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  1. Public Bookmark 50

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    You are a traitor, you lied to all of them.

    To have teammates question him?

    To have years of loyalty erased in a single night?

    You are a fucking liar.

    Something twisted violently inside his chest.

    The first sob escaped before he realized he was crying.

    His vision blurred instantly.

    "No."

    His hands began shaking.

    "No."

    The container slipped.

    He caught it.

    Stared at it.

    The stupid fucking chicken.

    The stupid fucking rice.

    The stupid fucking vegetables.

    Or a canon divergence after Shane trips.
    It was for nothing.

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    22 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 33

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    When Cliff Marlow is entrusted with Roz’s spare key, he makes it his mission not to screw it up. It’s just one key, after all. How hard could it possibly be? But when he shows up unannounced one day, he realizes it might not be all that simple after all.

    Or… how Cliff finds out about Ilya’s chronic pain.

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    22 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 60

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    Married life with the Ottawa Centaurs is supposed to be stable.

    Instead, Ilya Rozanov is losing sleep, reliving old trauma, and quietly unraveling while insisting he’s fine. Shane sees it in the small moments: the missed beats, the nodding head, the way Ilya sleeps anywhere he feels safe.

    A hurt/comfort fic about nightmares, exhaustion, and the people who refuse to let Ilya disappear.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Shane is in a post-game interview when his world stops.

    He’s just answered a question about Montreal’s offensive strategy going into the game. Clean passes, avoid penalties, draw defenders wide. It had worked and the Voyagers had beat Colorado soundly, 4-1. Shane had scored two of the goals and assisted on a third.

    Usually, Shane would be eager to boast about the win to Ilya. But ever since their fight- since Ilya told Shane to leave- winning feels hollow. Losing feels better, somehow. As if Shane deserves to lose after being so selfish. Ilya gave up everything for him- his home, his team, and to some extent- his happiness. Hockey. Ilya gave up hockey- good hockey- for Shane.

    A ripple goes through the room of reporters. Shane swears he hears the word ‘Ottawa’ and ‘crash’. But no one is paying attention to him anymore.

    “What’s going on?” he asks into the microphone, feeling strange at the role reversal. Usually, he’s the one being asked questions.

    No one answers. And this time he knows that he hears the word ‘Ottawa’ and ‘Centaurs’.

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    Shane rushes to Ilya after the almost plane crash. Their secret is no longer a secret.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.

    2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.

    When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.

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    “So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Papa and their coach used to date?”

    “We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”

    “No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”

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    14 Jun 2026