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after the cave incident leaves shauna despondent and distant, melissa takes it upon herself to be a good situationship and take care of her
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Jackie hadn’t said it back, that night. And it’s not like Shauna would normally go postal about something so trivial in hindsight, but after having spent that entire evening watching Jackie giggle and blush and be kissed from Jeff’s arms, it had been akin to lighting a match inside of her chest. She had been burning, burning to be touched, to feel Jackie’s lip gloss smearing against hers, to smell Jackie’s perfume assaulting her nostrils, to feel Jackie’s hands-
Well, you get the picture.
or; Shauna stops Jackie from going off with Travis during doomcoming
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And before Shauna can even open her mouth to argue, Jackie’s pushing herself up on arms so wobbly it looks like they might just snap, and Shauna has to resist the urge to shove her back down onto the mattress. Jackie scrubs a hand over her exhausted face.
“Just…what time is it? We have to start getting ready for homecoming soon, and I don’t want-“
“Wait, what?” Shauna blurts, her jaw legitimately dropping. Is she fucking serious?
“Jackie, are you kidding me? You’re not going to homecoming. You look terrible.”
or; it's homecoming season, and Jackie's immune system collapses
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Shauna goes to Brown. Jackie stays behind.
All of this would be fine, except…
Shauna’s pregnant.
or: Jackie’s journey into becoming a full-time babysitter while exploring the depths of the homoerotic best friendship
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“I’m glad you’re okay.”
She says it so quietly Jackie’s not sure she even heard it at all. Maybe it’s a post-almost-dying hallucination (is that a thing)? She chooses to believe that she did, if only for her own sanity.
She doesn’t feel okay. She’s never felt worse.
And she has a feeling, deep down, that it won’t get better any time soon.
or: jackie losing her virginity to travis comes with some unintended consequences
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Not only was it a different source– not any part of their vault or any other vault for that matter, but it was joined by coordinates too.
Coordinates that were very much different from their vault’s.
Coordinates that led to the surface.
“Oh, god.” She muttered, staring at the words for what felt like forever.
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Civilization still existed on the surface.OR
AU where Lucy escapes Vault 33 with her daughter to Shady Sands.
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04 Feb 2026
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In the months after Callie's birth, Shauna reflects on what she thought motherhood would look like before everything happened, and reels from every way her new baby reminds her of the one that never got a chance. Somehow, the suburbs feel even more isolated than the wilderness. And motherhood seems to be the biggest test of survival of them all.
But once, it sounded like a fantasy. That was before she lost Jackie, of course. Everything is.
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19 Dec 2025
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An AU in which Shauna Shipman's baby not only lives, but is born a girl.
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25 Aug 2025
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The baby lives.
It’s the only good thing Shauna has left to hold onto—and even that doesn’t feel real most days. The others are distant now, wary, watching her like she’s half-possessed. Like she’s a cracked glass about to shatter. Maybe she is.
Natalie’s the only one who doesn’t flinch. The only one who slips inside the cabin after dark, silent as snowfall, to sit by the fire and take the baby from her arms without asking. She doesn’t coo or smile, just rocks him gently, eyes shadowed and tired, but steady.
And somehow that’s the beginning of something—not soft, not exactly tender, but necessary. The kind of bond that grows in the hollows between grief and survival. They take turns watching the baby through the night.
Out here, love doesn’t look like what it used to.
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22 Jun 2025
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"Saw it on the wall
Motherhood means mental freeze"Shauna Shipman becomes a mother once, then once again.
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21 Apr 2025