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Buck and Eddie kiss for the first time in the middle of a park in El Paso, in the heights of beautiful, Texas spring. They do it surrounded by flowers, a warm breeze, and a million unspoken words.
Fifteen minutes after they kiss, after Eddie's legs go shaky with anxiety enough that Buck lowers them both to the ground, staining their pants green and blue with the grass and flowers, Eddie starts speaking.
“I picked a bluebonnet once, when I was a kid.”
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29 Jun 2026
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Evan Buckley is Eddie Diaz's best friend.
In 2026 that is.
In 2035, Evan Buckley is Eddie Diaz's Husband.
So what happens when they swap places, and 2026 Eddie wakes up in 2035 Eddie's body? and what if 2035 Eddie was tied up and gagged, mid-way through getting fucked by his husband?
...and what if his husband knew the swap was coming all along?
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- Part 1 of Buddie Body Swap
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28 Jun 2026
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Buck wakes up tied to a post in a barn with Eddie behind him struggling to fight someone. Eddie's hand is squeezing Buck’s. Buck turns to see what's happening: Harley has Eddie in his clutches.
Alternative story of S09E13 Mother's Boy and the aftermath.
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27 Jun 2026
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“I can’t sleep,” Spooky Doorway Eddie says. “Can we just keep fighting tomorrow?”
The annoyance drops from a boil to a simmer. He reaches for the covers, holding up a corner in an invitation for a temporary truce. “I’m still mad at you.”
“I know,” Eddie offers, crossing the room and slipping beneath the sheets. “I’m mad at you, too.”
Or, a first fight and a truce.
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26 Jun 2026
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Captain Buckley, who is steady, who has his shit together, who definitely does not recognize his new probie because he spent a night eight years ago with his hands in that man's hair whispering things against his skin that would get him fired on the spot if anyone in this building ever found out.
"You must be Eddie Diaz." His hand goes out. Not shaking, by some miracle that deserves its own cathedral, its own patron saint, the patron saint of men who are dying inside and shaking hands about it. "Welcome to the 118. It’s nice to meet you, I’m Captain Buckley."
Eddie takes his hand. A firm grip, calloused in places Buck doesn't remember, but Buck's skin recognizes him anyway, every nerve, all at once.
"Captain." Eddie's voice is level, pleasant, perfectly neutral, and Buck would buy it completely if he couldn't see the tension bolted into Eddie's shoulders. "Thanks for having me." A beat. "You got a first name, Captain Buckley?"
"Evan. But most people just call me Buck."
"Buck," Eddie repeats, tasting it, dragging it out, and Buck's stomach drops through the floor. "Suits you."
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Captain Buckley WILL NOT fuck his new probie, okay? At least, not again.- Language:
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18 Jun 2026
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Someone exclaims in the background, but Buck’s voice cuts through louder when he asks, “You… you want to borrow my…?”
“Flashlight,” Eddie supplies with patient emphasis. It is not, strictly speaking, a leap of faith to assume Buck of all people would have one, but he did move recently, so— who knows what’s still lost in Packed Box Limbo. “Please tell me you have one I can use.”
“I…” there’s a lengthy pause on the other end, Buck’s voice weak and tapering off at the end. “Y-Yeah, okay.”
Or: Eddie just needs to borrow some tools. Fleshlight, flashlight, what’s the difference? The distinction has never been more illuminating.
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15 Jun 2026
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After the auction, Eddie asks for a favor. Maddie has a better idea.
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- Part 2 of Madney's Adventures in Cuckoldry
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11 Jun 2026
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Buck is silent on the other side of the curtain. Eddie wonders if maybe he’s given up, if there was enough bite in Eddie’s words to send him the other direction. He takes a trembling breath and watches water where it’s beaded on his lips and nose and lashes before it falls breath-stoked towards the shower floor. Eddie thinks, a little wildly, that this would be the view of the god he prayed to that night in the chapel. The thing that watches everything and answers, that sends the rain and the hurt and the death. The thing his abuela so desperately wanted Eddie to find.
He thought he had when he got that text, in that one breath before the knife. He was so sure he’d figured it out, but water droplets can’t look up, and gods weren’t made to be found.
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Eddie gets a pair of wings that may or may not be terminal.
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10 Jun 2026
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"You, uh, you ever heard of—of a prostate massage?" Buck asked. He had his hand resting on Eddie's shoulder now, with Eddie still holding onto his wrist.
Eddie huffed out a laugh best he could. "Don't tell me you learned that in, uh, in Peru." He said, trying to keep his voice light and joking as if it would dispell the tense air lighting up the room. As if it could hide the way he felt himself twitch in his briefs hearing Buck say prostate massage.
Buck smiled, not quite laughing as he replied. "No, that one is from other sources." He said. "Really good for stress relief, though. Tried and true."
Eddie shifted underneath Buck, feeling the stiff flagpole tucked away in his pants. He was leaking steadily now, the front of his underwear damp and sticking to him uncomfortably. He let go of Buck's wrist, bringing his hands up to sit underneath his head while he arched his back ever-so-slightly up towards Buck.
"If you think it'll help." He says, hoarse and much more sultry than he meant.
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the platonic prostate massage fic
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10 Jun 2026
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Chimney takes a deep breath, but Buck can see the glimmer of mischief in his eyes, "Your sister and I have a hall pass list."
Buck, despite being the coolest most chill person ever, blanches at the concept, "Gross. What does that have to do with me and Eddie?"
Maddie and Chimney share a look and Buck has to physically stop himself from gagging, "Wait—Eddie? Maddie, you can't have Eddie on your hall pass list."
Maddie, because she isn't the coolest, most chill person ever, does actually gag a little, "Ew."
