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Finally back with the team, Buck isn’t going to let anything tear him away again. He has to prove his place, his part in the family, even if that means smiling through the pain.
Or, Buck gets hurt on a call and doesn’t tell anyone.
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01 Jul 2026
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He didn’t want to see their faces. Their looks of anger. Hurt. Betrayal. Sadness.
Their looks of disappointment.
That would hurt the worst, even if he understood it. And he would. He would understand their disappointment, because he was disappointed with himself. But he couldn’t see it on their faces. Not now. Not yet. Not when he felt so vulnerable, so raw, like an open wound.
Or: Chimney tells the team about Buck's dependency. Buck thinks he's losing them.
A 9x15 coda
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18 Jun 2026
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Eddie Diaz will never see this.
He underlines it twice.
Then, because he’s Buck, because he’s always been Buck—because if he doesn’t make a joke the world might split open—he adds:
If you are reading this, congratulations, something has gone catastrophically wrong.
He stares at it for a long time. The ink looks too dark. Like it means more than he wants it to. Like the paper can tell he’s lying.
He flips to the next page.
And then the dam breaks.Bookmarked by Kitzer
27 May 2026
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Post-lawsuit, while Buck is man behind, Phillip Buckley shows up unexpectedly.
It doesn't go well.
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08 May 2026
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“I— I’m sorry I woke you. I— Fuck. I had a nightmare,” Buck rubbed his eyes with his hands. “Is this real? Are you real? Am I dreaming still?” Buck whispered, low enough that he hoped Eddie didn’t hear.
“Hey. Come here,” Eddie said, his arms opened up, giving Buck a space to fall. So he did. Right into Eddie’s arms. Where he felt safety. Warmth.
“Eddie,” Buck sobbed out, burying his head into Eddie’s chest.
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Buck has a nightmare post kidnapping and Eddie is there to save him, again.
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06 May 2026
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“Ed—Eddie…th-think I mess-messed up,” he slurred. His voice was breathy, like he didn’t have the energy to make his voice work.
Fear clamped around Eddie's heart like a vice. Ice formed in his bones, crawling down the length of his spine.
“What happened, Buck? Where are you, are you home?”
“H-home, yeah,” he mumbled. “Think I…th-think I took too many. Don’t…f-feel good.”
Or: Buck accidentally overdoses on prescription medications
A 9x15 spec fic
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01 May 2026
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Approximately ten seconds had passed before Hen hastily folded the letter again, shoving it back into Eddie's hands, her eyes slightly wide. "You - er - you should be reading this. Not me."
Eddie looked at her curiously. "Hen -"
She shook her head. "No, I'm serious. That is not for my eyes, Diaz. I'll - I'll go and search the living room. You - you should read it. I heavily urge you to read it," she added, a little softer this time.
Well, fuck it.
Eddie started to read.
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The 118 are at Buck's, making sure his home is a safe space for his recovery. Eddie opens a cupboard and finds a letter that changes everything.
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22 Apr 2026
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After finding Abby during the train crash and then not hearing from her, Buck resolves himself to the fact that he may never know what happened to end their relationship, and he has more or less come to terms with it.
Imagine his surprise when she shows up at the firehouse at lunch time days later to thank the team in person for everything they do. After securing an invitation to lunch, she has a confrontation with Eddie that Buck accidentally overhears, and several confessions are made.What will Buck choose?
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13 Apr 2026
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Eddie worries that Buck hasn't dealt enough with the traumatic events in the desert. Buck insists he's fine, but what will happen when they get back to work and Buck turns out to, in fact, not be all that fine?
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- Part 4 of 9-1-1 One Shots
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08 Apr 2026
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“Derek!” A woman screams.
No. No. No.
The world started to turn and all Buck could hear was ringing in his ears and the woman yelling for her kid. “Derek! Where are you?”
Derek.
I’m Derek! I’m Derek!
Buck’s chest tightened and his breaths began to come in short gasps. He felt as if his body was seizing up just as it did when the stun baton struck him. His breaths turned frantic.
The buzz of electricity. Pain. Pain. Pain.
I’m Derek. I’m Derek. I’ll be Derek.
or the one where Buck pretends he's fine until a call hits a little too close to home
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- Part 1 of 9x13 Mother's Boy Inspired Fics
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03 Apr 2026
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“Would you fire me?” Eddie follows up, because now he’s burning with desire to know. “If you were captain and I pulled something like that?”
“I would never fire you.”
“Why not?” Eddie folds his arms and quirks an eyebrow. “What about the chain of comm—”
“If you say chain of command, I will crash the car,” Buck interjects.
908 coda. Eddie stops keeping some secrets of his own, he and Buck talk, and Eddie discovers that fear may very well be the thief of joy.
