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  1. Rec *

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    College AU where Chuuya finds out that the boy he drunkenly made out with the night of orientation is his new roommate.

    His arrogant, smug, very straight roommate.

    And the boys are each convinced the other is trying to ruin their life by making them go absolutely insane.

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    13 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 3

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    After an emergency up in Washington state, Ango Sakaguchi Dazai's boyfriend had to leave NYC and fly across the country. In desperation Dazai calls his best friend Akiko Yosano in need of a roommate. Luckily Akiko's girlfriend Kouyou has a brother who also needs a roommate/place to live. Now Dazai has to get along with Chuuya's band of freaks and Chuuya has to get used to the mess Dazai's art and personality is.

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    12 Jun 2026

  3. Rec 12

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    "What do you wanna do after high school?"
    The question catches Dazai off guard. Laid atop dewy grass beneath a starry sky untouched by city light, he gives it some thought, scooting closer to the other on the thin blanket beneath them. Chuuya meets him halfway.
    "I don't know. Get a job I guess. Move out," Dazai responds almost obligatorily. He shifts enough to place a kiss to Chuuya's temple. "Get married."
    Chuuya reaches out and intertwines his fingers with Dazai's, giving his hand three quick squeezes.
    "I wanna get outta this fuckin town."
    Dazai laughs, bringing his free hand up to gently cup Chuuya's face. Their eyes lock, pupils dilating.
    "If that's what you want, we can run away together."

    or

    After CPS drops Dazai off at his uncles doorstep in a small town riddled with gossip, he sinks into a role placed upon him by the legacy of his parents. He pushes everyone away, planning for his imminent demise. Until he meets a boy—someone who might just change everything.

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    12 Jun 2026

  4. Rec 8

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    The group manages to be coordinated enough to make it to the lake. They rent four paddle boards, but only three of them get any real use. Akutagawa insists on staying seated beneath the umbrella, safe and sound on the shore.
    Despite Akutagawa stating it isn’t any of their business, Atsushi can’t help but take notice of the way Chuuya and Dazai are acting. They bicker, argue, prank, yell, threaten, annoy etc etc, which isn’t anything out of the ordinary. It’s just that… Chuuya seems to be the one instigating most things.
    Is that normal?

    And

    “You’re not still mad about the other day, are you?”
    “You mean when you stood me up on our anniversary?” Chuuya states coldly, shoving Dazai off of him. “Cause yeah. I am.”
    Dazai stands back up, pacing back to his own chair.
    “I told you, something came up. Besides, only high schoolers actually celebrate things as ridiculous as six month anniversaries.”

    Or

    Skk + sskk go camping, Akutagawa's allergic to the sun, Atsushi's done with everyone's bullshit, Chuuya's petty and pissed, and Dazai doesn't quite know how to be in a long-term relationship.

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    12 Jun 2026

  5. Rec 12

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    “Hit me again,” Dazai huffs out, still fighting to regain a steady breath.

    Chuuya doesn’t hesitate.

    To say Chuuya hates Dazai wouldn’t be a lie, but it’s far from the truth. He’s the biggest nuisance to ever force his way into Chuuya’s life, but also his favourite form of escape. He could have all the booze and bud in the world and he’d still struggle to reach the same level of intoxication fucking Dazai provides.

    Every time his palm connects with the bastard's cheek, it’s part punishment for all the torment, and part gratitude for all the pleasure. He isn’t sure if he’d like hitting Dazai more or less if he wasn’t so obsessed with the violence of being desired.

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    At age 20, Chuuya's determined to find ambition as a social work student and tattoo apprentice. But his new obnoxious roommate, who spends his days lazing around the apartment and bringing home strangers every other night, starts to throw Chuuya off track. Especially when Chuuya finds out how he pays rent.

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    12 Jun 2026

  6. Rec 21

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    Chuuya’s thoughts drifted between nothing and what he reluctantly knew as ‘everything’. ‘Everything’ in the form of remnant shadows taking the shape of someone he hated more than anyone else in this world. Flashes of history. Flashes of Dazai. Muscle memory at this point, he dialed a number that hadn’t answered in 438 days. Not that he was keeping track. A year now. A little more than it, actually. A year since he disappeared.

    Or

    19 yo Chuuya having just a horrible horrible time ft. compulsive rebounding and sad, drunk, horny voicemails

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    12 Jun 2026

  7. Rec 83

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    Dazai is constantly plagued with a feeling of intense emptiness, which he attempts to cure via an endless series of unsatisfying one-night-stands. After one particularly unfulfilling hookup, he reaches out to Chuuya in hopes that getting fucked by him will fill his (metaphorical and physical) hole.