Buck bristles at that, because over the past few days Buck has come to accept that Eddie is decidedly not ew.
"Buckaroo, Eddie was on my list, not your sisters."or
Buck learns that Chimney is attracted to Eddie and handles it in a completely normal reasonable manner.
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04 Jun 2026
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Buck chuckles, digging his fingernails into the expanse of Eddie’s hips. “Don’t forget the name of the game… truth or dare?”
“I hate you,” Eddie hisses as he lets his head hit the door with blunt force, the sound echoing throughout the empty house. Bad idea. That may hurt tomorrow.
“Feels like it.” Buck pauses to pull back, sweat dripping down his forehead, his cheeks blotchy and his nose beet red. Eddie wants to lick it up, wants to take another shot of tequila and chase it down with Buck’s sweat and a squeeze of lime. “You’re still so hard, Eds.”
Or; Eddie and Buck get drunk on tequila and they play a very intense game of Truth or Dare.
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28 May 2026
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The only warning he gets is the catch in Eddie’s breath, before he bursts into tears, dropping his head to the table with an audible sound as sobs wrack his body.
“I’m sorry,” he sobs into his folded arms as Buck blinks in surprise.
— the aftermath of buck and eddies first fight as a couple.
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27 May 2026
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Buck shifted like he was about to stand—like he was about to leave—and something primal and terrified ripped straight through Eddie’s chest.
“No,” Eddie breathed, sharper than he meant to, his hand shooting out and catching Buck’s wrist with more desperation than strength. “Don’t—don’t go. Don’t leave me.”
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Eddie’s greatest fear is dying alone — a reality he’s brushed up against more times than he cares to count. His second greatest fear is telling his best friend that he loves him. When a building collapse traps him beneath the wreckage, he’s forced to confront both fears at once.Bookmarked by awarinside
26 May 2026
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He wasn’t stupid. Despite the evidence that might testify against him, he really wasn't stupid. Eddie could put things together. He just didn't want to. Or rather, he didn't want it to be true.
Eddie was going into a heat.
He was going into a heat, and it felt like all those years where he was free from it had accumulated, and now he was hit with a current so strong that keeping afloat wasn’t an option. He was drowning, and he didn't know what to do.
Sharing space with Buck
and his titsmakes Eddie go into unexpected heat. Buck helps, because of course he does. Platonically. And then less platonically.Bookmarked by awarinside
26 May 2026
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Eddie Diaz has known he's gay for approximately two weeks.
Experimenting with a box full of sex toys seemed like a good idea at the time.
Then Buck comes home early.
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18 May 2026
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“Fuck,” Eddie whispers, spine going rigid. “Fuck. ‘M sorry.”
“Don’t be,” Buck says, voice strained. “I’ll get you cleaned up.”
Eddie shakes his head. “Buck. I—”
“It’s okay,” he interrupts. “You don’t have to say anything.”
He squirms, shoving his face deeper in Buck’s neck. “Buck. Listen. I still have to go. I didn’t—get it all out.”
Eddie is sick. Accidents happen.
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18 May 2026
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Eddie interrupts. “Well,” he says, turning fully to their waiter, “today’s kind of a special occasion, you see.”
Sven smiles. “Someone’s birthday?” He looks between Buck and Eddie.
“It’s actually, uh, our anniversary,” Eddie says, reaching out a hand to place over Buck’s.
Buck chokes, even though all the bread is safely in the bread basket.
or, buck wants a free tiramisu. eddie has a tried-and-tested plan to get it.
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17 May 2026
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Buck stays standing and makes no effort to leave his spot. “Do you really think you deserve to be touched after that?”
Uh, yeah?
“No,” he says as if he's reading Eddie's thoughts. Buck suddenly becoming telepathic would be useful. “You didn't turn around when I told you to.”
Buck brushes past him as he retrieves the spray bottle and cloth before dropping them on Eddie's lap. “You're going to finish off the polishing and then we'll see what you actually deserve. Okay?”
“Okay.”
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13 May 2026
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Eddie: I think your brother is flirting with me.
Maddie: He has been doing that for years.
Eddie: Oh.
Maddie: What are your feelings about that?
Eddie: Good. Great, even. Fantastic. Exhilarating.
Maddie: Do you want to elaborate further than just descriptive words?
Eddie: No thanks.
Maddie: You’re two birds of a fucking feather.
Or, a collection of messages between the 118 & co throughout the month of June post the season nine finale.
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13 May 2026
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so make the best of this test (and don't ask why) by teenytinytomlinson
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
16 Feb 2025
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“So we’re into dudes now?”
Eddie tries not to let the amusement show on his face as he watches this weird version of Buck size him up. It’s reminiscent of their first meeting. Buck had acted like a complete idiot (he’d thought it was because he was threatened, but years later Buck will now finally admit it was because he wanted to fuck Eddie so bad it made him stupid). He’s got that same bratty look and attitude now.
“We’ve always been into guys, you just haven’t realized it yet.” Buck (3.0? Or is it 4.0 now?) says. Eddie’s not sure what model they’ve upgraded to at this point, but that doesn’t matter. His Buck, current-Buck, husband-Buck is speaking.
“Are you gay?” 1.0—that’s what Eddie’s taken to calling him in his mind—asks, a disgruntled look on his face. He’s actually quite cute. Smaller and leaner than the Buck Eddie first met when he started at the 118, he kind of reminds Eddie of a puppy. “Because I’m sure I don’t have to tell you this,” he waggles his eyebrows obnoxiously. “I really like women.”
“Bi.” Buck (husband-Buck) corrects, he’s got his arms crossed over his chest, defensive.
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Buck 1.0 time travels to a future where he and Eddie are married—everyone is handling it well.
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- Part 1 of time-travel
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13 May 2026