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it’s not that i think i’m good, i know i’m evil by redskyatmorning
Fandoms: Supernatural
15 May 2021
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For that brief moment he thinks Dean will turn to him and smile a little, and say, hey, at least you did it, Sammy, you got him, we got the ring. Then his stomach turns as Dean just looks away, tension knitting his brow, and he feels sick that he even thought it in the first place.
The conversation that leads up to Sam ending up in the panic room, again, to detox from demon blood.
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29 Jun 2026
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Drowning in the Depths (of my mind) by CrystalEclipse
Fandoms: LEGO Ninjago (Cartoon 2011-2022)
08 Mar 2026
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Being possessed for who-knows-how-long takes its toll on Lloyd. He's exhausted.
When Morro tries to trade him for the Realm Crystal, Lloyd can't fight back.
Someone else has to pull him back from the brink.
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04 May 2026
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If you asked Lloyd, he would tell you he was completely fine.
If you asked him after they defeated the Oni, he'd say the same thing, just like always.
Unfortunately, a concussed head, a body covered in injuries, and a mind overburdened with thoughts told his family otherwise.
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04 May 2026
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back to shore by gingerale_days (y2beans)
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Dec 2025
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"He needed to leave. He needed Ilya.
Shane walked towards the sitting room, making his way to where his shoes were positioned by the door, Ilya will stop him. Ilya will help him. Ilya will make him better."Shane drops after the infamous Vegas Hotel scene. Left to crash and burn alone, who will bring him back to shore?
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14 Apr 2026
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Ilya pulled off with a wet pop, a thin trail of white fluid connecting his lips to Shane’s nipple. He looked up at Shane’s stunned, confused face and chuckled.
“The little one doesn’t even know his own biology,” he mused, before licking the droplet from the swollen tip. “Succubi produce when they are well-fed and thoroughly satisfied.”
Before Shane could process that, Ilya’s hands were everywhere again–two on his hips making him bounce on his cocks, two rubbing and pinching his milk-slick nipples.
(or, when newly turned succubus Shane sneaks into the open penthouse window, he realizes he's not the predator in this game)
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- Part 15 of Crashing out over Hollanov
- Part 1 of Monster/Demon Ilya
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06 Apr 2026
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Hayden knows something is wrong the moment Shane lets his coat drop to the floor, in a little pile by the front door, instead of neurotically hanging it up like he always does. How could a hookup with 'Boston Lily' leave him this distraught?
Or; an outsider perspective of episode 4, where Hayden has to pick up the pieces Ilya left of Shane after he storms out of his home in Boston.
01/18/25- EPILOGUE ADDED!
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- Part 8 of Hollanov
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04 Apr 2026
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Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.
The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.
It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.
There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.
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Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.
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04 Apr 2026
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The Blood of My Enemy Stains My Hands Now by GalaxyThreads for Tamuril2
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Thor (Movies)
23 Apr 2019
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How Fury accidentally, unintentionally, adopted Loki as the semi-son he didn’t want. (One-Shot)
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20 Feb 2026
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Drag Me Through the Dark (Oh, Bless Your Little Black Heart) by HarpforHim
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Thor (Movies)
19 Jul 2022
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Blood still oozed from Thor’s wound, like one thick, long stream crawling down a cheek. It was this morbid comparison that made Loki aware of his own tears. They flowed fast and freely, thick droplets that dripped onto Thor’s chest and mixed with the dark pools of blood.
“I ca…” A single, choked sob stole his breath away as he gripped Thor’s arm. “I… I can’t do it. I’m sorry, brother, I… I can’t… I’m not… not strong enough…”
In this sequel to "That's How Heroes Are Made," Loki finds himself far more than six feet under the ground with a badly injured Thor. Acting as their only lifeline, Loki tries his best to get them both to the surface, but even gods bleed and the newest Avenger finds his own strength waning with each painful step...
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- Part 9 of Burdened with Glorious Fanfics ~ The Loki Files
- Part 2 of The Seventh Avenger
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17 Feb 2026
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I Hope I Don't Disappear (I Have Never Felt Free) by aliencritters
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Thor (Movies)
05 Jul 2025
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Loki peered down at his hands, clenching them into fists to keep from shaking. Thor sat on the dirt next to him and scrubbed his face.
“Norns, this was a disaster,” he said.
Loki glanced away. “Elk migrate. I sort of assumed you’d know that.”
“That… makes sense. Brother, if I hadn’t— if I knew—“
“You’re right. You wouldn’t have taken us west, and I wouldn’t have gone into the river.”
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OR: Loki, Thor, Sif, and the Warriors Three are on a hunt in the outer forests of Asgard. When they finally land a kill, it's on the other side of a raging river. So, naturally, they choose Loki to cross: a decision that everyone will come to regret.
