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you were reckless, you were hungry, you were real by rosemontstreet
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Dec 2025
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“I am normal,” says Shane, rearranging his silverware on the table. “And I will pass Logic, ignore Ilya Rozanov, and continue to be normal forever until I die.” When he reaches for Rose’s fork to move it parallel to her plate, she grabs his wrist and gently sets it on the table.
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27 Jan 2026
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Why Can't I Be Honest With You? (and myself...) by AriasAstro
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
24 Mar 2026
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Shane never meant for it to get this far. He just didn't agree that he had to be medicated. He barely agreed with the diagnosis itself. Ilya had every reason to be broken like this. Shane didn't.
Ilya didn't need to know about this.
About his cuts. About his diagnosis. About his anything.
Ilya didn't need more problems.
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Shane has a psychosis and hurts himself badly, learning to some revelations where Ilya and multiple others take care of Shane.
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- Part 1 of Bipolar Shane Hollander AU
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14 Jan 2026
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Shane has a very strict set of rules for his comfort objects. Ilya could not care less as long as Shane is happy.
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- Part 3 of 🧸Soft Heated Rivalry🧸
- Part 3 of 🦆baby Shane-verse🦆
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30 Jan 2026
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“Can you still stay the night?”
“Yes,” Ilya says quickly, nodding into Shane’s neck. “I will stay the night.”
I will stay forever, he doesn’t say. Just ask me, and I will do it.
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- Part 2 of Мой сладкий мальчик
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04 Jan 2026
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Anyway, he thought as he drove to the rink. We were never together, and we’re extra not together now. He would not be letting that man see every inch of him and carry him to bed from his shower floor. He would not let him kiss his earlobe, which he liked to do every time for some reason. He was certainly not going to let him scan every inch of his body anymore. So whether there was something under the surface, spilled out messy guts getting stains on everything, Ilya wouldn’t know about it.
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Strong CW for eating disorder behavior and description. Content is of someone in active disorder and not in recovery, and specific behaviors and routines are mentioned.
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13 Dec 2025