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    Somehow the blonde boy had completely hypnotised him. That was how Naim felt about it, for lack of a better word.

    Otherwise he would not be so worked up over the fact it had been nearly two months and he still had not so much as grazed a hand beneath Ryan's waistband.

    How absurd was that?

    Or, Naim gets to the bottom of why Ryan never lets him get him off.

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    07 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 31

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    And Seungcheol’s only ever been waiting.

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    29 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 82

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    He wakes up, to the same consistent rumble of the bus, but at an entirely different angle. Ryan’s let him shift, all the way down, his head and the tops of his shoulders cradled against Ryan’s thighs, which, for the record, is so comfortable it kind of scares him. It feels like Ryan is an extension of Naim already, and when he blinks, slow and tired and a little confused, he can see the way Ryan presses his lips together, like he’s trying hard not to smile.
    It’s too bad. Naim likes it when he smiles. Naim thinks he likes most everything that Ryan does.
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    In which they make their escape, and try their fucking hardest to figure out what this means for the future

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    22 Jun 2026

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    “So,” he says. “You struck out with your date and figured you’d come around my place, see if you could salvage the night? I’ll have you know, I’m not like the other girls. I won’t put out for anything less than Tiffany’s.”

    Let Robby joke. Jack will answer him honestly.

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    13 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 47

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    Cruz and Ellis are running alongside a gurney coming from the ambulance bay. Robby feels like he’s walking in slow-motion. He doesn’t see the face on the gurney, but he does see a hand grabbing Ellis’ scrub and hear what is unmistakably Jack’s voice say “Not Robby”, before the hand falls to the side.

    Three more steps – and Robby doesn’t want to take them, doesn’t think he can do it, but still his body moves – and he’s there, Shen and Al-Hashimi beating him by a second. On the gurney, pale, so very pale, is the unmistakable shape of Jack. His chest is barely lifting, his breathing labored. Robby can’t wrap his mind around that.

    Jack gets hurt, Robby gets a lot of time to think about his feelings and has a heart-to-heart with Jake, and the whole “it’s you and me” thing takes on its full meaning.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    “”Shit, it’s you and me, that’s what you said, right? You can’t leave me,” his voice is barely a whisper. “