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Don't Forget To Remember Me by fandomfluffandfuck
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
21 Jul 2022
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Bucky is delirious, paranoid, and physically trembling - barely holding onto reality, really - after he frees himself from HYDRA's shackles, motivated by something he's forgotten. He can't get back what he has forgotten. He doesn't even remember what he wants to get back!
He can't remember. All he can do is keep moving. Until he can't. Crashing when the different cocktails of drugs HYDRA forced into their weapon to keep it functioning correctly (with various uses from lulling it into obedience after finding its feet enough to try to disobey again all the way to shots of drugs that it’d be given mid-mission, helping it to stay awake and alert, even if the weapon was running on empty) still within its system are finally burned through. And he isn’t able to outrun the symptoms of withdrawal like he was trying to run from his captive past.
However, at least Steve has impeccable timing; finding him at this make-or-break moment and coaxing him back into the light.
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15 Jul 2026
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[ formerly titled "tremble wolf" : never abandoned i just update slow !! ]
Steve moves his arms, palms sliding to cup its cheekbones, thumbs brushing over the deep bags under its eyes. His hands are calloused but they are warm and the Asset is far too warm at the moment but it's Steve touching it and would a leper, no matter how infested by sickness, pull themself from God's hands? No.
or: Steve tracks down the Winter Soldier after the bridge fight, but not in time — he is still wiped and again doesn’t remember him. SHIELD (in an operation spearheaded by Steve) captures him, and amidst Bucky’s drug withdrawals and trauma responses, try to rehabilitate him. Considering himself an it, a machine and nothing more, Steve tries to have a decimated Bucky remember who he is.
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14 Jul 2026
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Trust Me (I Will Let You Down) by Anonymous
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
06 Apr 2019
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Prompt 7: "Just trust me."
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03 Jul 2026
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Bucky’s been spending less time in his own body recently.
With the stress of losing time, and Sam acting distant, James starts to worry something else is going on behind his back.
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Sam thinks he’s doing Bucky a favor.Bookmarked by TeaMeadow
01 Jul 2026
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Don't Dream It's Over by midnightdragons
Fandoms: Captain America (Anthony Mackie Movies), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
21 Jul 2025
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For a brief instant, Sam had thought that Bucky would be okay. That he would be fine, that this would be nothing. Bucky fell all the time: he had always hurled himself from planes like a madman during the missions they used to run together. He would be fine, right?
And then Bucky had hit the ground, and all Sam could do was watch.
When Bucky is badly injured on a mission with the so-called New Avengers, despite everything, Sam shows up.
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- Part 16 of Bucky-centric Fics
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18 Jun 2026