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  1. Public Bookmark 19

    Tranquility by

    Fandoms: คาธ | The Eclipse (TV 2022)  

    18 Apr 2023

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    Akk's dark thoughts bring him to the edge of a cliff. Aye is there to save the day.

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    09 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 32

    hold me, love me, touch me (be the first who ever did) by

    Fandoms: คาธ | The Eclipse (TV 2022), Our Skyy 2 (TV)  

    06 May 2023

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    Ayan let out a small chuckle. He repositioned himself, his elbow on the pillow and his whole body facing Akk. “You're addicted to hearing the word love, aren't you ?”

    Akk felt hurt. Maybe if it was another day he wouldn’t have minded Ayan and his teasing but right now, he would have wished for his boyfriend to take his request seriously. That’s what you get for being insecure, you shouldn't have opened your mouth, he internally cursed himself.

    Or the "will you say you love me once ?" scene but slightly angstier

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    09 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 7

    Fragile lives by

    Fandoms: คาธ | The Eclipse (TV 2022)  

    17 Mar 2023

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    Ayan remembers the fairy tales he used to read. He imagines the trees weaving flowers into his lover’s hair. He imagines the creatures of the hills taking care of his precious body, laying him down tenderly, silently, careful not to wake him from his slumber. But they won’t.

    or: Ayan finds Akk

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    09 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 44

    holding on for dear life by

    Fandoms: คาธ | The Eclipse (TV 2022)  

    21 May 2023

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    Ayan cleared his throat. He could do this.

    “So, um, what my uncle did, and what you did in my dream, have you ever thought about… doing it ?”

    Have you ever thought about killing yourself ?, he wanted to ask, but just pronouncing these words was hard for him, the wound in his heart still too fresh to talk about it so easily.

    Or Ayan has a nightmare where he sees Akk jumping off that cliff, which lead them to finally have a heartfelt discussion about mental health and Akk's suicidal thoughts.

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    08 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 4

    Мы выйдем из этой тёмной комнаты (в последний раз) by for KouriArashi

    Fandoms: เขาจ้างให้ผมจีบนักฆ่า | The Heart Killers (Thailand TV)  

    27 Dec 2025

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    После того, как всё на острове пошло ужасно наперекосяк, Кант просыпается в гостиничном номере на следующее утро после встречи с Байзоном в боулинге.

    Теперь он знает гораздо больше, чем тогда, и собирается сделать всё, чтобы Байзон получил свой счастливый конец.

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    06 Jul 2026