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He's not entirely sure why Changbin is even doing this to him, for him, or why he allows all of this.
In a way, Seungmin is like a dog, always needs attention, always all over his owner, wagging his tail and poking at him for any scraps he can receive. And he's in love. It's a deadly, terrible combination.
And Changbin is just indulging his terrible needs and Seungmin might just die any of these days if Changbin indulges him just a little more.
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Seungmin's in love. His love does not love him back.Bookmarked by XiRow
08 Jun 2026
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Jisung furrows his brow. “Well, I thought it was you, but I guess not anymore. Your boyfriend told him, maybe? That’s not the point. The point is, you don’t tell me about your relationships.”
Minho is still reeling from the gut punch of someone referring to Seungmin as his boyfriend. “That’s not what happened. Seungmin and I, we’re…”
“You’re what?”
Thoughts whizz past Minho at the speed of sound. Pinned like a butterfly under a magnifying glass, the love of his life stares straight through him. In this moment, there is one thing he knows: Jisung cannot know about Minho’s feelings.
“We, uh, we are together."
When Minho realizes Jisung will never love him back, he runs to Seungmin.
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21 May 2026
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Seungmin is used to function under pressure. Its all part of being idol. But when a few careless compliments about his accidental weight loss form into the wrong thoughts in his head it gets to much.
It begins with skipped meals until it serials. With every pound lost the praise grows louder and the voice in his head gets louder.
Even if his body weakens and people around him start to worry, Seungmin convinces himself that he is in controll. After all he never looked better.
And he cant afford to loose now.Or
Seungmins skips meals out of stress and it quickly spirals out of controll.
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- Part 12 of Oneshots
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25 Apr 2026
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Watched the world from the sidelines
Had nothing to prove
'Til you came into my life
Gave me something to loseor, for as long as Jisung can remember, his birthdays have been spent alone, wishing for friends to celebrate with. Now, at 24, he still finds himself without anyone to share the day with. That is, until he meets Minho, who offers to spend Jisung's birthday with him and make it meaningful.
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23 Apr 2026
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Jisung's storyline from Like a flower (You need to be nurtured)
"Maybe this is what love looked like, something that was only able to be appreciated behind closed doors. And if that was all Jisung was going to get, he wasn't going to complain. He was going to latch onto this feeling even if he knew deep down, something wasn't right."
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19 Apr 2026
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A small boy follows behind them, looking at his feet with tension in his shoulders. Hyunjin is taken back by his beauty, white-blonde hair framing his freckled face.
His voice is lost in his throat, but no one expects him to be put together. He’s looking at Yongbok, and Yongbok is watching him too, a shy smile on his heart shaped lips.
Hyunjin isn’t blind to beauty. He can see when someone looks good, but the tug of want in his chest is new. There’s something about the shy boy that makes Hyunjin want to never stop looking at him. He wonders if this is attraction, or if he’s just surprised at how healthy Yongbok looks. Most people who come in here look worn down and sick, but Yongbok’s skin has a warm glow.---
Or: a mental institution love story that isn't as dark as it may sound
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- Part 2 of Novels
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- 111,492
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09 Apr 2026
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changbin loves hyunjin. he loves him so much, it makes him forget chan sometimes.
so, yes. it's true, changbin loves hyunjin.
... but not as much as chan.
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hyunjin was changbins first kiss, first boyfriend, first time. he was a lot of firsts for changbin, but there was one thing hyunjin wasn't;
changbins first love.
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30 Mar 2026
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After a decade at the top, Stray Kids are thrown into crisis when a car accident leaves Han in a coma... and Lee Know terrified of losing the person he loves. When Han wakes a month later with no memories of his life, career, or relationship, the group goes on hiatus to support his recovery. As Han slowly rebuilds his identity by relearning Stray Kids through their own content, Lee Know struggles with loving someone who no longer remembers him. With the members rallying around them both, they all face the painful, hopeful journey of healing, patience, and rediscovery.
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I watched The Vow recently and this idea popped in my head. It's going to be sad...
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30 Mar 2026
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Seungmin can't handle any more of this torment when his will to fulfill his dreams is the only thing keeping him from jumping off the bridge. One day, someone suspicious messages him, and his troubles tenfold, adding on to another like a domino effect. But new people enter his life at the same time and his life is taking a different turn—both for better and worse. In the process, he learns what its like to be loved. Cared. Something he was stripped of feeling for a long time.
