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  1. Public Bookmark 26

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    Buck and Eddie kiss for the first time in the middle of a park in El Paso, in the heights of beautiful, Texas spring. They do it surrounded by flowers, a warm breeze, and a million unspoken words.

    Fifteen minutes after they kiss, after Eddie's legs go shaky with anxiety enough that Buck lowers them both to the ground, staining their pants green and blue with the grass and flowers, Eddie starts speaking.

    “I picked a bluebonnet once, when I was a kid.”

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    29 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 54

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    Evan Buckley is Eddie Diaz's best friend.

    In 2026 that is.

    In 2035, Evan Buckley is Eddie Diaz's Husband.

    So what happens when they swap places, and 2026 Eddie wakes up in 2035 Eddie's body? and what if 2035 Eddie was tied up and gagged, mid-way through getting fucked by his husband?

    ...and what if his husband knew the swap was coming all along?

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    28 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 33

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    Buck wakes up tied to a post in a barn with Eddie behind him struggling to fight someone. Eddie's hand is squeezing Buck’s. Buck turns to see what's happening: Harley has Eddie in his clutches.

    Alternative story of S09E13 Mother's Boy and the aftermath.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    “I can’t sleep,” Spooky Doorway Eddie says. “Can we just keep fighting tomorrow?”

    The annoyance drops from a boil to a simmer. He reaches for the covers, holding up a corner in an invitation for a temporary truce. “I’m still mad at you.”

    “I know,” Eddie offers, crossing the room and slipping beneath the sheets. “I’m mad at you, too.”

     

    Or, a first fight and a truce.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    Captain Buckley, who is steady, who has his shit together, who definitely does not recognize his new probie because he spent a night eight years ago with his hands in that man's hair whispering things against his skin that would get him fired on the spot if anyone in this building ever found out.

    "You must be Eddie Diaz." His hand goes out. Not shaking, by some miracle that deserves its own cathedral, its own patron saint, the patron saint of men who are dying inside and shaking hands about it. "Welcome to the 118. It’s nice to meet you, I’m Captain Buckley."

    Eddie takes his hand. A firm grip, calloused in places Buck doesn't remember, but Buck's skin recognizes him anyway, every nerve, all at once.

    "Captain." Eddie's voice is level, pleasant, perfectly neutral, and Buck would buy it completely if he couldn't see the tension bolted into Eddie's shoulders. "Thanks for having me." A beat. "You got a first name, Captain Buckley?"

    "Evan. But most people just call me Buck."

    "Buck," Eddie repeats, tasting it, dragging it out, and Buck's stomach drops through the floor. "Suits you."

    Or,
    Captain Buckley WILL NOT fuck his new probie, okay? At least, not again.

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    18 Jun 2026