1 - 20 of 217 Bookmarks by RaspberryNinja
Navigation
List of Bookmarks
-
Tags
Summary
Andrew always said whatever this was between them was nothing, so really Neil shouldn't be so-- surprised, by what he walked in on. Andrew and Roland. Neil always knew this was nothing and that's perfectly fine. He's fine.
--------
Andrew is self-destructive and fucks up. Neil spirals (but refuses to admit it). They are horrible at communicating.
I hate the cheating trope but this isn't technically cheating because they never talked about what they are... lots of angst
Series
- Part 1 of Everything is Fine
Bookmarked by RaspberryNinja
24 Jul 2026
-
Tags
Summary
It doesn't make sense. Neil was fine. More than fine. He’s safe at home with Andrew, and this should be the best possible ending to one of Neil’s best days, but when Neil squeezes his eyes shut, all he can see is —
Riko grinning with vicious pleasure as he slices Neil open. Riko’s eyes reflecting the glow of the lighter licking Neil’s skin. Riko laughing as a tattoo gun needle digs into Neil’s cheek.
Riko, Riko, Riko, smothering and impossible to escape. Panic knifes through Neil as he yanks uselessly against the handcuffs. No, no, no —
And then he’s saying it aloud, “No, no, no,” because there isn't a gag cutting into the sides of his mouth. Because Neil isn’t at Evermore. He’s at home with Andrew, who’s right there when Neil opens his eyes — only near the foot of the bed now, not touching Neil at all.
Neil has long gotten used to reading the faint shades of emotion that pass for expressions on Andrew’s face. But never, not even in Andrew's medicated, manically expressive days, has Neil seen Andrew wear anything like his current look of horrified shock.
Neil agrees to try the handcuffs in bed. It goes badly. Cue angst and h/c.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 19,263
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Collections:
- 5
- Comments:
- 363
- Kudos:
- 6,961
- Bookmarks:
- 1,538
- Hits:
- 55,410
Bookmarked by RaspberryNinja
23 Jul 2026
-
Non Mortem, Somni Fratrem by Sohotthateveryonedied2
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater, Dreamer Trilogy - Maggie Stiefvater
15 Mar 2022
Tags
Summary
“Is this Ronan Lynch?”
Ronan’s mood plummets ten stories at the audacity of this stranger to not be Adam Parrish. “Yeah?” he says impatiently. “Who the fuck is this?”
“I’m calling from Cambridge General Hospital. You were listed as Adam Parrish’s emergency contact. We’ve been trying to get ahold of you for several days now.”
(At the end of Mister Impossible, the dreams all fell asleep and Adam scryed too far. The dreams wake up. Adam doesn’t.)
Bookmarked by RaspberryNinja
18 Jul 2026
-
Tags
Summary
“Parrish? Fuck are you doing here? I thought you were dead in a ditch.”
“Sorry. Can…can I come in?”
Adam misses school. That’s the first sign something is wrong.
Written for Day Ten: Whipping
Series
- Part 10 of Wren's Whumptober 2022
Bookmarked by RaspberryNinja
13 Jul 2026
-
Tags
Summary
“Better the devil you know than the devil you don’t” — [idiom] meaning it is better to endure a difficult person or situation one is familiar with, even if it is painful, than to take a risk with an unknown person or thing.
Ethan is still speaking—yelling—and Adam is—he’s a little nauseous. Part of him doesn’t want to be a part of this conversation at all, and a more traitorous part of him wants to call her back, but Ethan still has his cell phone.
Adam thinks, isn’t this how everything went long last time? Adam hid paycheck stubs from his parents and got caught in his own web of lies. Now he’s lied to Ethan and he has been caught for that as well. He never learns. He always makes the same mistakes.
Adam dampens his lips and chooses his next words carefully. “I don’t understand why you’re angry.”
Bookmarked by RaspberryNinja
12 Jul 2026
-
by and by it's a waste of time by shinealightonme
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
10 Apr 2019
Tags
Summary
"Gansey wants to set you up with someone so badly, why should we ruin that for him?"
