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Shane from Before the Cottage developed a thing for rope... So I've spent some time 'researching' rope-bondage... This will likely be a long one (that's what she said).... but for the time being I'm releasing the first two chapters into the wild.
Love you all x Enjoy x
Ilya suddenly noticed how heavy Shane was breathing. Surely he hadn’t been like this the whole time? He’d have passed out?!… Or had it just started? Was it the final knot that caused this sudden rush of arousal in him?…. Why hadn’t Ilya paid closer attention, he’d checked in with him often, but not actually paid full attention to his body language…
He walked around the side of the bed so he could see Shane’s face, he was leant forward a little, a few strands of hair had escaped his bun. Ilya gently tilted Shane’s head upward to face him. Forcing him to look at Ilya.
Fuck this was hot.Keeping his fingers where they were, he said…
‘Tell me what you want Hollander, what do you need.’
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18 Jun 2026
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Our Field Of Dreams, Engulfed in Fire by LWritesx
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
14 Jun 2026
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“Did we win the game? Why is Il— Rozanov here?” Shane croaks, confusion written plainly on his face. One of his arms is in a sling. He shifts and winces, his good hand hovering idly over his stomach, then pressing into his eyes. He’s aching all over, this sudden feeling of wrong, wrong, wrong engulfing his entire body.
“What happened?” he asks, more alert now, “Where am I?”
Hayden just looks at him, shock and heartbreak written all over his face.
Or, post-marleau’s hit, shane ends up in the hospital. he ends up with a broken collarbone, concussion and a devastating loss he’d never anticipated.
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- Part 1 of Rings & Cradles
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17 Jun 2026
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Ch 21
Shane omega but hid it from league, Ilya knew
Shane had cryptic pregnancy (prob around tuna melt)- had miscarriage at game hit by Marley (not due to hit)
Reporter published story
Both dealing with trauma and establishing relationship- likely proposal soon -
Leave Her Johnny Leave Her by Iam_foureels
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Jun 2026
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"Hollander?" Ilya answers.
Silence.
Breathing.
Then:
"Can you come get me? I’m in Boston."
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Shane and Ilya aren't together. In fact Shane has a boyfriend he can happily be open with, but when Ilya discovers that the relationship is abusive, he has to do everything he can to make Shane get away.Bookmarked by Secret_reader46
17 Jun 2026
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Ch 16
Shane and Ilya hooked up previously
Shane out publicly and dating Brandon
Brandon abusive af
Shane one called Ilya in Bos for help
Rescued in Mtl by the plea and Ilya
Went back to Brandon
Left Brandon again went to pikes -
I'll meet you at the cottage by windoq
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Jun 2026
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“Hi Milana,” he murmured, voice gentle. “I’m Ilya, your father’s brother. Did your mama tell you I was coming over?”
Milana nodded and pulled her bottom lip into her mouth, gaze contemplative as Ilya held out a hand to her. He didn’t touch her, didn’t broach the barrier of the doorframe, just held his palm out, a gesture of vulnerability, exposing soft skin. When he’d been a child, listening out for the sound of his father’s footfalls down the hall, trying to guess at what mood the man was in that day, if today was a day he would likely be hit, those gestures of vulnerability–upturned palms, tears on cheeks–had been the only thing he’d trusted. The wounded animal in his sternum reaching out for comfort, seeking safety in the fragility of others. Proof that he wasn’t the weakest one.
Or: After spending Christmas with the Hollanders Ilya realises he has unfinished business in Moscow; namely, saying goodbye to his mother's grave and recovering the pieces of his history. Before meeting Shane at the cottage for their second summer together - and before upending his life and moving to another country once again - Ilya decides to return to his home city and attempt to lay his past to rest.
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- Part 5 of The Boston Year
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Lost in Translation by toxik_angel
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 May 2026
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Shane Hollander left Ilya's lap and was swept up in Rose Landry as Ilya watched from the other side of a screen. None of his teammates knew what had gotten under their captain's skin, and they didn't know what to tell him when a bad concussion took his memory.
