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Honeysuckle and Snowdrops by RaspberryNinja
Fandoms: The Mortal Instruments Series - Cassandra Clare, Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare
13 Jul 2026
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"Everyone says that," Simon said, laying his cards down. He didn't even know what game they were playing. "Finding your Soulmate and getting a Soulmark is the hardest part."
He'd thought so too, until he met the annoying bastard that was his Soulmate.
Alec gave him a tight smile as he shuffled the cards for the next round. "That's rough, buddy."
Letting Raphael know was the first thing Simon did after waking up with the words Raphael Santiago scrawled elegantly around his wrist. So imagine his surprise when he realized that the Clan Leader had been keeping it from him for the last—
"Five years?! What the fuck, dude?"
Yes, Alec. It was rough indeed.
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- Part 3 of Defying Gravity
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Astragalus by RaspberryNinja
Fandoms: The Mortal Instruments Series - Cassandra Clare, Shadowhunters (TV)
14 Aug 2023
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"The sun's coming up," Raphael croaked, pulling at his sleeve, leaving crimson fingerprints. He coughed weakly, more blood trickling down his lips; impossibly dark. Almost black.
Simon nodded, looking around frantically. He would be fine of course, being a Daylighter and all that. But he needed to find a feasible shelter for Raphael.
"You can still save yourself, Simon," he insisted, pulling his face towards him. "Go to Magnus. Get help. Quickly. Before it's too late."
But Raphael was being delusional. It was already too late. For both of them.
They were dying anyway, and Simon would be damned if he let Raphael die alone.
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- Part 2 of Defying Gravity
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Hellebores and Primroses by RaspberryNinja
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Mortal Instruments Series - Cassandra Clare, The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare
27 Dec 2022
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Overthrowing Camille was supposed to be the last of Raphael's problems.
But it wasn't.
Because now, thanks to Camille, he had to deal with Simon instead. Simon Lewis, who was loud and annoying and endearing all at the same time, who was just as stubborn and rebellious and headstrong as he was, who refused to yield to even the simplest rules, who was too brain dead to understand the concept of self-care no matter how many times Raphael drilled it into his head.
Simon Lewis, who Raphael was madly in love with but couldn't do a damn thing about it because the Fates were cruel like that.
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- Part 1 of Defying Gravity
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Defying Gravity by RaspberryNinja
Fandom Shadowhunters (TV), The Mortal Instruments Series - Cassandra Clare, The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare
13 Jul 2026
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Andrew always said whatever this was between them was nothing, so really Neil shouldn't be so-- surprised, by what he walked in on. Andrew and Roland. Neil always knew this was nothing and that's perfectly fine. He's fine.
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Andrew is self-destructive and fucks up. Neil spirals (but refuses to admit it). They are horrible at communicating.
I hate the cheating trope but this isn't technically cheating because they never talked about what they are... lots of angst
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- Part 1 of Everything is Fine
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24 Jul 2026
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It doesn't make sense. Neil was fine. More than fine. He’s safe at home with Andrew, and this should be the best possible ending to one of Neil’s best days, but when Neil squeezes his eyes shut, all he can see is —
Riko grinning with vicious pleasure as he slices Neil open. Riko’s eyes reflecting the glow of the lighter licking Neil’s skin. Riko laughing as a tattoo gun needle digs into Neil’s cheek.
Riko, Riko, Riko, smothering and impossible to escape. Panic knifes through Neil as he yanks uselessly against the handcuffs. No, no, no —
And then he’s saying it aloud, “No, no, no,” because there isn't a gag cutting into the sides of his mouth. Because Neil isn’t at Evermore. He’s at home with Andrew, who’s right there when Neil opens his eyes — only near the foot of the bed now, not touching Neil at all.
Neil has long gotten used to reading the faint shades of emotion that pass for expressions on Andrew’s face. But never, not even in Andrew's medicated, manically expressive days, has Neil seen Andrew wear anything like his current look of horrified shock.
Neil agrees to try the handcuffs in bed. It goes badly. Cue angst and h/c.
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23 Jul 2026
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Non Mortem, Somni Fratrem by Sohotthateveryonedied2
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater, Dreamer Trilogy - Maggie Stiefvater
15 Mar 2022
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“Is this Ronan Lynch?”
Ronan’s mood plummets ten stories at the audacity of this stranger to not be Adam Parrish. “Yeah?” he says impatiently. “Who the fuck is this?”
“I’m calling from Cambridge General Hospital. You were listed as Adam Parrish’s emergency contact. We’ve been trying to get ahold of you for several days now.”
(At the end of Mister Impossible, the dreams all fell asleep and Adam scryed too far. The dreams wake up. Adam doesn’t.)
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18 Jul 2026
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“Parrish? Fuck are you doing here? I thought you were dead in a ditch.”
“Sorry. Can…can I come in?”
Adam misses school. That’s the first sign something is wrong.
Written for Day Ten: Whipping
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- Part 10 of Wren's Whumptober 2022
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13 Jul 2026
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“Better the devil you know than the devil you don’t” — [idiom] meaning it is better to endure a difficult person or situation one is familiar with, even if it is painful, than to take a risk with an unknown person or thing.
Ethan is still speaking—yelling—and Adam is—he’s a little nauseous. Part of him doesn’t want to be a part of this conversation at all, and a more traitorous part of him wants to call her back, but Ethan still has his cell phone.
Adam thinks, isn’t this how everything went long last time? Adam hid paycheck stubs from his parents and got caught in his own web of lies. Now he’s lied to Ethan and he has been caught for that as well. He never learns. He always makes the same mistakes.
Adam dampens his lips and chooses his next words carefully. “I don’t understand why you’re angry.”
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12 Jul 2026