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Yachi Hitoka repeatedly panics, repeatedly falls in love, and repeatedly makes friends on accident. Not necessarily in that order.
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"I don't want to do all of this again unless we start dating."
"Was I really being that vague?"
"...Huh?"
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and if you're still breathing; and if you're still bleeding by NeonKitten
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
19 Aug 2019
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“I’ve gotten much better at being strong for other people, haven’t I?” Atsushi replies, too quick and too rough. “Doesn’t do much good for myself.”
This is where Dazai truly understands the territory they’re getting into. He feels a dull static filling his mind and tries to push it away.
(it can never be easy, can it?)
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Ash and Eiji; an interlude.
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It feels like it's been an eternity since then, but the memories stay.
(A meditation on childhood.)
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personal blue by laundry (lovesjar)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Jan 2026
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Now, he stares at the rivulets of water peeling down Ilya’s neck and chest, and he’s awed at being allowed to touch it all. When the world turned ugly and ice was no longer the safest place for Shane’s thoughts, there would always be this.
Ilya Rozanov, his own personal blue.
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- Part 2 of hard times
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28 Jun 2026
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promise to be dazzling by plasticheartrings
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Mar 2026
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It's filed away now, the lesson he'd learned that day, somewhere deep in his memory. In many ways, he's sure it's informed every aspect of his life since then: Don't shine too bright. Don't do too much. Don't pull focus. Stand out by blending in.
They'll hate you if you show them who you really are.
And Shane doesn't want to be hated. Shane wants to be revered.
So he learns to rein himself in, to try with all his might to be unselfish. To pass the puck even if he doesn't want to. To dull his shine just enough to still be considered the best without losing the respect of the lesser players around him.
It seems entirely unfair, then, that Ilya Rozanov has seemingly no qualms at all about being hated.
OR:
Shane was a puck hog as a kid. Now he only gets to be greedy with Ilya.
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27 Jun 2026
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Now that they're settling down, Shane and Ilya know they should really be more responsible about the kink they both enjoy. So they set up a safeword.
Shane really doesn't like having one.
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27 Jun 2026
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It’s exactly three minutes after Ilya leaves Shane’s condo that Shane is in the bathroom, putting toothpaste on his toothbrush, when his eyes spot it. He hasn’t been back here in a month, which means the waste bin is empty, save for the white trash bag, and the condom Ilya had tied off and discarded in it.
No. He isn’t going to untie the condom and swallow down what’s inside. That’s a crazy thing to do. It’s a crazy thing to think, even, so he shakes his head, as if doing so will dislodge the thought.
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Shane drinks Ilya's cum from a used condom and feels a lot of things about it.
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23 Jun 2026
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Route 96 Kanata by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Apr 2026
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When Shane Hollander looks into the future he sees— not a flat sheet of ice, not that, not anymore, but something equally as empty.
His backup plan was always to go to university. He hadn't thought he'd ever need it, not really. Especially not near the end, when everything felt so certain. But his grades were good, his mom made sure of that, so when he woke up in the hospital he already knew what he was going to do next. But after?
There's a standard path people take, he knows, that comes after school. But when he tries to picture it, slot himself into the picket fence and the corporate overhead fluorescents, it disappears. Like it was never going to be real at all.
(Or: after ending up at a jazz bar to celebrate the end of finals season, Shane Hollander finds himself where he never thought he'd be— in the orbit of NHL superstar Ilya Rozanov.)
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- Part 1 of Terry Fox Station
- Part 1 of my anon cancon
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23 Jun 2026