Kylo Ren-
Kylo Ren returns from his stay with the Supreme Leader changed in strange and unsettling ways. Hux's unease grows as it becomes more and more obvious that Ren is no longer completely who he was. The incidents that began to occur only serve to highlight Ren's odd behavior, and soon Hux can see that Ren is rapidly becoming something else, something terrible and inhuman.
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- Part 1 of Eldritch!Kylo Ren
Bookmarked by NymeriaKing (DisappearingGirl)
09 Jun 2018