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we only know the love we’re shown by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 May 2026
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Ilya has always known Shane could do better than him. It shouldn’t come as a surprise that he’s finally found it.
Found someone else.
Because that’s what this is, isn’t it?
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18 Jun 2026
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And the Hart Trophy Goes To… The Guy In Labor by JustMeAndLife (CaramelCreamCoffee)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
12 May 2026
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Ilya gripped the envelope tighter. “The MVP,” he began slowly, still staring directly at Shane, “is…”
Another pain slammed into Shane so hard his vision whited out.
“…Shane Hollander.”
The room exploded with cheers and applause . People rising to their feet.
Shane barely heard any of it. His father hugged him first. Then Yuna. “Sweetheart,” she whispered against his ear, “you don’t look well. I don’t think you should be going up there alone..”
He couldn’t answer. He stood carefully. Ignoring the concerned look both of his parents threw his way.
The pressure between his hips was unbearable now. Every step toward the stage felt wrong. Painful. Wet. Why was it wet?
Or Shane goes into labor at the NHL awards with a son they didn’t even know existed.
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- Part 1 of The Guy In Labor…
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10 Jun 2026
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Glass and Steel by absurdistaffair
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Mar 2026
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“I pee on a stick every day, take my temperature, app tells me when to fuck,” Ilya summarises succinctly. “App says we fuck today. Possibly tomorrow also.”
“Tomorrow too?” Shane teases. “Are you just trying to get into my pants?”
“If I was just trying to get into your pants I wouldn’t be on bottom,” Ilya points out, and he does have a point there. Not that topping is unpleasant, or anything, but it’s not exactly something Shane tends to do without an occasion. “I also wouldn’t have to use app. I would say ‘Hollander, get your dick out,’ and you get your dick out.”
“Are you calling me easy?”
“Yes. We are both easy, it is the best thing about our relationship.”
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Shane and Ilya want kids, preferably soon. The details of making that happen prove to be slightly more complicated than initially anticipated.
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- Part 1 of Glass and Steel ‘Verse
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01 Jun 2026
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i still want to win by Rozalov
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Jan 2026
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after Shane and Ilya's Boxing Day fight, Ilya has a game. it doesn't go well
or, baby's first panic attack
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28 May 2026
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you're still young, that's your fault by residentrookie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Jan 2026
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Shane just might be the world's most enthusiastic hockey dad, but when Ilya points out their son might not be enjoying the sport as much as Shane thought, he struggles to reevaluate his expectations.
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- Part 1 of the hollander-rozanov family
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21 May 2026
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Team Player by Deepsea_princess
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Apr 2026
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It's Shane's first season as a Centaur and he can’t help but feel like it’s still Ilya’s team, not his. When he gets sick midway through the season and is instructed to quarantine away from his husband to avoid both of the team's star players being out of commission, he wonders if the Centaurs—and Ilya—would be better off without him.
Or, a sick and miserable Shane who misses Ilya but doesn’t want to burden his husband or his team
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21 May 2026
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The Only Meaning As I Knew It by Wants_To_Write
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Feb 2026
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"That's right Tom, a car seems to have crashed into the downtown Ottawa business center, it lit up in seconds. But the tragedy isn't over yet, another car spinning out and crashing into the first one-"
The words faded from Ilya's ears.
Ottawa Business Center
"Wait, isn't that where Shane and Hayden-"
Ilya was out of the room before he could finish speaking.
Or: Shane goes to help Hayden secure a brand deal. He didn't realize he'd be trying to survive a fire in the process.
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18 May 2026
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i’m saying your name (when i think the plane will crash) by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 May 2026
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Ilya had told Shane to leave because they needed space - they needed some room to catch their breath so they could talk about things properly. So they could say sorry and fix the mess they had made. But one day apart stretched into two, into three, into a week, and suddenly Shane was on the other end of the phone, saying, ”Maybe this isn’t going to work, Ilya.”
At least Ilya is good at that part; he’s an expert in being left behind.
(Or, Ilya and Shane breakup. Then the Centaurs’ plane almost crashes.)
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18 May 2026
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biting my tongue swallowing it down by yellobaby
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 May 2026
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Shane can’t look at him. He can’t really look at anyone but he manages to lift his head and stare right back into Troy’s glistening eyes.
“I never had that advantage, Troy. I never got to take it out on anyone, for any of it. All the times I got on that ice to play some hockey and some… fuckwit idiot like Kent, or whoever was calling me slurs— whether they were gay ones or racist ones… I couldn’t just hurl them back and call it a day like you did.”
He swallows hard. He thinks he might be sick a little bit in his mouth.
“You know how fucking lucky you are? To have gotten away with it? They love you, Barrett. This team loves you! You’re fucking celebrated because you overcame this big, terrible thing but for me it’s—”
He thinks about his mom in that very split second. His beautiful, wonderful mom who’d coached him his entire life on how to be polite, how to be well behaved. How to answer to teachers the right way, to coaches, to cops to the press to the general public to his fucking teammates—
He looks away. The fight suddenly drains right out of him and he goes back to his bag.
or: shane decides to confront troy if no one else will
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16 May 2026
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“Dude, Mack.” Will huffed, exasperated. “I don’t hate her.”
