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Actually writing a fanfiction *refusal dab* / Planning out the characters, theme, setting, backstories, and plot for a fanfiction that you know you will never write *thumbs up*



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  1. Summary

    The titles says everything. Some IronStrange stuff, platonic or not that doesn't necessarily go with anything else.

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    My IronStrange 2019 Bingo fic fills are here.

    Said bingo card.

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    My Stephen Strange 2019 Bingo fic fills are here.

    Said bingo card.

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  1. Rec 18

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    The SM-13 bursts under the creature's jaws, the blood and pressure and surprise all punching the air from his lungs. He feels it like an extra limb when the glass casing splits, when the sapling tastes blood — the Last Tree, reborn again at unnatural speed, twisting and curling its ephemeral branches around and around like a cradle, a casket, a chrysalis, a question, and what would the galaxy's savior want? What could one possibly cry for, in these final moments?

    He would do it all again, he thinks as the light fades; he would do it a thousand times over, if only he gets to live.

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    AKA Simon IronLung prays for some saving grace, and the universe takes it a little too seriously.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    For the record, Ajax was not at all opposed to being sent on missions as another Harbinger's backup. As long as he was given things to fight and the rest of the tasks were not excruciatingly boring to get through, Tartaglia would comply without issues.

    The actual mission, the actual tasks, the actual experience of being the backup was not the issue here.
    The issue was-

    ...He was the only Harbinger being tasked with things like these. The only Harbinger being designated as backup. The only Harbinger being treated like a class below the rest.

    (Because Tartaglia was rash and reckless and could not be trusted to keep himself safe.
    Tartaglia was to be looked after like an unpredictable rabid animal that only behaved under certain conditions.

    Tartaglia was off.)

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    Or, Childe struggles to understand why the Tsaritsa insists on treating him differently from the other Harbingers, and tries to pretend like his affiliations aren't irrevocably shifting towards the mysterious god he meets in Liyue.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Ajax had a soulmate mark, just like about half the population of Teyvat did.
    If Ajax ever found his soulmate, he would pretend to be normal for them. He would observe from afar if possible, and make sure nothing happened to them. That no ailments ever came to them. That they never came to lack anything.
    That was the plan. Or, at least, it had been, until the Tsaritsa requested an audience with him alone and asked to see his mark.

    “Tartaglia,” she began, serious. “That is Morax, the Geo Archon.”

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    Or, Ajax is Morax' soulmate, the Tsaritsa ships him off to Liyue, and he has to pretend like he doesn't feel like he's not good enough for the Geo Archon.

    [the word count up to chapter 14 was 69 420 and i think i won't achieve something as beautiful ever again]

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    11 Jun 2026

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    To be entirely fair, Zhongli had planned to fake his death. He would drop a fake Exuvia just as the Qixing called for him during the Rite of Descension, and he would let everything unfold from there.
    That had been the plan. He might’ve started to regret the circumstances, but never the end result. Rex Lapis was meant to die.

    Zhongli wasn’t.

    So why did he?
    And if he did,

    Why was he awake now, somewhere he did not at all recognize?

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    Or, Zhongli not-quite-transmigrates into a modern version of Teyvat and has to figure out why the Zhongli from that universe (whose body he took over) has died, along with other things threatening the nation. With the other Zhongli dead, he's the only Morax left, after all.
    And Morax is duty-bound to protect Liyue.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    It hurt his head to think about what he was doing prior to… this, but he was fairly certain he’d gone to bed. Like any normal day. He’d returned from his routine shift at the Fatui headquarters and gone back to his studio apartment to sleep. The first thing his slightly dumbfound mind managed to conjure up was that he’d been isekai’d, but it was thought with a mental laugh and a ‘yeah, sure’ followed right after.
    Meaning the only feasible conclusion was that he was still asleep, and this was all a dream.

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    Or, Ajax wakes up somewhere that looks suspiciously similar to Liyue, from Genshin Impact, the videogame; and resolves to change history.
    Alternate working title by Avana: Big Brothers Ajax's Misadventures in Space-Time One Accidental Adoption at a Time

    [word count up to chapter 12: 69k
    word count up to chapter 59: 420 690. funny number achieved. i don't know why it keeps lining up like this]

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    02 Jun 2026