BAD-THINGS-HAPPEN-BINGO PROMPT FILL: Peer Pressure
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11 Feb 2026
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The Squawk had become their cover, their communication hub, their war room. Robin did the actual broadcasts mostly playing music and reading pre-written community updates approved by the military presence in town, but the real purpose was the coded messages. Steve had helped her set up the whole system, spending hours figuring out how to get all the sound effects she wanted, taping things to walls and attempting to MacGyver random things around the station.
That was just who Steve was, but looking around the room now, Robin wondered more and more if anyone else actually saw that.
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- Part 8 of Under Pressure
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11 Jan 2026
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"I wonder where else you're sensitive," he says before kissing Keys hard enough that he's sure his lips are going to bruise. His hand slides back out of Keys' shirt to curl into his hair instead, holding him in place when Keys tries to jerk away. The other startles an involuntary moan out of him when he skims over the front of Keys' pants next.
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09 Jan 2026
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“Dunno. Probably just tired.” He drawls, closing his left eye and putting the tape back in the right place.
“Yeah, probably.” She affirms, letting him trek back to the counter and take a seat. “But you could make an appointment.”
“Alright, mom.” He replies, scrubbing a hand up his face.
She smiles at him in a way which hopefully doesn’t scream ‘my best friend has brain damage and I’m trying very hard to be chill about that.’
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In which there are consequences to having three concussions in three years, but it's okay because Steve's got some people to help with that.Bookmarked by StillAwakeAt3
04 Jan 2026
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Steve gets more than he bargained for when an anonymous letter draws him out of Hawkins. What should be an easy transaction becomes a race to save his life.
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04 Jan 2026
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Steve’s stomach churned in anticipation. After discussing everything in great detail Eddie had told Steve to relax, that he’d take care of everything. Now all he had to do was wait, which turned out to be so much harder than having the conversation. He couldn’t stop thinking about it, it was taking over his every thought, and causing more than one awkward boner while at work. The fact he hadn’t been caught sneaking to the bathrooms to take care of it was a miracle and he was left with the shame of being that guy who jerked off at work.
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29 Dec 2025
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In which Eddie wants nothing more than to give Steve the gentle kindness he deserves.
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Apparently, when given the ability to feel comfortable about it, Steve was clingy as fuck. He was all wandering hands and his cheek on Eddie’s shoulder and hips pressed into hips and lingering looks and those horrible jock hugs with the slap on the back at the end and, and - Eddie felt like dying.
“I feel like I’m dying, Robin,” Eddie whines; rubbing his hands down his face.
“You’re so dramatic,” Robin says with an eye roll so powerful he’s surprised she doesn’t fall over by sheer force.
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29 Dec 2025
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Steve is plagued with nightmares following the Vecna fight, but it's fine. Nobody needs to know about it. They have their own stuff to deal with.
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“Steve?” Someone asks, but he doesn’t know who. The lights are too bright and the air smells like antiseptic and he just needs a second—“Steve.”
“I’m fine,” he says reflexively.
There’s an incredulous scoff that Steve instantly recognizes as belonging to Nancy. “Forgive me if I don’t believe you.” Footsteps—more than one pair—are following after him. Steve doesn’t stop, his gaze zeroed in on the elevator.
“You’re forgiven,” he snaps.
“Steve,” Nancy says, grabbing his arm and pulling him to a stop. “When was the last time you slept?”
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28 Dec 2025
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you don't have to be sorry for doing it on your own by elyzaapple
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
15 Dec 2025
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He gets the call and everything is slow motion. He’s barely able to understand what’s happening. The words are mumbled in his brain, he picks them apart like he’s sifting for a needle in a haystack. Claudia Henderson was found dead. Her son is waiting at the police station.
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Steve becomes Dustin's legal guardian after his mom's death. He's figuring it out along the way with the help of a certain curly-haired metal-head he can't seem to get out of his head.
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- Part 1 of you are not alone
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18 Dec 2025
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While down in the tunnels, the tunnels close, leaving Steve and the kids trapped. Now, they have to wait for the others to find them. Steve promised he’d keep these kids safe, so that’s what he’s going to do. After all, he’s a damn good babysitter. Even in creepy Upside Down tunnels that are collapsing more by the minute.
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08 Dec 2025
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He thinks about the relief in Eddie’s voice when he said he had a hunch about Steve’s whereabouts, like Dustin is the chosen one for understanding what makes Steve tick. Eddie’s joked about it before; he’d called it “sibling telepathy” when Dustin had silently communicated his popcorn order at the movies, and he’d nudged Steve in the ribs when Steve’s nose wrinkled meaning Gross, dude. Then Steve had huffed a laugh, nudging Dustin back. Okay, okay. I’ll pay for it, you little shit.
But Eddie gets Steve, too, Dustin thinks; that’s why he called him. And yeah, it’s different than the way Dustin understands Steve, but it’s significant enough for Eddie to make the cut of Steve Harrington Interpreters in Dustin’s mind.
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04 Dec 2025