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    “Perhaps we are doing her a favor then,” he says, pausing to chew the inside of his cheek before adding in a measured, careful voice. “I wouldn’t want to live without my love, either.”

    Arthur whips around in the saddle to stare at him, eyes hard and dark, like the storm clouds building on the distant horizon. “What love? You haven’t got a love,” he snaps, like he’s the sole keeper of all Merlin’s secrets.

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    Sometimes the thoughts are just too much. Sometimes Dan breaks. Sometimes he finds himself drowning on the kitchen floor, unwilling to ask for help and too insecure to think that anyone would want to help him anyway. Luckily, Phil loves him.

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    Despite the fact that Dan's mental health is better than it once was, he still has Bad Days from time to time. Luckily, he has Phil to help him through them. Involves a chilly day in October, a few simple gestures, and a lot of love. Inspired by a small moment in the pumpkin carving video.

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    On the good days, Dan can acknowledge that he’s doing well, in the grand scheme of things.

    When he’s in the pit, though, the darkness swallows him whole. He scrambles around blindly but all he can feel are the walls that he can’t climb. It’s as true now as it was ten years ago: when he’s living through the worst of it, it’s nearly impossible for him to understand that as things get worse, so too will they get better.

    But just like ten years ago, always, in that darkness, there’s Phil.

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    It's 2026, and Dan Howell has everything he only ever dared to dream about. He also still has depression, and days where nothing makes sense.

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    Tommy's a fuck up, he can't pay attention, and never sits still. He taps his hands, pushes people away, and has never had a best friend. He's a screwed up, forgotten kid lost in the foster system. He's also just been placed with a new family. Tommy knows how this goes, he never ends up staying long. After all, no one wants a fuck up like him.

    Why would this house be any different?

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    Or: the obligatory sbi foster au, but with a focus on the neurodivergent kids that inevitably get lost in the system.

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