It didn't take long for Ilya to figure it out, because Shane didn't take everything with him when he left.
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Bookmarked by Secret_reader46
14 Jun 2026
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Ch 8
Ilya lost memories post tuna melt
Now boyfriends with Shane
Shane out as gay to Hayden and parents
Ilya just out to cliff - Ilya big depressed
Shane learning Russian -
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The video opens with an air of domesticity and almost innocence to it that foreshadowed nothing of what would follow. A quick sweeping shot of a bedroom, lights low, before the camera settles on a man standing in front of a mirror. The atmosphere is intimate and cozy. Ilya Rozanov is just finishing pulling the jersey over his head, abs and a trail of hair disappearing under a sea of blue. He turns to look in the mirror. His black boxer briefs visible where the jersey ends. HOLLANDER spelled across the back with 24 in the center
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Well it's yet another Hollanov getting outted Pre-Tuna melt fic because this one is haunting my brain.
How will the boys handle it when a stupid video they decided to make gets posted at the start of the 2016 season? Before they've ever had a chance to establish what they want with each other. What will the consequences be in a era before Scott Hunter kissing on the ice and Ilya's still the captain in Boston.- Language:
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14 Jun 2026
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Ch 16
Situationship era outed by tape during game in Bo’s
Ilya was planning tuna melt date
Raiders good, Parents there, svet flew in
Ilya can’t go to Russia- yeam helping with asylum
Public as boyfriends- Have not yet said ily
Metros bad - cruel to Shane, Bos players want him to join
Ilyas dad calls him - Ilya very upset -
In Different Circumstances by SlothyButt
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Feb 2026
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“Mic’ing us up? Did I hear that right?” Hunter questions.
“Someone in PR thought it would be funny to hear the three of you during all of your games,” Coach LeClaire explains, “The idea got out and spread like wildfire.”
“Huh,” Hunter responds.
“It would be funny to hear me,” Ilya corrects, “I am funny. The other two are boring.”
He hears Hollander huff out a laugh and bump shoulders with him as Hunter continues to ask questions. Casually glancing over to the other man, he sees a small smile playing at his lips. His eyes, though, there was a gleam that he hadn’t seen before. He wasn’t certain what it could mean, but it couldn’t be good for Ilya.
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Or what if Shane had stayed with Ilya that night in Boston?
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- Part 1 of For O bāchan's Adopted Commenters
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Bookmarked by Secret_reader46
14 Jun 2026
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Shane’s grandma is the shit
Shane knows Ilya loves him but hasn’t said
No tunameltdown, still involved
Scott out, rose & svet relationship, rose beard
Publicity tour- we’re able to spend time together
Ilya dad just died
Planning on going to the cottage -
First Love/Late Spring by velminort
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Jun 2026
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After the Tuna Melt Incident, Shane and Ilya gradually started drifting apart. Texts became more scarce, hook-ups less frequent and feelings pushed aside until, in the moment of absolute panic, Shane ghosted Ilya fully.
Now, three years later, Shane Hollander and Rose Landry are engaged. Shane's life finally seems to be going in the right direction. No distractions, great girl, lots of hockey.
And then the new season starts and trades between teams happen.
And Ilya Rozanov, whom Shane promised himself to forget, is suddenly on the same team.
And, worst of all, he becomes the Alternate Captain.- Language:
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13 Jun 2026
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Ch 33
Both in Montreal (team and coach good)
Ilya niece died of Luke is in Russia- grief
Engaged and public-very fresh
Ilya admits depression going through grief - raw -
What Happened in Vegas by Nara816
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 May 2026
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After Shane is injured, Ilya cannot keep his composure and reveals what they have been hiding for years- they're married and have been since a drunken awards night in Vegas 2014.