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 5,892
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 86
- Kudos:
- 2,413
- Bookmarks:
- 332
- Hits:
- 17,786
Bookmarked by RaspberryNinja
10 Jul 2026
-
And you would break down so gentle. by tobeconvincedoflove
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
23 Apr 2018
Tags
Summary
To be fair, Adam felt fine until he woke up that morning. It’s just a headache, now, maybe he feels a little warm, maybe his stomach is flipping a little, but it’s nothing he can’t handle.
Then he stands up.
Adam barely hears his knees crack against the tile of the bathroom before he’s vomiting, bile and water and the crackers he ate for dinner the night before.
It’s probably a bug, he probably just needs to rest, probably will be fine to go to work later.
Probably.
(title from Tiderays by Volcano Choir)
Bookmarked by RaspberryNinja
09 Jul 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Till considered himself an average teenager. So what if his dad labeled him a failure, his teachers declared him "a handful," and his few friends called him... well, "an acquired taste"? Till floated through life wholly unconcerned by anyone else's opinion.
Until one morning, everything changed.
Waking up, Till discovered vibrant, digital-looking numbers hovering like halos above everyone's heads. Disorienting? Absolutely. But the real shocker was the number crowning Ivan—his infuriatingly perfect frenemy.
It shimmered an impossible 100%. And it was...pink?
What were these numbers? Why was he cursed (or blessed?) with seeing them? And seriously—why was Ivan's at maximum capacity?!
. ⁺ . . ⁺ .
Ivan, meanwhile, was fascinated. Why was the boy he'd quietly watched for years suddenly avoiding his gaze?
And was Till actually... blushing?
Not that Ivan was complaining, of course.
____
Or: The one where Till suddenly became aware of everyone’s affections—including his own.
-
Tags
Summary
Ivan and Till were on the brink of divorce when Till was suddenly caught up in a freak car accident, leading him to remain in a coma for three days. When he awoke once again, Ivan saw that he was a completely changed man, one Ivan was incredibly unused to.
“Ivan, my dearest sweetheart, how was work today?”
“My angel, I made dinner for us and got a bath ready for you.”
“Darling, you’ll stay with me forever won’t you?”
…Seriously, who are you and what have you done with Till?!
Modern!Till regains memories from his past life from Alien Stage after a crash and resolves to shower Ivan with love with his second chance at life.
Bookmarked by RaspberryNinja
02 Jul 2026
-
Summary
everyone lives (except sua, rest in peace), and till and ivan sort their shit out. sort of.
aka in which i handle the end of alien stage by hurting my babies and making them suffer.
title from cure!
- Words:
- 8,550
- Works:
- 3
- Bookmarks:
- 11
Bookmarked by RaspberryNinja
17 May 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Till turns his crazed grin and both middle fingers up for the cameras, then he throws himself off the suspended stage headfirst. The momentum rips clear of the cords in his neck, blood streaming behind him from his open wounds. Behind his eyelids are flashes of his life: long pink hair, bruises down to bone, and one night with the sky streaked bright, running hand in hand.
On the way down he thinks, in the split second before his neck snaps against the hard metal floor, that if he had the chance, he’d keep running next time.
~~
Or, Till tries again (and again and ag- )
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 22,595
- Chapters:
- 11/11
- Comments:
- 167
- Kudos:
- 840
- Bookmarks:
- 185
- Hits:
- 12,163
Bookmarked by RaspberryNinja
11 Mar 2026
-
Tags
Summary
The rebels find Ivan, as young as he was during round 6, in a forgotten storage unit and bring him home.
But to Ivan, it’s not so much a home but rather just another means of survival, despite how good it seems with an older and much more affectionate Till acting otherwise.
Because while Till had a whole 7 years to come to terms with his trauma, Ivan is still 22 years old, lost and scared as he always was.
Or
Ivan learns what ‘family’ means with some hiccups along the way.
Bookmarked by RaspberryNinja
05 Mar 2026
-
Tags
Summary
His eyes travelled around the familiar features–just older, but the same; thick eyebrows, long eyelashes, and that tooth, peeking over his lip even though his mouth was closed. Till’s chest heaved, and he pulled off his gloves so that his shaking hands could cradle the face, thumbing underneath tired eyes.
