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Based on a popular artwork I did for whumptober, Dazai has a major drop and seriously injures himself in the pursuit of catharsis. He doesn't expect Chuuya to show up and find him at his worst.
And he certainly doesn't expect to be taken to Mori, who only makes things much, much worse, determined to punish Dazai for leaving the Mafia. After all, he's been running from the memories ever since it happened.
**Takes place in the two years between Dazai leaving the Port Mafia and joining the ADA, during which nothing is known about what he did, except that he was unemployed and frequently drunk in a bar named Lupin.**
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23 Jul 2026
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Chuuya suddenly gets a text from Dazai at midnight, in a rushed panic, he goes to Dazai's apartment---only to find him laying slumped on the bathroom wall, bleeding with arms bloody. After a near encounter with death, Chuuya begs Dazai to open up to him, only for this night to seem like it lasts forever.
or: Chuuya and Dazai when they spend the day together after a suicide attempt.
heavy trigger warning for self harm, suicide and generally just heavy topics !!
im 13 and english isnt actually my first language so i felt like writing fanfic was my calling yk
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22 Jul 2026
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“What the fuck, Dazai?”
“Chibi?” Dazai is barely able to lift his head as he seems to have finally realized Chuuya is there, which is worrying because usually nothing gets past him.
Chuuya immediately puts his hand on Dazai’s forehead.
“Fuck…” Chuuya grimaces, Mackerel’s absolutely burning up. The soft whimper that the younger lets out while leaning in to the touch is pitiful.
—————Super self indulgent Dazai sickfic. Updates slowly, You’ve been warned.
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22 Jul 2026
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Enamoured by a Feather, Caught by a Flame by black00cat for Foxaholic
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
03 Nov 2025
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“A private audience? Who would have thought I’d get the honour.”
“Of course. Do you have a name, angel?”
“Dazai Osamu.”
—“You’re truly beautiful, you know, Dazai?”
OR: angel!Dazai going to Hell to negotiate with demon!Chuuya about ending the conflict between angels and demons, and it works out better than either of them could have imagined
[Russian translation available HERE]
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20 Jul 2026
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numb to everything (bite down) by AngelitoBloodsherry for Mitzuna
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
18 Jul 2026
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After a bad breakup, Chuuya returns to his ancestral village in search of a new beginning. Between an abandoned shrine, a mist-covered forest, and old tales no one dares speak of aloud, he hopes to find peace.
Instead, he finds a spirit who has spent centuries waiting for someone who never came back.
“You won’t hurt me,” Chuuya said.
The kitsune smiled.
“Are you sure?” he purred, leaning in close enough for Chuuya to feel his breath. Sharp fangs nicked Chuuya’s lower lip. “I’ve wanted to ruin you since the moment you stepped onto this mountain, little human.”
Or: Chuuya desperately needs a change of scenery, but he never signed up to share his new place with a mischievous and vengeful kitsune—let alone his mind, his body, and his heart.
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19 Jul 2026