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    Renee adopts a disapproving glare, the closest to Neil’s own he’s seen on her face. Matt, despite how much he’s had to drink, is immediately contrite.

    “Sorry, Neil. That was invasive.” says Matt, hands held up in surrender.

    But Neil doesn’t get it.

    “Why would he choke me?”

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    Someone makes a joke about choking in bed. Neil can’t stop thinking about it.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    Neil Josten isn't anything. Not a real person, and not an alpha, beta, or omega, either.

    He's mostly just trying to stay alive.

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    29 May 2026

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    Kevin and Neil grow close in the aftermath of Riko's death. It absolutely does not bother Andrew.

    It doesn't.

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    16 May 2026

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    Neil is the most attractive person Andrew has ever seen in his entire life. Too bad that Andrew can't express that fact (not opinion) properly to him. It all should be fine, it's not like Neil doesn't know he's hot, right?

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    12 May 2026

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    According to the team, Andrew is currently losing a custody battle for Neil against a sport invented by the mafia.

    It’s a running joke in the locker room: Neil cares about Exy, and then, distant second, he cares about breathing. Andrew is somewhere on the list, probably below the new backliner spread Kevin found.

    Andrew doesn't bother correcting them. He knows the difference between a distraction and a destination. He knows Neil runs until his lungs burn to keep the ghosts quiet, but he also knows exactly whose bed Neil crawls into when the adrenaline fades.

    (Or: 5 times the team thought Neil loved the sport more than the goalkeeper, and one time Neil made the hierarchy terrifyingly clear.)

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    02 May 2026