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  1. Public Bookmark 14

    Holdin’ Onto Somethin’ That Cain’t Ever Be by

    Fandoms: Brokeback Mountain (2005)  

    13 May 2025

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    The blond could’ve gone to comfort him. Hug him the way the brunette seemed to need. He could’ve caressed Jack the way he did him in times of need. Tell him that it’ll all be okay. But Ennis just wasn’t built that way.

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    11 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 35

    Somethin’ Stupid by

    Fandoms: Brokeback Mountain (2005)  

    22 Jul 2024

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    The other boy held out a hand and said confidently, “I’m Jack. What’s your name?”

    He lightly shook his hand, “Ennis.”

    Ennis Del Mar and Jack Twist’s lives are always intertwined in some way, how could this one be any different?

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    11 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 18

    I picture it, soft, and I ache by

    Fandoms: Brokeback Mountain (2005)  

    06 Jan 2022

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    “I think I love her,” Ennis doesn’t look up but Jack can see a smile take over his face.

    “That’s great,” Jack says automatically, letting a smile play across his lips.

    But in reality his heart feels like it’s about to burst and he doesn’t know why.

    —

    Friends since childhood, Jack and Ennis are closer than anything. That is until Jack comes out as gay and suddenly, Ennis is making excuses to stay away from him. Things are further complicated when he realizes his feelings for his friend are much more than friendly. Jack is drowning in the stress of keeping it down and the only time he can get a breath of air is in his short moments with Ennis.

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    11 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 14

    Cottonmouth by Anonymous

    Fandoms: The Bear (TV 2022)  

    14 May 2026

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    “No- Carm. I’m-I’m not in the middle of anything. What’s up?”

    “Just uh… I’m pretty sure I’m gonna have a seizure, so would you mind stopping by to time me, make sure I don’t go status?”

    “Shit, yeah, sorry yeah, I can do that. Do you uh…”

    -

    After having a seizure, Carmy becomes very out of it and relies on Syd for support.

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    03 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    sydcarm 4 ever
    sickfic, my one true love

  5. Public Bookmark 33

    The Rise and Fall (and Rise again!) of Carmen Anthony Berzatto by

    Fandoms: The Bear (TV 2022)  

    02 Feb 2025

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    "I wanna throw Carmy a birthday party."

    "A birthday party?"

    "Yes."

    "For Carm?"

    "Yup."

    "Carmen Berzatto?"

    "Sydney."

    "Natalie. The guy in my bed?"

    "Ew. But yes. My little brother. Wait, he's here?"

     

    Or our beloved Carmy's life told in vignettes of his birthdays.

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    03 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    finish, really fucking fire but also really fucking sad