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Set in gaps between scenes in ACOSF. Nesta is struggling more than anyone realizes. Azriel is there to help. Unsure what ship we’ll land on at the end. This fic will mostly explore Nesta’s mental health, and how someone being kind to her could have helped her healing.
Extremely heavy TW for depression, suicidal ideation, and an interrupted suicide attempt.
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01 Jul 2026
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Year 604 After the Great War. Cassian, jaded and alone, is sent to investigate a small Illyrian settlement in the Steppes. Children have gone missing and there are whispers of monsters of old once again walking the lands.
Year 503 After the Great War. During the intervention, Nesta is faced with an ultimatum. Her choice sends ripples that echo far into the future.
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09 Jun 2026
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Zaria is returned to Rythas and must sleep with her husband, the king, as soon as possible to cover for the baby that may or may not be growing inside her.
Her husband's brother's baby. That he forced upon her for the good of the kingdom. Or so he claims.
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“Yes.” His voice was a sword hot from the flames, and it cut through me as easily as that scorching metal would slice a flower, bud from stem. “I bought my brother’s life with your tears and I’d do it again.”
“You bought his crown with my tears!” I shouted.
“I bought the kingdom’s stability-”
“Don’t pretend you weren’t trying to save your dynasty!” I cut him off, wild with fury. “With my pain and my stolen life!”
Lazlian replied without mercy. “I bought many things with many stolen parts of you. How do you want me to repent when I wouldn’t change it?”
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- Part 2 of Rule of His Brother
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07 Jun 2026
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The DARK love story of two people who hate each other.
Alternate path where Lazlian captures Zaria in the backlands. Forced proximity affects them both as Lazlian trains Zaria to accept his brother. Mounting pressure to create an heir is at the forefront as without one, both the dynasty and Juls's life is urgently at risk. Before it's over, Lazlian and Zaria will have terrorized one another in a power struggle and bid for revenge, (but it's primarily him tormenting her.)
First-person because it's an alternate path of the story.
**Mild Spoiler - This begins with moderate enemies but it darkens and increases in severity at the end of Part I.
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Laz remarked cruelly, “You’re very much afraid of me, aren’t you?”
“Monsters tend to inspire fear, can you blame me for feeling it?”
“And what do whores inspire?”
Lazlian squeezed his eyes shut and he winced at his own words, at what I guessed was the same thought I had.
Lust.
Whores tend to inspire lust, can you blame me for feeling it?
I felt uncomfortably warm at the idea and I knew Laz wasn’t about to finish throwing my words back at me. Not this time.
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- Part 1 of Rule of His Brother
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17 Apr 2026
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I Could Find You, Darling, in Any Life by TheTeaQueen
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
20 Apr 2026
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Nesta Archeron disappeared three months to the day after the end of the war against Hybern.
Without so much as a whisper, she slipped away into the night, leaving it all behind.
The Night Court. Her sisters. Him.
There were no answers, no justification, no anything.
As quickly as she appeared into his life, she vanished, as if she were never there. The few things she owned were left abandoned, locked away in an attic, to be forgotten like so many other relics of their lost ones.
Three years later and the wound still burned as if she’d stabbed him directly in the chest.
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When Nesta disappears at the end of the war, everyone believes she simply left on her own free will, without a care for anyone, least of all him.But when the hunt for the Dread Trove begins and Cassian is tasked with bringing her back home - at any cost - he learns that not everything is as it seems.
Written for Nessian Week 2025 Day 5: Missing Moments (the literal edition)
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- Part 3 of Nessian Week 2025
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05 Apr 2026
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A Little Like A Dream by batavvy
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
08 Feb 2025
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Feyre, Az, Cass, and Rhys go back to Az's after a night of drinks. Feyre's a little drunk, so it seems perfectly harmless when they all want to play with her.
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31 Mar 2026
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He watched her, desiring and coveting. He manipulated and twisted until she had no choice but to become his. She's his pretty bird in his opulent cage, and sings as he commands.