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25 Mar 2026
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In which Tommy has many regrets, one of which is teaching Eddie Muay Thai by DontLickThatItsGross
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
18 Sep 2024
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Buck has not gotten to drop in weeks. He understands Eddie is having a hard time with Chris gone and he’s trying real hard not to need daddy too. It doesn’t all go as planned, but uncle Bobby will fix things!
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- Part 7 of Full Hands Fuller Heart
- Part 16 of Spanktember 2024
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Bookmarked by Kitzer
25 Mar 2026
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What if Margaret was the one who kidnaps Buck.
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I noticed they changed Buck's top from the car accident to him being tied to the beam in 9x13 promo and the new top is very similar to one Daniel worn in the photo, when Buck found out about Daniel. 🫣
And the title Mother's Boy... 🫣
😭💔👨❤️👨🥹
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14 Mar 2026
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"You see for Buck's entire life he has known how to deal with grief. Not intentionally of course, but he just understands what it does to people. Especially to people that refuse to deal with that grief."
or. Buck finally gets that mental breakdown he deserved.
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11 Mar 2026
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Buck always prided himself on being like Maddie. She raised him, after all. He had inherited from her generosity and kindness, as well as self-sufficiency and awareness.
But he was starting to think he’d inherited a bit more than just that.Bookmarked by Kitzer
11 Mar 2026
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"Someone; Chim maybe or even Hen, raised their glass and said, “Okay, okay, wait, I have a question. Who do we think is the hottest person on the team?”
Eddie scoffed and took a sip of the drink in front of him, not even sure if it was his or not. “What are we? High schoolers?”"Or, it was supposed to be a silly bar game, but then Buck opened his big mouth and said Eddie’s name. Now Eddie can’t stop replaying it, can’t stop thinking about it. And definitely can’t stop realizing just how in love with his best friend he might be.
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09 Mar 2026
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“Plus, Buck doesn’t like flying, so… you know.” Eddie shuffled on his feet a little.
Roxie and Taylor shared a look, again. What was with that? It reminded Eddie of him and Buck. They must just be best friends, he figured.
Taylor cleared her throat. “You drove all that way… because your partner doesn’t like flying?”
Eddie’s breath hitched, and he could feel the way Buck tensed up next to him. “No- we’re not- no- we’re best friends.”
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At the Nashville firefighter games, Taylor and Roxie gain immediate insight into Buck and Eddie's dynamic, and Eddie has some long overdue realisations.
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08 Mar 2026
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evan buckley is unlovable (but i love you, why can't you see that) by hazzandloubear
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
29 Jun 2025
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“I know, ‘The Trials and Tribulations of Evan Buckley: A Tragedy in 97 Acts. Now featuring a special 98th titled: Can’t get over his fucking ex, one who claims, and others agree, that said Evan Buckley is unlovable,’” Buck spits.
“Dios,” Eddie sighs, exasperated. “Buck, no, you know that's not true.” He gets up off his swing and crouches in front of Buck. He puts his hand on the side of Buck’s face in an attempt to make him look up, but it doesn’t work.
“Buck, Evan, look at me, please.” Buck finally looks up, tears running down his cheeks...
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the one where buck texts t*mmy to apologize and t*mmy is a bitch. but it's ok bc eddie fixes it!!!
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07 Mar 2026
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"He’d kissed Eddie slow and soft when the house was quiet, whispered something stupid that made Eddie laugh until he had to muffle it against Buck’s shoulder. They'd gone to bed together, woken up to golden light slicing through the blinds, with Buck's body wrapped around his, and Eddie's nose tickled by soft, honey colored curls."
Or, Eddie thought keeping their new relationship a secret was the smart move...just until he and Buck figured it out. But it’s a lot harder to stay quiet when everyone keeps trying to set Buck up and strangers won’t stop flirting with him.
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20 Feb 2026
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Eddie answers on the third ring. “Buck?” His voice is rough with sleep, low and gravelly. “Do you know what time it is?”
Buck tries to lift his phone to his mouth, but the motion of his shoulder curling forward shifts his wing again, the tip of one brushing against the sheets. They’re huge. Bigger than he can process. He still can’t make himself look.
The only thing that escapes him is a soft, pained whimper.
Eddie suddenly seems a lot less tired. His voice sharpens instantly. “What’s going on? Are you hurt?”
Another whine tears from Buck as the pain flares, muscles along the top of the wings tensing, fluttering behind him. He can see their span now, crowding the edges of his vision—and somehow, it feels like they’re still growing.
“E-Eddie,” he chokes out. “I-I don’t know. There’s so much blood.”
OR Buck wakes up with wings tearing themselves out of him. Eddie soothes the pain.
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18 Feb 2026