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12 Jun 2026
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Ch 6
Shane & Ilya get married drunk in 2014 vegas after 4 months no talk post Sochi
2017 Shane hurt during game Ilya goes to hospital -
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Shane’s rookie season is supposed to be the start of his dream. But his new teammate, Thompson, won’t leave him alone. He constantly seeks him out and neither his teammates or coach seem to care. Shane doesn't know what to do. Ilya finds him after one of the attacks and he is not going to let Thompson get away with what he has done.
Hayden Pike becomes involved and together they try to help Shane through the aftermath. And keep him safe when it turns out things aren't over...
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09 Jun 2026
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Ch 63
Shane attacked & raped as a rookie by Thompson another Mtl player, team did nothing
Others attacked previously- Shane/ilya gathered support and went public
Shane joined Boston- out to family and few friends
Trial ongoing
1st game in Montreal, Bos won but brutal- crowd bad team had to switch hotels
jj told Shane he had been drunkenly sleeping with Thompson for 6 yrs (abuse), Thompson was one who trashed Shane’s apt -
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“I’m not sure of the exact reasons Montreal has, but the League needs a distraction from the bad press.” Laurenti’s face twists with disapproval. “Crowell’s known to be friendly with the Morin family, they own the Metros. Crowell must have asked for a favor and who knows what he’s promised them in return. Who better to distract from a scandal than Canada’s favorite son?”
The realization hits Ilya like a punch to the solar plexus.
“They’re trading Shane fucking Hollander?” Reilly questions with utter disbelief. It takes a half second more before he follows the question with another. “We’re signing him?”
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News that Dallas Kent, up and coming star center for the Toronto Guardians, is wanted for murder breaks during the Sochi Olympics.
Neither Shane nor Ilya have any idea that it will change their lives.
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09 Jun 2026
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Ch 4
Right after Sochi
League issue, Shane traded to Bos for pr
Ilya new capt -
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“Marley.” Ilya says evenly, suddenly knowing he can actually breathe. He had a plan and he knew what he needed to do. And he couldn’t do it from the locker room bench. “If he is very injured, if he cannot play again, if he is very bad, I will kill you. I will kill you painfully.”
Cliff gapes at him.In which the hit that Cliff Marleau had on Shane Hollander goes a little different. For one, they’re in Boston. For another, Ilya realizes he might be panicking? Which is probably not something to do in the middle of a game. And, oh yeah, he just outed both himself and his not-boyfriend to an entire locker room of hockey players.
But that’s okay, because while Boston may be vicious, they do take care of their own. And they quickly realize that their captain’s happiness and willingness to stay with the Bears is tied to Shane Hollander. The solution is easy, they’ll just have to make Shane Hollander a Bear.
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09 Jun 2026
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Ch 12
Shane injured in Bos, Ilya freak out
Bears find out relationship - all good
Parents ok
Bears team want Shane to join -
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Shane hasn’t been new on a team since his rookie season. He hasn’t had to walk into a locker room full of guys he doesn’t know since he was nineteen. That first year in Montreal had been one of the most exhausting of his life, and the hockey had been the least of it.
Boston’s locker room will be easier than Montreal's, Shane thinks. Hopes.
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- Part 3 of all the stars aligned
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09 Jun 2026
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Cannon until cottage
Issue in Mtl preseason, Shane leaves to play in Boston
Married/trade etc all within 1 week
Season just started -
let the sun only shine on me through a falling sky, i’ll be alright by ptrick65
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 May 2026
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"I did not realize until you got here, how much they do not realize what a Montreal locker room actually sounds like."
--or, a slight A/U where Shane didn't stay in Montreal after the cottage just because he wanted to or because he thought it was expected of him and those years after he came out to his team had been worse than he lets on
---OR, Shane acquires a Russian duckling, finally sets the record straight with his man, goes full 'protect the rookie' mode when his duckling is checked during a game in Montreal, and learns how to be part of a team again (in that order)
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08 Jun 2026
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Ch 7
Post cannon
Shane on centaurs
Russian player Val from Mtl team joins
Shane ptsd from mtl
Now beginning to tell Ilya about it -
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It only took basically a decade but Shane finally has Ilya in every aspect. He should be celebrating and enjoying it, should be focused on slotting into his new team in Ottawa. Instead he's watching the news cycle with bated breath, waiting for the inevitable moment that his name pops up alongside words like "victim" and "Dallas Kent."