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Sakura's world is colorless, her fate to be an unwilling mistress to Madara, Japan's most powerful man. He who will manipulate and twist everything to keep her.
In a world of power, obsession, and dangerous men who begin to take interest in what Madara owns, Sakura finds herself at the center of something far more volatile than her captivity to Madara — Uchiha desire.
MadaSaku/SasuSaku/ItaSaku/MultixSaku/Multi-Male Leads
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31 Mar 2026
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Prey of the Fae by InkognitoDeki
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
28 Mar 2026
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In a world scarred by a war sparked by human greed five centuries ago, the Fae have maintained a cruel tradition: every twenty years, a select few mortals are sacrificed in a twisted hunt. For generations, the ritual has claimed with cold efficiency but for the upcoming hunt, the rules have changed. The mighty High Lords join the slaughter, and the Fae demand more souls to be chosen.
Feyre Archeron never expected to be one of them. But when her sister's name is called, she doesn't hesitate to step forward - only to discover that her name was already on the list.
Now trapped in a deadly contest, Feyre must fight to survive and protect her sister. But not every monster has claws, and not every promise is a truth.
(In this dark AU, survival is a wicked game and no one is ever truly free from fate.)
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29 Mar 2026
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A Court of Exiles by Notquiteright for Hekate05
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
03 May 2026
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"She should trust Feyre’s instincts. She has saved both of them many times over, saved herself too. She should trust her. And yet her doubt, her guilt doesn’t abate. Imprisonment or death. Is that how drastic the situation has gotten? That these are the only two options left?"
Or: In which Elain Archeron stands up for her sister, and they choose the human lands over the House of Wind. Specifically, the Band of Exiles' manor. That they would get caught up in breaking Vassa's curse, and all that it entails was not part of the plan however.
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09 Mar 2026
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The End of Penance by CinnamonPottery
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
06 May 2026
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Five years after the defeat of Koschei and Beron Vanserra, Prythian has been experiencing an unprecedented time of harmony between the courts. Relations between courts are better than ever.
Nesta Archeron’s life has also been better than ever. Every day, she trains at the House of Wind and then shelves books in the library. She has finally learned to hold her tongue and hasn’t fought with the Inner Circle in years.
She has just one problem.
Eris Vanserra seems to like her more than her mate ever has.
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- Part 1 of The End of Penance
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01 Mar 2026
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A City of Flame and Ash by LadyLobo
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
30 Jun 2026
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After the intervention, Nesta is cut off financially and expected to return to the river house.
Instead she chooses freedom and uncertainty, dancing her way through Velaris by night and reckoning with her stolen power by day.
And Cassian? He chooses Nesta.
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01 Mar 2026
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The Bargain by HerSilentRequiem
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
12 Jun 2026
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No matter where she was, no matter what she was doing, she never left the Cauldron.
Pain and emptiness have been her companions since she was born. Her mother made sure of that.
The drinking was supposed to help; it was helping. Now confined to the House of Wind, Nesta can't escape the darkness that follows her every step. What happens when it finally catches up with her?
Cassian doesn't know how to help.
No one can help.
Would it would be better if she let the darkness have her? Maybe tonight, she can finally close her eyes and never wake up.
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14 Jan 2026
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Avalanche by ChelseaMorningGirl for dustjackets, TheTeaQueen, This_Immortal_Hope, JellybeanJellyfish, xxValkyriesxx, ACourtofLadyDeath, Pumpkinspice_Lou, janearts, wishcamper, moodymelanist, jsmelodies, Daughterofthesea
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
23 Dec 2025
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“Nesta.”
She doesn’t turn. Doesn’t move.
The bond in his chest is screaming. Her emotions crash over him in waves—despair, worthlessness, exhaustion, and underneath it all, a terrible calm. The calm of someone who’s made a decision.
