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  1. Rec *

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    Shane
    Last chance. Take your tank top back.

    Lily
    no, it's a fucking gift
    keep it

    Shane
    Fine.
    I'll show you what I do with gifts from alphas like you.

    Lily
    what the hell is that supposed to mean???
    hollander
    fuck

    Shane doesn't get injured after Tampa, and Ilya breaks up with him to save both their hearts. (Un?)Fortunately for Ilya, Shane isn't letting him go without a fight.

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    28 Jul 2026

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    After Vegas, Shane begins to give up on Ilya and looks for a new way to feel wanted.

    Ilya, of course, finds out about this and locks in.

    A small dose of jealousy and a bigger dose of communication add up to change the trajectory of their affair from 2014 onward.

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    27 Jul 2026

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    “Oh, just that Ilya and I have been fucking for, like, a decade.” Shane said, nonplussed.

    JJ’s jaw dropped. Hayden let out a weird, choking sound. Troy started laughing, but it also sounded like he was crying. Wyatt and Cliff looked at each other, huge smiles taking over their faces.

    “He’s who I had sex with this morning,” Shane continued, oblivious to the table’s reactions. “Twice.” He added cheerfully.

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    It was supposed to be a casual night out with friends - until, JJ and Hayden show up, with Shane (his secret boyfriend).

    Shane is panicking, of course, so Ilya pours him some vodka, as an emergency option. This turns out to be a mistake. Lips get loose, and secrets are revealed.

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    26 Jul 2026

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    Who.

    Who taught Shane about this.

    Ilya is going to kill someone, and then himself. Not Shane. Never Shane. But he is going to have to kill someone with his bare hands.

    Or: Shane invents advanced blowjob positions with his own beautiful freaky mind, thereby unintentionally turning Ilya into a danger to himself and others.

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    25 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander has chemistry with his new American linemate. Montreal fans are thrilled. Ilya Rozanov is not.

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    25 Jul 2026

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    Forester (Admirals🔛🔝)
    So the true way to combat the Bisexual Russian Terminator isn’t with homophobia...
    It's actually with even more gay
    ...
    You're a goddamn genius.

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    The NHL rookies have joined forces to strategize now that two of the greatest hockey players of all time are on the same team and Ilya Rozanov must suffer from the unintended consequences of making hockey more woke.

    Mainly, the way everyone keeps implying that they want to fuck his husband.

    or: a group of rookies unionize and employ chirping as a form of psychological torture against a one Ilya Grigoryevich Rozanov.

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    25 Jul 2026

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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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    24 Jul 2026

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    Shane’s eyes flitted down to his half-empty beer, the condensation soaking his hand. He took a sip, half to have something to do besides avoid Ilya’s stare, half hoping it would provide a little liquid courage. Unfortunately, it had sat for too long, the liquid becoming room temperature, and Shane couldn’t help his grimace as it slid down his throat.

    Ilya, who still hadn’t looked away, let out an amused huff at Shane’s evident misery.

    “Do you want something better?” Ilya’s voice was low, a bit hoarse. Seductive, if Shane had to put a name to it, but that could have been the hopeful part of his brain talking. He only arched an eyebrow in response, not trusting his own voice to carry his words. It seemed to be enough for Ilya. “Follow me.”

    or; shane and ilya's first meeting

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    24 Jul 2026

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    Shane thinks he knows everything about his boyfriend.

     

    He knows Ilya is insufferable after scoring, and handsy when he’s drunk.

     

    What Shane doesn’t know is how Ilya acts when he’s high. Until he finds out at Wyatt’s party.

     

    OR: Weed turns Ilya into a whiny, pathetic mess and Shane likes it too much, and does something about it.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    “Ilya, can you just leave it? We can’t cum like that anyway, so it doesn’t really matter.” Shane said, trying to change the topic.

    Ilya’s head snapped round to Shane, “What did you just say? That is not true. Or if it is, many people have been lying to me.”

    Shane felt the familiar squeeze of jealousy and looked away, “Well I never have, so I just thought maybe I couldn’t.” Shane shrugged.

    “No one has ever made you cum with their mouth?” Ilya asked incredulously.

    Shane just shrugged again and kept walking, not saying anything else, his face turning red. “But you cum when they fuck you, yes?” Ilya asked, seeming to be genuinely concerned.

    Or Ilya finds out no one has ever made Shane cum and offers to change that, feelings ensue, then they have fuck about it.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    For a second, Ilya think he might have blacked out or misheard through the nervous flow of words. But when Shane finally meets his eyes, they are begging him to respond. Ilya swallows thickly.

    “You… you want me to fuck you? Why?”