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08 Jun 2026
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Ch 18
Shane attacked by Kent in Sochi- Kent threatened outing Ilya
Now married playing together in Ottawa - like cannon
Kent on trial
Shane ptsd
Ilya knows, Shane has not told others -
bad things (with you) by jhrc666
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Jun 2026
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Shane is an accountant for the Mafia and does a routine audit. Nothing is routine for Ilya Rozanov.
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- Part 1 of the bad things verse
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07 Jun 2026
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Ch 16
Ilya mob boss
Shane his accountant
Both crazy
Found issue with books, staying at big compound
Ilya stabbed- likely culprit is Alexi in Montreal -
Words Finally Spoken by rainnasaurus for Saara_wolf, Kemisha
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Jun 2026
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Ilya's 5 ways to seduce Pretty Canadian Hockey Players:
- 9 inches is required
- Must be best at Hockey
- Fuck him so good that you ruin both yourself and him for anyone else
- Open your fucking mouth and talk to him
- Do not make him an angry kitten by marrying anyone else, or even suggesting it...
After 7 years, Ilya Rozanov realizes that his feelings have grown beyond his control. What would happen if Ilya chose direct communication vs beating around the bush during the Tuna Meltdown? How would things change if Ilya and Shane had people in their corner from the beginning?
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07 Jun 2026
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Ch 4
Instead of tuna meltdown they talk
Have said love yous, boyfriends
Same day
Montreal team bad to Shane
Marley figured it out -
so it's gonna be forever by Lila_Mac
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
31 Mar 2026
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Ilya is plummeting to his death when he closes his eyes, heart full of regret.
When he opens them in what feels like just a second later, he is standing outside a rink in Regina, Saskatchewan. There’s a banner on the building across the street:
World Junior Hockey Championship 2009.
What?
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07 Jun 2026
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When the unsentimental financial imperative of the NHL sees Shane traded to the Boston Raiders, he and Ilya are thrown into closer extended proximity than ever before. As they adjust to life as teammates, they are forced to contend with the nature of their relationship -and must answer for themselves: is it even a relationship at all?
____Sliding down the wall, Shane hunched over his untied sneakers, shoved on hastily when Coach had called him in for a meeting after morning skate.
“Boston wanted you specifically. I’ve already spoken to their GM. You’re flying this evening or tomorrow morning: I’ll confirm once the paperwork clears.”
“Mom,” Shane managed.
“Oh sweetie. I know, okay. Those fuckers, how dare they do this! Two fucking cups! Now all of a sudden they decide they want a reset and you’re going to fund it.”
Shane put his head between his knees and tried to breathe. God, Boston. They hated him there; it was so far away; he was fucking their captain.
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06 Jun 2026
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Ch 26
Sitationship shane traded to Boston
Lives with Ilya
Love yous, new 7 yr contracts -
Gimme Kiss, Gimme Cuddles, Gimme All of You by rainydaysandwarmtea
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander is a university student trying his best. He is managing three jobs, two majors, and one sexuality crisis that threatens to upend his hockey career before it even starts. When his best friend, Rose, begs him to come with her to an exclusive BDSM club to let loose and experiment, Shane cannot believe it when he caves to her demands and agrees. Oh and it just so happens that unbeknownst to Shane the club is owned by a Russian mob boss. But really, what could go wrong?
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Or the one where organized crime boss Ilya meets hockey-playing uni student Shane and big feelings and kinky shenanigans unfold
Updates 2-3x per week <3
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05 Jun 2026
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Ch 32
Shane in uni
Ilya older, Bratva owns club
Boyfriends
Shane just found out about mob
Ilya sick with flu, both confessed love but in language the other doesn’t understand