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  1. Public Bookmark 2

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    He's not entirely sure why Changbin is even doing this to him, for him, or why he allows all of this.

    In a way, Seungmin is like a dog, always needs attention, always all over his owner, wagging his tail and poking at him for any scraps he can receive. And he's in love. It's a deadly, terrible combination.

    And Changbin is just indulging his terrible needs and Seungmin might just die any of these days if Changbin indulges him just a little more.

     

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    Seungmin's in love. His love does not love him back.

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    08 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 61

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    Jisung furrows his brow. “Well, I thought it was you, but I guess not anymore. Your boyfriend told him, maybe? That’s not the point. The point is, you don’t tell me about your relationships.”

    Minho is still reeling from the gut punch of someone referring to Seungmin as his boyfriend. “That’s not what happened. Seungmin and I, we’re…”

    “You’re what?”

    Thoughts whizz past Minho at the speed of sound. Pinned like a butterfly under a magnifying glass, the love of his life stares straight through him. In this moment, there is one thing he knows: Jisung cannot know about Minho’s feelings. 

    “We, uh, we are together."

    When Minho realizes Jisung will never love him back, he runs to Seungmin.

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    21 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 18

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    Seungmin is used to function under pressure. Its all part of being idol. But when a few careless compliments about his accidental weight loss form into the wrong thoughts in his head it gets to much.

    It begins with skipped meals until it serials. With every pound lost the praise grows louder and the voice in his head gets louder.

    Even if his body weakens and people around him start to worry, Seungmin convinces himself that he is in controll. After all he never looked better.
    And he cant afford to loose now.

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    Seungmins skips meals out of stress and it quickly spirals out of controll.

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    25 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 41

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    Watched the world from the sidelines
    Had nothing to prove
    'Til you came into my life
    Gave me something to lose

    or, for as long as Jisung can remember, his birthdays have been spent alone, wishing for friends to celebrate with. Now, at 24, he still finds himself without anyone to share the day with. That is, until he meets Minho, who offers to spend Jisung's birthday with him and make it meaningful.

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    23 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 12

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    Jisung's storyline from Like a flower (You need to be nurtured)

    "Maybe this is what love looked like, something that was only able to be appreciated behind closed doors. And if that was all Jisung was going to get, he wasn't going to complain. He was going to latch onto this feeling even if he knew deep down, something wasn't right."

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    19 Apr 2026