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    12 Jun 2026

  8. Rec *

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    Dazai has never really been a morning person--but there are some things that are worth waking up early for.

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    11 Jun 2026

  9. Rec *

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    “…He said our greatest beauty,” Mori murmurs, leaning forward in his chair, his eyes almost apologetic as he watches the horror on Chuuya’s face, “Not our most beautiful woman.”

    Chuuya reaches up, touching his hair self-consciously.

    In that ranking, the winner is undeniable.

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    10 Jun 2026

  10. Rec *

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    Chuuya has always valued his independence over everything. Never wanted to settle down, never wanted a mate—and he’s done well making a career for himself. He doesn’t need anything more—

    Until his new neighbors, Osamu Dazai and his daughter, turn his life upside down.

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    09 Jun 2026

  11. Rec 14

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    a bit of toxic soukoku + dazai intimacy issues + dazai trying to convince himself he doesn’t enjoy it but going along with it nonetheless + soukoku typical slight consent issues

    Dazai manages to lose a bet. Hijinks ensue or whatever.

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    06 Jun 2026

  12. Rec 5

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    a bit of toxic soukoku + Chuuya trying to take care of dazai + Chuuya's desperate struggle to not lose his composure + soukoku typical slight consent issues

    Chuuya cheats to win a bet.

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    06 Jun 2026

  13. Rec *

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    Odasaku is a guardian angel sent down to stop Dazai from killing himself, and he figures out the only person keeping Dazai on the right track is his childhood best friend, Chuuya. But Dazai is pushing him away.

    ...Because he’s in love with him.

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    05 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 37

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    Chuuya really, really wants to see Dazai well and truly wrecked, and who better for the job than himself?

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    10,249

    30 May 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 28

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    Dazai forgot when was the last time he got to enjoy his birthday but this one was an exception, especially when he had two Chuuyas ready to make all his fantasies come true.

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    30 May 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 4

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    “Pfft. Look at your face.” Chuuya laughed at the disgusted look he saw Nakahara make, not savoring the wine at all, he placed the glass on the table, still rethinking whether it was a good idea to drink it.

    “It's horrible... How do you like it?” Nakahara shuddered, he wouldn't try to taste the liquid again, next time he would definitely vomit, or maybe he was being dramatic. It was this and other things that differentiated the two of them, which was funny, because Nakahara was exactly the copy of Chuuya, the same face, body, so similar, but still so different…

    Sometimes that's Nakahara.

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    TransChuu Week Day 2
    First time | Praise kink | Emotional Sex | Chuucest

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    30 May 2026

  17. Rec 59

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    “I haven’t seen one before. It’s interesting. I wanna see.” He was staring into Chuuya’s soul with that look of his that always made Chuuya squirm. He had on a small smile of determination.
    Chuuya huffed out in frustration. “W-whatever” he scoffed as he started to pull the towel away, blushing hard.
    He heard Dazai let out a little gasp. He bent closer towards his crotch.
    “…Chuuya’s big” he whispered. His breath fanning over his hips.
    Chuuya barely held back a shiver. “Dazai,” he warned. “That’s enough now.”

    -OR-
    Dazai walks in on Chuuya touching himself and decides its time for anatomy class.

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    30 May 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 11

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    Dazai did not want to come to this strip club, but his friend was dragging him along.

    He thought this would be a boring night, that is until he sees his college roommate (chuuya) spinning around on the pole.

    Maybe this night won’t be so bad

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    30 May 2026

  19. Rec 58

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    Chuuya's influential parents died in a mysterious accident, and now he's indebt to the Port Mafia. What's his solution? make PM boss Dazai become his sugar daddy.

    (Or: A satirical sugar daddy AU)

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    25 May 2026

  20. Rec 45

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    ❝… Dazai only hears Chuuya's faint breath on the other end of the line, and the tremor in his voice.

    "Dazai...?"

    "I'm here." His voice sounds raw, destroyed, alive. It's a terrible irony.

    "Did you arrive...?"

    At that same moment, Chuuya's building appears in front of the brunette. The lights. The reflection of the sign against the wet asphalt.

    Dazai doesn't slow down, he doesn't think. He runs and pushes the door so hard that it shakes on its hinges.

    "I'm." … ❞

    Ø

    After Mori Ougai discovers Chuuya Nakahara and Dazai Osamu's nightly rendezvous, he decides Chuuya is worth more dead than alive and gives him his dismissal letter in the form of a poisoned wine bottle. It's up to Dazai to arrive in time and save him, just as it's up to Chuuya to choose himself for once (or not). It's up to both of them to realize how much they're willing to give for each other after all.

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    Comments:
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    Bookmarks:
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    Hits:
    2,005

    23 May 2026

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