Maybe he had a chance. He could see an opening, but it's very narrow. He could just wish that tiny tether of hope wouldn't break before he does.
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Basically an angst filled version of Seungmins high school life before debut. Please read tags.Bookmarked by XiRow
25 Mar 2026
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Han Jisung has no friends. None whatsoever. He’s constantly bullied and ostracized for traumatic past.
Under the guidance of his psychiatrist, he creates a group chat with seven unknown numbers, a plan to overcome his social anxiety.
Betrayal, mental health and self discovery are the new forefront of Jisung’s life and honestly, he doesn’t know if he’s going to survive with himself and his friends intact.
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- Part 1 of the unknown people series
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16 Mar 2026
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hunger (/ˈhəNGɡər/)
1. a feeling of discomfort or weakness caused by lack of food, coupled with the desire to eat.
2. to have a strong desire or craving for.
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Technically speaking, Seungmin never really decides he’s going to diet again. He’s smarter than that now. He’s learned. Even if the thought crosses his mind, even if it lingers for just a moment longer than it should, he tells himself he’s different now. He won’t be as strict. He’s better. He’s healthy.He’s not dieting, so it isn’t a problem.
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or: seungmin is completely fine. but recovery is hard.Series
- Part 14 of skz-centric angst
- Part 2 of what happens to a house when it is left alone
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15 Mar 2026
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Seungmin had always been a little self-conscious about his body. He wasn’t really sure why, but he was, and he didn’t like showing too much skin. None of his previous outfits had had little coverage. So now, wearing something that could show more than he wanted to show, he was nervous.
Or, Seungmin receives a new outfit, and his stylist sees something new in him - something that she will bring out herself, no matter what it takes.
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- Part 14 of Kim Seungmin-centric
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12 Mar 2026
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Why did Jisung never listen to his friends?
They had told him so many times to stay away from Minho… The wounds on his face, his threatening aura and his cold attitude; their gut feelings just begged them to be careful.
But when Minho started getting harassed by the same students who used to bully him, Jisung could not just watch and do nothing. He had to help him out no matter what.
Not that Minho would ever accept his help, or anything... From anyone.
Ever.
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In which Jisung desperately tries to befriend Minho… until his dark past eventually catches up to him.
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- 35/35
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11 Mar 2026
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Hyunjin yearns to leave the slumbering hills and quiet days of his hometown for the shot of becoming a model in the gritty splendor of New York City. All he’s ever wanted is to become something great, someone special.
The life of Hyunjin Hwang unfolds itself like a supernova where he will do whatever it takes to reach the top. He’s determined to go from a wide-eyed nobody to the industry’s next big supermodel. And if his journey there happens to include the three drastically different romances he encounters along the way, he doesn’t complain. Boy next door, ink-skinned rockstar and a sports car obsessed douchebag with villas in Italy? Yes please.
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09 Mar 2026
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When the pressure of being an idol became too much, Minho and Jisung unintentionally discovered each other’s unhealthy coping mechanisms. In an attempt to cover up their secrets from the group, they pretend to be in a relationship. Little did they know that what they feared the most would be the exact missing piece to finally help them.
Or Minho has an eating disorder, Jisung self-harms and they both almost get found out and pretend to be in a relationship in a desperate attempt to hide the truth. Unexpectedly sharing their deepest and darkest secrets helps them feel a little less alone on the rocky road to recovery.
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07 Mar 2026
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Minho has always been the problem...so what happens when he takes a step back from the people he loves and lets them move on without him. While he reconciles with his past...
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Or Minho goes down a path of self-destruction and distances himself. But what happens when the others still love him in the end?
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- Part 2 of Not Selfish
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- 30/30
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05 Mar 2026
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Minho just wants to be.. good.
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- 1/1
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05 Mar 2026
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he couldn't give in.
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- Part 1 of angsty self-inserts
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04 Mar 2026
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“You’re not up here to jump, are you?”
Jisung had immediately regretted his words: the callousness of them, the way the pretty stranger standing before him had widened his eyes in shock before tilting his head in thoughtful consideration.
“Not if you let me bum a cigarette,” Minho had replied.
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or: jisung and minho are strangers who form an unexpected bond as they keep running into each other on an abandoned rooftop at night, spilling their deepest fears and secrets to each other. their meetings quickly turn into a daily routine until one day, one of them doesn't show up.
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- English
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- 9,106
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- 1/1
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04 Mar 2026
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The story of Hyunjin's life, from six years old to 12th grade.
TW!! Please read the tags.
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26 Feb 2026