    Shane is a nervous mess again. “I mean, it’s just an idea but…” he sighs again, seemingly hyping himself up to be brave. “I know you have experience with… men. So you could like, show me how to do stuff. And I trust you, of course. So, I wouldn’t be as nervous. And you already know that I’m a virgin, so you wouldn’t, yknow, be weirded out. It would be more casual.”

    Casual. Rightttttt.

    Or : Ilya has been in love with his best friend since they were teenagers. When Shane finally comes to terms with his sexuality, he turns to Ilya to be his first time. Ilya could never refuse.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    The athletic center has a gym floor, a shower block, a recovery pool, and a sauna. Shane has done something he regrets in all four of them.

    Or - 3 times Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov almost get caught fooling around in the athletic center, and the 1 time they actually do.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    Shane meets the highly acclaimed Ilya Rozanov aka the text man, the weed man, and the fuck man.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    “Shane has boyfriend?"

    “Mom thinks so. He’s dodging my texts, but it definitely seems like he’s seeing someone.”

    Ilya's whispered "No" was drowned out by a loud snort from another teammate, who said something like, "Good for lil' bro."

    Ilya shouldn’t feel like dying. Should have expected this to happen at some point. Deserved it, even. He had been ghosting Shane for months, after all.

    In which Ilya knows he's not good enough to be with his best friend's little brother. He spirals over Shane possibly dating someone else nonetheless.

    Alternatively, Ilya will always be the one Shane will still run to.

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    11 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander shows up to university excited for another year of being the best at what he does. Unfortunately, the man who beat him at last year's World Prospect Cup is also there, and Ilya Rozanov hasn't gotten any less annoying. Or any worse at hockey.

    Now if only Shane could focus on the ice, and stop thinking about nice hands, pretty lips, and the sound of his name in a Russian accent.

    OR: They play together in college, and discoveries are made.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Ilya watches his fingers fiddle with it. “Hear what? Hear us sleep?” he scratches behind his own ear, helpfully. “I snore so loud?”

    “No, Ilya, they can hear us not sleep,” Shane leans forward, searching Ilya’s face. Almost. “What we do before we sleep.”

    And Shane knows he gets it, because his whole face lights up, and Shane isn’t really in the position to appreciate it fully because the context is just not allowing him to. And it makes him feel worse. “Ah, that!” Ilya is laughing, and he presses down on Shane’s neck more solidly, shaking him around a little, almost proud if Shane had to guess.

    or, Shane's roommates can hear him and Ilya when they have sex, and it becomes a problem

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    08 Jul 2026

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    Ilya and Shane learn how to handle hockey, school, their fraternities, and their relationship.

    What happens when one misunderstanding almost ruins everything?

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    07 Jul 2026

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    “I have no idea what you’re talking about,” Shane says truthfully. “Who was staring at me? Rozanov?”

    “Ignore him,” Hayden cuts in. “He thinks you two hooked up at their party.”

    Shane chokes on his water. “I’m sorry, what?”

    Troy studies his face, “You did! I fucking knew it, I’m about to cash in. Kappa Tau has this huge pot going, on whether Rozy has the balls to hook up with another frat brother. I knew he’d be a sucker for your freckles Hollander, he’s always had a thing for you.”

    “Stop!” Shane rushed to say, seeing Troy’s thumbs fly across his phone. He started panicking, “No! No! We did not fucking hook up, what the fuck Barrett?”

    Or the one where Shane and Ilya are presidents of their own respective fraternities and Shane has the stupidest idea to fall for his rival (feat. a pining Shane and whipped Ilya.)

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    07 Jul 2026

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    “Just go.” Ilya said, already leaning again.

    Shane huffed a laugh against his mouth.

    “You’re literally the problem.”

    “Then stop kissing me back.”

    He didn’t.

     
    or, College AU where Shane and Ilya go to the same university, secretly sleep together, and are so obsessed with each other it’s starting to become a problem.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    "Now, now," Ilya calls to the room, walking in from the shower, hair still dripping wet. Shane can see the dark spots from where the droplets landed on his shirt. The idiot hasn't even dried off completely, the wet of his body making his shirt stick. He wants to take a towel and smother him. "Do not stress Hollander out. Is bad for baby."

    Luca makes a confused sound from where he's lacing up his sneakers. The angel that he is, he spares Shane the irritation of not joining whatever nonsense the rest of the guys are cooking up. "Huh? What baby?"

    "Him," he goes to his cubby, starts messing around with his bag, his back to the room. "Hollander is baby."

    "Rozanov." Shane is at the end of his rope. This entire team can burn to the ground for all he cares.

    5 times Shane obliviously sits through Ilya’s affection + 1 time he realizes it

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    Chapters:
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    5,353
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    1,560
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    80,972

    02 Jul 2026

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