This had to be a dream, and he was going to wake up soon–any second now. But time only stretched on, and he was still there in that downpour, hovered over his unconscious body.
“Ivan?” Till squeaked out–a name he hadn’t said aloud in nine years. To anyone else he was always that guy, that brat, that… feeling I didn’t understand until you were gone.
---
Or: While scavenging in the wreckage of a plane crash, Till clashes with a Guard, and comes face to face with Ivan. The real Ivan; the man he thought died in an act of sacrifice, and proceeded to haunt him for years afterwards.
This story is now available in Russian, translated by Tsukimi_77
Series
- Part 1 of What’s Born Of The Ashes
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 134,941
- Chapters:
- 18/18
- Comments:
- 633
- Kudos:
- 1,222
- Bookmarks:
- 239
- Hits:
- 30,421
Bookmarked by RaspberryNinja
25 Feb 2026
-
Fixing the fuck-ups of my old self by justanothershyintrovert
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
05 Jul 2026
Tags
Summary
Toji had been given a reset button. A mulligan. He didn't know why. He didn't know if it was a cruel joke or a clerical error in the afterlife. Maybe he was still in Shibuya, bleeding out, and this was the dying hallucination of a brain starved of oxygen. But the rag was wet in his hand. The floor was hard against his spine. The kid was warm against his leg.
If this was a dream, it was too vivid. If it was a second chance, it was a heavy one.
His gaze returned to the mountain of trash bags. It was a monument to his life: piled up, rotting, ignored, and uselessly stinking up the place. He’d treated his existence like a hand of cards he was waiting to fold.
"Alright," he whispered to the empty, filthy room. "Fine."
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 48,923
- Chapters:
- 13/?
- Comments:
- 502
- Kudos:
- 1,684
- Bookmarks:
- 435
- Hits:
- 29,593
Bookmarked by RaspberryNinja
01 Feb 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Jinx is twelve when Silco brings his daughter home.
The only problem is that this daughter isn’t her.
Series
- Part 1 of Their Other Family
Bookmarked by RaspberryNinja
07 Jul 2025
-
Tags
Summary
Omega-bunny Jungkook's favorite season is winter, believing the world should be wrapped in a warm sweater made of the finest wool.
Wool that his boss and CEO Alpha-Wolf Kim Seokjin purchases every year in one of the most popular markets in Seoul.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 77,449
- Chapters:
- 4/4
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 45
- Kudos:
- 482
- Bookmarks:
- 125
- Hits:
- 11,050
Bookmarked by RaspberryNinja
20 Apr 2025
-
Tags
Summary
Jinx spent a few more moments listening to Silco's laments at Vander's statue. It doesn't change much. It still changes everything.
-
A rewrite of the finale to produce a Season 2 narrative more focused on the conflict between Zaun and Piltover.Bookmarked by RaspberryNinja
18 Apr 2025
-
Tags
Summary
Seokjin, a dedicated firefighter and single father, and Jeongguk, a carefree celebrity photographer with a penchant for late-night parties. When Seokjin moves into the apartment next to Jeongguk's, their worlds collide in a clash of personalities and lifestyles. From misunderstandings to heated arguments, their interactions are anything but neighborly.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 268,403
- Chapters:
- 21/21
- Comments:
- 1,265
- Kudos:
- 2,298
- Bookmarks:
- 394
- Hits:
- 65,324
Bookmarked by RaspberryNinja
07 Apr 2025
-
Tags
Summary
Jinx still saw her in every shade of blue.
Not the sky. Zaun barely had a sky, and it was never that blue. No, it was the blue that Jinx saw every time she turned her head, braids rippling in her wake. It was the blue of the crystal and the blue of neon signs and the blue of paint along every wall.
It was the blue Isha had wanted her own hair to be. It was the gold of her wide eyes, trusting Jinx despite it being a terrible, terrible idea. It was the blue and grey of the blast that had taken everything from Jinx.
-
She would never get that back...would she?
Bookmarked by RaspberryNinja
09 Mar 2025
-
Tags
Summary
Jinx returned four years later to a shitshow.
Who knew inheriting all of Silco's stuff would lead to such a mess.
Bookmarked by RaspberryNinja
09 Mar 2025