NegativeElixr03
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They're talking behind you by thisgodforsakenmess
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
23 Dec 2025
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Neil exhales slowly and looks straight into the lens.
“Hi,” he says. His voice sounds steadier than he feels. “Are we really doing this? Wasn’t thirst tweets enough for you?” He pauses, searching for the right words. “They told us the internet has opinions. We’re supposed to read them.”
He blinks once. “These are mean tweets.”
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I mean you can just read the summary, it's exactly what it says on the tin.Our pro stars reading mean tweets about themselves.
......but i've made it Christmas themed because why not!
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- Part 14 of Everybody’s watching you
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21 Jun 2026
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The Raven’s Nest came back to Neil Josten from time to time in bits and pieces. He had heard it from Andrew before that as you cope with something you unlock memories that your brain had hidden away because you could not cope with it. It was apparently something that you did in therapy, to try to unlock these memories. And all it did was make Neil hate the idea more, locked things should stay locked.
There was a reason they were behind barriers.
So when Neil Josten woke up one night in the middle of the night drowning, well lets just say he wanted to lock that box right back up as quickly as it had been opened. He didn’t understand the way that yesterday the hot steam of a shower after a run had soothed every part of his aching body, and today made him want to start running all over again.
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.Or Neil Josten remembers a part of the nest that his brain had locked out. Then Andrew finds out too.
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21 Jun 2026
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But You Should Know That I Died Slow by lyssapissa
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
21 Jun 2026
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'I am Nathaniel Wesninski. I am the Butcher’s son. I am Mary Hatford’s son. I am alive. I do not belong to Riko Moriyama. I will never kneel.'
Nathaniel got Kevin out.
Then he got Jean out.
Nathaniel would never get out.
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31 May 2026
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Last read updated chapter 14
Last happened: after Neil tried to kill himself, he got dropped from the Ravens and despite Wymack (and Andrew) knowing about the large threat of his father, wants to sign him as assistant coach until his leg is healed. Jean came to the hospital and visited Neil. Jeremy is there as well. Andrew has confirmed Neil is not of danger to Kevin, kinda. Kevin got kicked out after an argument with Neil. Jean was very reluctant to leave Neil alone with the foxes, but he left back to cali. Neil and Kevin are about to meet the foxes. They met the foxes, it went well I’d say. Kevin is snuggling with Neil on his bed. That’s it for that chapter LOL. Cuties.
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The worst part of it all was that he had felt so good about this step. He'd thought about it for weeks before he asked and Neil had been receptive.
Now he's staring at scars on Neil that he had only ever seen in a mirror before. Scars that Neil would have told him about if Neil remembered anything about getting them.
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Andrew realizes that Neil was sexually assaulted at the Nest and Neil has no idea.Series
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18 Jun 2026
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Nathaniel has a panic attack, and Jean talks him through it and helps him calm down. Andrew has to think long and hard on his non-relationship with Neil, and Neil's issues, and the Nest, and his own issues.
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- Part 5 of birdhouse - Perfect Court AU
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18 Jun 2026