"But you don’t like her.” Mack prodded. “Why?”
It was just minutes after practice had ended, in the locker room. The usual chatter, laughs, and chirps were replaced by a deafening silence—even though the entire team was crammed in there—aside from the two arguing linemates that have been supposedly going at it all week.
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16 May 2026
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cardiac tamponade by asthestarsforetold
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Apr 2026
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Cardiac tamponade: pressure on that heart that prevents it from filling and beating adequately.
Shane thought he knew two things: his move to Ottawa would cause chaos, and that the Ottawa Centaurs were nice.
As it turned out, he only knew one of those things.
(Or: the Cens are still a team of professional hockey players. They're going to fuck up.)
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14 May 2026
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“But no matter how I look at it, I can’t shake this feeling that you abandoned me. That you picked hockey over me, and most importantly, over her," Will says, tears streaming down his face.
Macklin feels like he’s been punched in the chest, “You can’t actually fucking believe that, Will.”
“Can’t I?” Will replies. “You fucking left.”
[Will and Macklin deal with the loss of their baby.]
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- Part 2 of willmack fics
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10 May 2026
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not okay ? by goldfishsyndrome
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Dec 2025
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What if Ilya and Shane never had that fight on Boxing Day? What if he never told Shane how he felt about hiding their relationship?
an alternate(sadder) version of how that conversation in chapter 22 could have gone, set in the long game :(
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10 May 2026
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My Lunch with Rose by the_writers_block15
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
08 Mar 2026
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After the disastrous dinner with Hayden and Jackie, Shane meets Rose and comes to some realizations to fix his relationship.
There's some Hayden bashing but he isn't irredeemable, he's just working with outdated info.
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10 May 2026
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champagne is pouring out (i can raise a toast) by egosummoeru
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
17 Apr 2026
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“I was thinking… Would you like to dance? With me?” The man offered his hand as if there was even the slightest possibility that Shane would agree.
He had a fucking husband – couldn’t he see it? It was always so obvious, with Ilya glaring at everyone who even dared to touch Shane and showing off not only his ring but also Shane, as if he was his most precious possession. They belonged together and it was ridiculous for anyone to have a nerve to even ask for a dance. It was only a matter of time before Ilya made his life a living hell, claming Shane in every way possible and maybe more, and then–
Except the man was still looking at him, expextantly, and Ilya wasn’t doing any of the things he should.
Or: Taking Wyatt's advice, Ilya tries to stop being 'too much' for his husband. For Shane, it is an obvious sign of upcomming divorce
(Or: 5 times that Ilya thought he was doing good by distancing himself from his husband and one time Shane proved him wrong)
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09 May 2026
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Oh I'm Tricky But You Figured Me Out by TigerCrossbow
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Mar 2026
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Based on a tumblr post from @notahungrywish, ending with:
Just Shane casually assuming he'll always have to share and never be enough for Ilya and Ilya horrified to realize just how resigned Shane is to assuming Ilya will never be satisfied with him the way Shane is with Ilya.
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- Part 1 of Not a Safe Bet, But You're All In
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05 May 2026
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You Have a Little Life in You Yet by OrYouCouldHaveMine
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Mar 2026
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PLANE CARRYING OTTAWA CENTAUR’S HOCKEY TEAM, COACH, PERSONNEL, REPORTEDLY LOST CONTACT, PRESUMED MISSING -
Shane’s eyes scan over the words, once, twice. It’s not true. It’s some mistake. He knows it.
“Lost contact?” Hayden asks, his tone a mix of concerned and confused. “What’s that mean? Like they lost their ability to communicate? Won’t that make landing hard?”
J.J. frowns. “I do not think they will be landing,” he says solemnly.
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The Ottawa Centaurs plane crashes in the Canadian wilderness. Shane tries to get answers while Ilya tries to stay alive.
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27 Apr 2026
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The Long Shift by the_weight_of_small_things
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Apr 2026
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A romantic getaway was not supposed to end with their private charter plane down in the Canadian wilderness.
It was not supposed to become blood in the snow, smoke in the trees, broken metal and a freezing wind.
In the frozen silence of the trees, Shane and Ilya must discover exactly how much they can carry for each other.
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Two men survive the plane crash.Then they have to survive the wilderness, the cold, and the fact that loving someone does not make their body any less breakable.
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26 Apr 2026
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Grow Loved & Grow Strong by Born_in_the_flame_of_exhaustion
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
07 Jun 2026
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Charlotte Irina Hollander-Rozanov, welcome to the world, babygirl.
He's two weeks overdue and miserable and ready for their baby girl to make her appearance.
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23 Apr 2026
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A cancer diagnosis forces Shane and Ilya to stop pretending they have time. They don’t slowly fall into each other—they crash into it, trying to make up for seven years of almosts and what-ifs. But illness doesn’t magically fix who they are. The same walls, fears, and habits that kept them apart are still there—only now they have to face them while fighting something much bigger than themselves.
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- Part 2 of Something Worth Hanging
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21 Apr 2026