“Step down.” His voice comes out harder than he intends. The voice of a general. But inside, he’s begging for her to listen.
“Go away.” Her voice is hollow. Empty. Nothing like the sharp, cutting tone he’s used to. Nothing like the fire he’s always admired.
This is worse than her anger. It’s defeat.
“No.” He takes a careful step closer, hands out like he’s approaching a spooked animal. “I’m not leaving.”
“I don’t want you here.”
“I don’t care.” Another step. The bond is pulling tight in his chest, urging him closer. Keep her safe. Keep her alive. “I’m not leaving you alone.”
He feels a flicker of something. Confusion, maybe. Or frustration that he won’t just let her do this.
“Please,” she whispers, and the word breaks his heart. “Please just go.”
“Not a chance, sweetheart.”
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When Cassian realizes how deep his harsh words hurt Nesta on Soltice, he takes her out of Velaris and brings her to Illyria.
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14 Jan 2026
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Who's Counting by Pumpkinspice_Lou
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
17 Jan 2022
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Nesta is ready to start her senior year at University of Prythian and put her junior year behind her. That is until a certain student keeps popping up. He says it’s the Universe. She thinks it’s stalking. What could go wrong?
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04 Jan 2026
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In the Hands of her Flame by simpletea23
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
06 Jun 2026
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Darkness swallowed her.
The icy water choked out the world above. Then the Cauldron’s presence coiled around her. Whispering, as its claws raked through her skin and mind, searching, changing her.
Its talons found three golden threads tethering her to something vital—one by one, it severed them. The fire consumed her. But even as it burned, she fought back.
She would not surrender.
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Torn from her mortal life and forced into an immortal body she never wanted, Nesta must navigate the terrifying new world of the Fae. Haunted by what was taken from her, and what she has become, she battles the weight of grief, rage, and a past that refuses to release its hold. But even as she fights against the power now thrumming in her veins, the world demands more from her: to find her place, to forge new bonds, and perhaps, to open her guarded heart to a love she never expected.
A reimagining of A Court of Thorns and Roses from Nesta’s perspective, with many many liberties taken.
Part 2 is up!
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- Part 1 of The Stars Took Their Time with Us
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21 Dec 2025
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18 Dec 2025
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You're The Universe I'm Helpless In by Pumpkinspice_Lou
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
21 Feb 2022
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There's always been a rivalry between Cassian and Nesta, especially on the ice, but could there be something more?
AKA shamelessly just wanted to write hockey player Cassian and figure skater Nesta
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13 Dec 2025
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Falling For Your Fools Gold by Pumpkinspice_Lou
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
11 Jun 2023
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Nesta steps closer and squints toward the horizon, trying to determine what exactly the whole crew seems set on looking at. It’s then that she sees it, the ship.
But not just any ship.
A ship with sails as black as night.
Aka Nesta is sailing on her Father's merchant ship when they're attacked by the infamous pirate captain nicknamed the Lord of Bloodshed and she finds herself aboard a pirate ship for the foreseeable future.
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13 Dec 2025
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When We Howl, the Moon Will Cower by Pumpkinspice_Lou for dustjackets
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
21 Apr 2026
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Tensions between the supernatural factions are at an all time high, especially after the Cauldron is stolen, right from under the Archeron family’s protection. So, as a sign of good faith and continued dedication to the Accords, Elinor Archeron offers up her only bargaining chip: her three daughters.
Aka: werewolf Cassian and witch Nesta arranged marriage AU
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30 Nov 2025
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Nesta Exits the Night Court by FreyjasCatChariot
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
24 May 2026
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A few months after an odd demi-fae appears out of nowhere and blows up Nesta's illusion of her life, Nesta decides to leave the Night Court and try forging a path of her own, with Azriel, Gwyn, and Emerie's help.
Cassian, meanwhile, tries to figure out where he and Nesta went wrong, and works to be worthy of his mate.
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18 Nov 2025