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    Back in Canada after the Olympics, March, 2014, Shane isn't handling the breakup that wasn't well. He finds the only place that he can sleep in is the recently completed investment property, for no particular reason.

    Meanwhile, on their last game before playoffs, Ilya casually walks through the city streets since he has no other plans and happens to walk by the condo on accident and is totally normal about the fact that the lights are on and someone is up there despite them not having contact since they've been back.

    It's fine. Everyone is fine.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    "Shane Hollander," he said. "We are lying in the very comfortable bed you bought for me to fuck you in, in the very weird condo you bought, also for me to fuck you in."

    "It's an investment," Shane grumbled.

    "And I have just fucked you, I think, very well," Rozanov continued. "At least I do not remember any complaints."

    He swung his body easily across the bed, pinning Shane in place.

    "No complaints," Shane huffed, almost a laugh. "No complaints here."

    "So why the fuck," Rozanov said into the soft skin beneath Shane's ear, "are you asking me about other men?"

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    Or: Shane thinks what he needs to do is fuck another man. Just to see. Just to know. Just to test if it's only Rozanov who can make him feel this way.

    But he has no idea how to go about fucking a stranger without it immediately becoming a story in the tabloids.

    And he can think of only one person to ask for advice. So, in a post-coital haze, he makes the obvious move: he asks Ilya Rozanov, his extremely casual fuckbuddy, for advice on how to pick up other men.

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    08 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 29

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    Hayden thinks Shane has a secret girlfriend named Lily. Unfortunately for everyone involved, "Lily" is actually Ilya, and thanks to Hayden, Ilya gets added to the MTL WAGs group chat as "Lily" which would be a lot easier if Ilya Rozanov wasn't already dangerously in love with Shane Hollander.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    “We are alone, yes.” It was not a question: an observation, matter-of-fact. If Shane didn’t know better, he’d say Rozanov sounded scared. And he had every right to be; the MAV was gone. The crew was gone. They were entirely, completely, utterly alone.

    “Yes,” murmured Shane.

    “Hmm,” replied Rozanov, which was not an answer. “Fuck.”

    “Fuck,” agreed Shane. “Fuck.”

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    On Sol 6, the Ares Three mission goes horribly, horribly wrong. Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov find themselves dealing with the consequences.

    Namely: being stranded on Mars, together.

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    Or: 'The Martian' but a gnarly, gnarly Mars situationship.

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    08 Jul 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark 36

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    If once is an accident and twice is coincidence, this is well beyond pattern territory. This time, though, they’re on the same page. It’s just sex, just mutually enjoyable, no-strings-attached pleasure. If Rozanov ghosts him for months at a time, only reaching out when he wants something from him, that’s perfectly fine because Shane wants the same thing too.

    or, the journey from We didn't even kiss to the episode 4 montage

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    08 Jul 2026

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    Shane was the first omega ever drafted into the NHL. His designation usually considered only good for two things: breeding and mating — and most people didn’t even think male omegas were worthy of the latter.

    He had a lot to prove.

    And he really couldn’t afford distractions.

    Especially when those distractions came in the form of a cocky Russian alpha.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    "We have newest member of the team with us today, as you all have seen.”

    Shane glanced up again, watching as the captain gestured vaguely toward Shane without looking at him. “Shane Hollander.” The name came out of his mouth like it was laced with poison.

    Shane became very aware of many eyes turning to him now. He felt a few claps on the back and tried to force a tight smile. But his eyes wandered back up to Ilya Rozanov, who was looking at him with so much quiet contempt, that Shane started to understand the phrase ‘if looks could kill.’
     

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    OR: Ilya spirals into a deep depression when Shane breaks things off with him definitively after a horrifying run in with their feelings (and tuna melts).

    They go no contact for close to a year until Shane is unexpectedly traded to Boston the following season.

    Shane finds his new captain is a version of Ilya he's never seen before: dark, icy, and distant.

    But their newfound proximity mixed with old feelings creates a complicated dynamic that they can't ignore forever.

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    08 Jul 2026

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  8. Public Bookmark 14

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    Shane doesn’t know why he can’t bring himself to shut it down completely, immediately. In no world has Shane Hollander ever considered fucking—or, what, being fucked?—by another man. He especially never had this thought about his Russian best friend, Ilya Rozanov—Ilya Rozanov with his big, broad body, ocean-competitor eyes, golden curls, and golden skin. 

    No, never. 

    “Isn’t there a hobby or something you can pick up?” Shane asks, instead. He looks at the ocean again. “Surfing? We live on the beach.”

    “Yes,” Ilya nods. “I could surf.”

    “Or—” Shane tries.

    “Or I can fuck a man,” Ilya says casually. 

