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    Shane Hollander is a hockey legend known as "The Golden Alpha of Canada:" and Captain of the Montreal Voyagers. To the roaring crowds, he’s cocky, dominant, untouchable Alpha they want in a hockey star. Yet, behind every goal, Shane hides a secret that could destroy everything he's built up. He isn’t an Alpha at all. Born Omega in a world where Omegas are sidelined from traditional "Alpha" sports, Shane’s entire career is built on a lie: daily suppressants, fake scent, relentless self-control. The cost is soul-deep exhaustion and the constant fear that a single mistake will cost him not just his trophies, but his identity.

    Enter Ilya Rozanov, known as “The Dirty Russian” by fans and foes alike, a brutal, magnetic Alpha who’s battled his own demons to make it on the Voyager team. Growing up in the shadow of an abusive father who threw him into sports to "make me fucking rich", Ilya learned to survive by being harder, meaner, and utterly unbreakable. Hockey is his way out, but family obligations and old scars still chain him down..

    When a chance encounter lets Ilya see Shane for who he truly is, both men are forced to confront the walls they’ve built, around their histories, their bodies, and their hearts.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov were sons of two of the most influential vampire families in the world. Their long-standing feud forced their families apart for many centuries. What was to happen when those two sons were to meet? Their need for one another draws them in, even when they know they're not supposed to. They would search for each other every few decades, despite their underlying burning resentment.

    Ilya and Shane's passion was purely sexual, right?

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    21 Mar 2026

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    hollyadmirals24: Male seeking help improving at oral sex. Clean, ready to learn and willing to host. M only. Strictly platonic. Message for details.
     

    or: shane and ilya are hockey players for the mcgill marauders. after a disastrous night with rose, shane puts a drunken ad on craigslist asking for help with oral sex. his teammate, ilya, replies.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    Chapter 19

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    Alphas aren't supposed to want other Alphas.

    For Shane Hollander, that unspoken societal rule doesn't ring true. It's fine, though. He has everything under control, and the people around him are none the wiser.

    Unfortunately, he never counted on Ilya Rozanov seeing right through him.

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    07 Mar 2026

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    Chap 9

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    “You can’t smoke in here,” Shane said again, and the young Prince raised an eyebrow at him, puffing away at his pipe, “Prince Ilya Rozanov right?” Shane stepped into the warmth of the barn. “Shane Hollander, Duke of Montre,” Shane extended his hand and Ilya looked at his hand and then him.

    Then he slowly took Shane’s hand in his own gloved ones, blowing the smoke out the side of his mouth, a curious look on his face.

    After the end of the war, the second prince Ilya Rozanov remains as a glorified political prisoner under the watchful eye of Shane Hollander, Duke of Montre. Shane is the best man for the job, except he is increasingly distracted by the handsome second Prince. Just how long can Shane resist him?

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    03 Feb 2026

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    Chap 18