StartledBlueJay



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    Ella leaned forward, her grin widening as though she were gearing up for something big. “All right, the kiddie gloves are coming off!” she announced, practically buzzing with excitement.

    Ivan straightened slightly in his seat, already bracing himself. He knew what was coming next. After all, a person doesn’t just release a rejection song without raising a few eyebrows.

    “For those who don’t know,” she began, turning her attention to the camera, “MAPS is a heart-wrenching song about yearning and rejection!” She let the words linger, her dramatic delivery pulling the audience in, before turning back to Ivan with a glint of mischief in her eyes. “So, naturally, everyone has been dying to know—just who managed to break the Ivan’s heart?”

    The room seemed to hold its breath, her question hanging in the air as Ivan’s smile faltered, just for a second. It wasn’t the first time he’d heard it, and it wouldn’t be the last.

    Or I give Ivan Hanahaki and make it everyone's problem

    Or or My take on the Hanahaki trope (i.e trying to make it more logical) because I have beef with how people write it

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    04 Jul 2026

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    "And I guess I'm not ready to die for the love of my life." He added with a laugh, completely unaware of Till's internal crisis at these words.

    He's talking about the characters, not us. Till repeated in his head.

    He swallowed hard and nodded.

    "It probably doesn't make it any easier that we have the same names as the characters we play." He said, expressing his own anxiety in this way. Although he was a professional and had worked with many people on the set, feigning intimacy or hatred, this time he was playing with Ivan. It would be harder than ever for him to remember that it wasn't the real Ivan he was in love with who was kissing him, but a character kissing another character.

    He would like the real Ivan to also feel like he is kissing the real Till and not Till the character.

    Ivan laughed again and Till could swear he could hear choirs of angels.

    "Yeah, just like in Big Time Rush or the Jonas Brothers." He said with a smile.

    Till, like a fool in love, only said:

    "Huh?"

     

    OR: Actor AU where Till is so hopelessly in love with Ivan it's embarrassing.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    till challenges ivan to act as couple-y as possible during a stream without getting accused of anything.

     

    or: the most plotless streamer au. no plot, just fluff, vibes, and maybe a slight attempt at crack

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    02 Jul 2026

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    everytime cure-nim posts, u KNOW the photo's gonna change ur life
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    cure-nim, please stop cropping out the other boys. Ik u only love ivan but this is getting too much 😭😭😭
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    Ivan is part of a world-famous idol group and Till is the man behind his most popular fanpage.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    No one is supposed to know that Kevin Day is deaf. Kevin tells Jean anyway.

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