    “Ilya,”

    “Hollander,” Ilya grins again, lazily, looking at him. “Is okay if you say no.”

    or: ilya is bored, shane is definitely not gay, and a new hobby seems like the only obvious solution.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    Hayden thinks Shane is asexual. Shane can't tell him why he knows he isn't.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    The video opens with an air of domesticity and almost innocence to it that foreshadowed nothing of what would follow. A quick sweeping shot of a bedroom, lights low, before the camera settles on a man standing in front of a mirror. The atmosphere is intimate and cozy. Ilya Rozanov is just finishing pulling the jersey over his head, abs and a trail of hair disappearing under a sea of blue. He turns to look in the mirror. His black boxer briefs visible where the jersey ends. HOLLANDER spelled across the back with 24 in the center

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    Well it's yet another Hollanov getting outted Pre-Tuna melt fic because this one is haunting my brain.
    How will the boys handle it when a stupid video they decided to make gets posted at the start of the 2016 season? Before they've ever had a chance to establish what they want with each other. What will the consequences be in a era before Scott Hunter kissing on the ice and Ilya's still the captain in Boston.

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    08 Jul 2026

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  11. Public Bookmark 56

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    Ilya has 99 problems, but fucking Shane isn't one. He may be going into rut mid-game at the Bell Center; he might want to claim more than the omega's sweet ass; it's quite possible that not biting Shane's mating gland will have physiological consequences and drive his inner alpha mad; he definitely refuses to become like his father, but Shane consenting to sharing his rut with him isn't one of his problems.

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    Ilya goes into rut in October 2016 in Montreal, and Shane agrees to share his rut with him. Things get a lot more intense than either of them was expecting, leading to Ilya going feral as the urge to mate Hollander drives his inner alpha mad and making his knot do interesting things.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    With the Montreal Metros suddenly in need of a new head coach, General Manager Shane Hollander turns to the one person who might know as much about winning as he does: his fellow Hall of Famer and ex decade-long situationship, Ilya Rozanov.

    But what starts as a simple job offer soon becomes a life-altering sea change neither could have ever imagined.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    NHL Enthusiast @hockey4life
    This is officially the weirdest day in All Of Hockey

    Ily-a @ilyahoezenov
    So we’re agreed that they’re not actually getting married right. Like something else is going on
    Hayden Pike’s 5th Child @heydenpike
    Well obviously Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov aren’t actually getting married, they’ve obviously been fucking with us all day

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    What if Shane and Ilya decide to explode the internet by letting their friends post about their wedding, before anyone knows they're together. A chaotic way to come out if they could do it on their own terms.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    Tampa doesn’t happen, and Shane and Rose get engaged. Two months later, the Hollander-Rozanov sex tape hits Twitter.

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    06 Jul 2026

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  15. Public Bookmark 51

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    Eight weeks after the tuna melt incident, Shane discovers that stepping away from Ilya Rozanov might not be as straightforward as he thought. After all, it would be hard to forget the man who knocked him up.

    Shane probably doesn’t want a kid, but he's finding it impossible to be honest with himself about much of anything.

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    05 Jul 2026

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  16. Public Bookmark 22

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    Ilya drops hockey before he can meet Shane through it but it doesn't stop them from falling in love.

    Or, a wrong number lends nurse Ilya Rozanov in hockey player Shane Hollander' dms.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    With the first overall selection of the 2010 NHL draft, the New York Admirals are proud to select Shane Hollander.
     

    “Ah, New York! New York is nice, yes?”

    “Uh, yeah, I guess. I haven’t really spent much time there. Yet, I guess.”

    “I am also moving to New York.”

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    On the night of the NHL draft, Shane Hollander goes to the gym. Ilya Rozanov may not be a hockey player, but somehow he is there, in Shane’s orbit, in New York, under his skin.

    Or, how more proximity can turn a fuck buddy into a best friend, but falling in love is always hard.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    “We want you to at least consider waiving your no-trade,” his general manager is saying, but the words barely register in Shane’s head. “Ahead of the playoffs, we want to make sure our team cohesion is as strong as possible, and there have been concerns about locker room dynamics . . .”

    And of course there are. Of course that’s what this is about.

    OR: When Shane comes out to the Voyageurs, a breakdown in team dynamics results in a last-minute trade to their divisional rival. In Boston, Shane and Ilya are forced to figure out whatever it is they're actually doing.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    When Shane hears his teammates make homophobic comments about Scott Hunter, he starts to think that maybe Montreal isn't the place for him.

    Or, Shane joins the Centaurs earlier.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    Welcome to the secure chat room.
    Chatting with 10 users.
    You are user AU08

    Rozanov: I want to coordinate a mass coming out for a bunch of MLH players. If we all come out at once, no one has to be first.

    Or, after his father's funeral Ilya decides to gather all the queer hockey players for a mass coming out.

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    03 Jul 2026

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