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Year 604 After the Great War. Cassian, jaded and alone, is sent to investigate a small Illyrian settlement in the Steppes. Children have gone missing and there are whispers of monsters of old once again walking the lands.
Year 503 After the Great War. During the intervention, Nesta is faced with an ultimatum. Her choice sends ripples that echo far into the future.
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09 Jun 2026
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Zaria is returned to Rythas and must sleep with her husband, the king, as soon as possible to cover for the baby that may or may not be growing inside her.
Her husband's brother's baby. That he forced upon her for the good of the kingdom. Or so he claims.
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“Yes.” His voice was a sword hot from the flames, and it cut through me as easily as that scorching metal would slice a flower, bud from stem. “I bought my brother’s life with your tears and I’d do it again.”
“You bought his crown with my tears!” I shouted.
“I bought the kingdom’s stability-”
“Don’t pretend you weren’t trying to save your dynasty!” I cut him off, wild with fury. “With my pain and my stolen life!”
Lazlian replied without mercy. “I bought many things with many stolen parts of you. How do you want me to repent when I wouldn’t change it?”
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- Part 2 of Rule of His Brother
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07 Jun 2026
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The DARK love story of two people who hate each other.
Alternate path where Lazlian captures Zaria in the backlands. Forced proximity affects them both as Lazlian trains Zaria to accept his brother. Mounting pressure to create an heir is at the forefront as without one, both the dynasty and Juls's life is urgently at risk. Before it's over, Lazlian and Zaria will have terrorized one another in a power struggle and bid for revenge, (but it's primarily him tormenting her.)
First-person because it's an alternate path of the story.
**Mild Spoiler - This begins with moderate enemies but it darkens and increases in severity at the end of Part I.
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Laz remarked cruelly, “You’re very much afraid of me, aren’t you?”
“Monsters tend to inspire fear, can you blame me for feeling it?”
“And what do whores inspire?”
Lazlian squeezed his eyes shut and he winced at his own words, at what I guessed was the same thought I had.
Lust.
Whores tend to inspire lust, can you blame me for feeling it?
I felt uncomfortably warm at the idea and I knew Laz wasn’t about to finish throwing my words back at me. Not this time.
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- Part 1 of Rule of His Brother
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17 Apr 2026
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I Could Find You, Darling, in Any Life by TheTeaQueen
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
20 Apr 2026
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Nesta Archeron disappeared three months to the day after the end of the war against Hybern.
Without so much as a whisper, she slipped away into the night, leaving it all behind.
The Night Court. Her sisters. Him.
There were no answers, no justification, no anything.
As quickly as she appeared into his life, she vanished, as if she were never there. The few things she owned were left abandoned, locked away in an attic, to be forgotten like so many other relics of their lost ones.
Three years later and the wound still burned as if she’d stabbed him directly in the chest.
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When Nesta disappears at the end of the war, everyone believes she simply left on her own free will, without a care for anyone, least of all him.But when the hunt for the Dread Trove begins and Cassian is tasked with bringing her back home - at any cost - he learns that not everything is as it seems.
Written for Nessian Week 2025 Day 5: Missing Moments (the literal edition)
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- Part 3 of Nessian Week 2025
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05 Apr 2026
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A Little Like A Dream by batavvy
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
08 Feb 2025
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Feyre, Az, Cass, and Rhys go back to Az's after a night of drinks. Feyre's a little drunk, so it seems perfectly harmless when they all want to play with her.
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31 Mar 2026