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    Dean knows that Cas doesn't like him. They're not even friends, not really. But Dean can't help it, he wants to be around Cas, he wants to be his friends, he wants... more. But he has to respect that Cas is just not interested.

    It's not until Cas gets into the first heat of his life in front of him that Dean is faced with the fact that maybe, just maybe, Cas doesn't hate him at all.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    Nearly forty, Aziraphale's struck with the desire for a pup. With no alpha, he decides to look for a donor. Crowley responds to his ad, and they meet at the Dirty Donkey where neither expects to find someone interesting. It seems that the process of finding a donor is not so simple when feelings quickly emerge between the two of them.

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    26 May 2026

  3. Rec *

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    John’s stag-do doesn’t go as planned. Or--depending on how you look at it--it went exactly as planned. Life goes on, of course, but can it?

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    23 May 2026

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    Dean Winchester was going to die.

    When he didn't present at sixteen as expected, Dean was illegally recorded as an Alpha. He has known for a long time that he wasn't one, but to stay and protect his young brothers, Dean accepted the lie and hid his true nature until it couldn't be hidden anymore and his first heat came.

    None of it mattered after Dean was framed and sent to prison.

    An Alpha prison.

    Shot full of suppressants that would give him at most a month until his true nature was revealed, Dean was thrown into a dangerous world where if even one Alpha discovered the truth, Dean's life would be forfeit.

    Fate has a funny way of working though, in even the filthiest, most dangerous of places.

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    12 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 36

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    “Dean, man you should tell him,” Sam was saying.
    “Sam, I mean it. Drop it.” Dean’s voice was hard.
    “Dean, he has a point. It’s been a year now, it wouldn’t be you pushing him, or Cas jumping into anything!” Charlie was arguing back.
    Dean’s voice snapped, sounding anguished and Cas felt his body grow cold. “And what the fuck am I supposed to say? ‘Hey Cas, sorry the one you really wanted to be with, the only person I’ve ever seen you love, was actually a giant fucking douche bag, but I’ve been in love with you since we were sixteen if you wanted a second option.’”
    Cas felt the breath punch out of him and he barely held back his soft gasp. Blood rushed in his ears and he damn near dropped the beer bottle in his hand, barely grasping it with a white knuckled grip.
    I’ve been in love with you since we were sixteen.
    Holy fuck. Holy fuck.
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    Or, Dean and Cas have been in love for a decade, but are idiots and didn't realize it, because of course they didn't.

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    12 May 2026