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  1. Public Bookmark 33

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    5 times Shane needs headphones and Ilya gives them to him. One time Ilya isn't there to give Shane his headphones.

    Literally just a vessel for my hurt/comfort. So, so much comfort.

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    09 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    “S’not the cleanser,” Shane says.

    Ilya frowns, confused. “No? What else could it be? Nothing else has touched your face tonight except–”

    Shane opens his eyes again just in time for the penny to drop, for his own horror to be reflected back at him on Ilya’s handsome face.

    “No, it can’t be.”

    “It is.”

    “No.”

    “It has to be, Ilya,” Shane says miserably, wishing there was some hole in his own logic but knowing there isn’t. “It started burning as soon as you, um, finished. And then when I ran in here to wipe it off, the welts were in the same pattern as where you’d, y’know…” Shane trails off, cheeks now heating from embarrassment on top of everything else.

    “As where my cumshot had landed on your face,” Ilya finishes dryly, though his smile quickly fades. “Fuck, Shane.”

    “I know.”

    “I really got you good," he murmurs, his thumb tracing along the worst welt that bisects Shane’s cheek, his touch featherlight. “It would almost be beautiful if you weren’t in pain, no?”

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    09 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 74

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    Hyposensitivity, most commonly seen in autistic people, refers to decreased responsivity to sensory inputs. Those experiencing hyposensitivity have a harder time stimulating their senses than normal, which often leads to sensory-seeking behaviors.

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    5 cases where Shane had abnormal sensory responses, +1 time where he wasn't alone in it.
    A character study of Shane Hollander through the lens of autistic under-responsivity, because I firmly believe this is the case in cannon and want to depict it.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    "I just—I should be thankful we haven’t seen this side of him on home ice, eh?”

    Ilya frowned at the comment. “What do you mean?”

    “Shane’s captain voice is very different from his teammate voice.” Wyatt shrugged simply. “He’s a lot more proactive here. And louder. He sees everything and he doesn’t hesitate to point it out. But at home, he leaves that to you and Wiebe and Bood.”

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    Shane has some scars from his time with Montreal that still linger. It takes Ilya a hot minute to stumble onto the fact, and just a little longer to confront it head on.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Shane’s uncle arrives from Japan for Shane and Ilya's wedding, which becomes complicated in ways Ilya does not expect.

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    06 Jul 2026