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Finally back with the team, Buck isn’t going to let anything tear him away again. He has to prove his place, his part in the family, even if that means smiling through the pain.
Or, Buck gets hurt on a call and doesn’t tell anyone.
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01 Jul 2026
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He didn’t want to see their faces. Their looks of anger. Hurt. Betrayal. Sadness.
Their looks of disappointment.
That would hurt the worst, even if he understood it. And he would. He would understand their disappointment, because he was disappointed with himself. But he couldn’t see it on their faces. Not now. Not yet. Not when he felt so vulnerable, so raw, like an open wound.
Or: Chimney tells the team about Buck's dependency. Buck thinks he's losing them.
A 9x15 coda
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18 Jun 2026
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Eddie Diaz will never see this.
He underlines it twice.
Then, because he’s Buck, because he’s always been Buck—because if he doesn’t make a joke the world might split open—he adds:
If you are reading this, congratulations, something has gone catastrophically wrong.
He stares at it for a long time. The ink looks too dark. Like it means more than he wants it to. Like the paper can tell he’s lying.
He flips to the next page.
And then the dam breaks.Bookmarked by Kitzer
27 May 2026
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Post-lawsuit, while Buck is man behind, Phillip Buckley shows up unexpectedly.
It doesn't go well.
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08 May 2026
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“I— I’m sorry I woke you. I— Fuck. I had a nightmare,” Buck rubbed his eyes with his hands. “Is this real? Are you real? Am I dreaming still?” Buck whispered, low enough that he hoped Eddie didn’t hear.
“Hey. Come here,” Eddie said, his arms opened up, giving Buck a space to fall. So he did. Right into Eddie’s arms. Where he felt safety. Warmth.
“Eddie,” Buck sobbed out, burying his head into Eddie’s chest.
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Buck has a nightmare post kidnapping and Eddie is there to save him, again.
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06 May 2026