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    Four years after their messy breakup, Shane Hollander posts a birthday photo of a little girl.

    The hockey world quickly realizes the little girl has Shane’s freckles, Ilya Rozanov’s face—and is exactly the same age as the years since they broke up.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    “Did we win the game? Why is Il— Rozanov here?” Shane croaks, confusion written plainly on his face. One of his arms is in a sling. He shifts and winces, his good hand hovering idly over his stomach, then pressing into his eyes. He’s aching all over, this sudden feeling of wrong, wrong, wrong engulfing his entire body.

    “What happened?” he asks, more alert now, “Where am I?”

    Hayden just looks at him, shock and heartbreak written all over his face.

    Or, post-marleau’s hit, shane ends up in the hospital. he ends up with a broken collarbone, concussion and a devastating loss he’d never anticipated.

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    08 May 2026

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    Shane never got hurt during the game after Ilya’s father died and Ilya went through with breaking things off with Shane. Three months after their relationship fell apart, Shane found out that he was six months pregnant.

    Five years later, Shane is balancing hockey and a major secret and Ilya moves to the Ottawa Centaurs after several unsuccessful seasons with Boston. Neither of them are ready for how much a chance encounter at a hockey rink is going to change everything.

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    The Hollanov secret baby fic that no one asked for but I am legally obligated to provide

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    07 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 37

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    Luca is rarely naughty, it’s just not in his nature. Sure, he has his moments where he’s fussy or cranky but he’s a baby. That’s normal. Lying isn’t his thing, especially not when he’s big. Unfortunately, he can’t seem to stop or figure out a solution now that he’s dug himself into this mess.

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    2/2
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    27 Apr 2026

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    His gaze upon Shane turned into something a bit more exposing, like he was peering right into Shane’s gay little soul and knew that Shane was thinking about how fucking hot he looked and how badly he wanted his knot. “But I think I know the answer as to why you hate me” 

    There was a beat, neither saying anything, their breaths visible in the icy air, their cheeks flushed from the biting wind and their eyes connected.

    “And why’s that?” Shane asked in a quiet voice.

    Ilya took another drag of his cigarette, and this time, as opposed to the kitchen, he blew smoke on Shane’s face. Shane feels his whole body shudder. He’s not sure why, could be the cold weather, could be the want coursing through his body.

    “You want me to fuck you” Ilya stated, matter-of-factly.

    //

    Or, Hollanov fuck while drunk after a friends birthday party and don't realise they forgot to use a condom. Something beautiful occurs because of this.

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    26 Apr 2026

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    “Can’t hang out tonight, Hayd. I have plans.”

    “Bullshit,” Hayden responds. “You never have plans.”

    Objectively, this used to be true. Nowadays Shane has many, many plans, between his nightly plans to look at Ilya’s penis through Skype and his various long-term plans laid out helpfully in his notebook, Canva (For Ilya’s sake. He is a visual learner), and more recently, Excel. Shane loves that excel sheet. He’s colour coded it.

     

    In 2017, Shane Hollander spirals and proposes to his boyfriend of 4 days (or 7 years, or 9 years, or not his boyfriend at all, depending on how you look at it), which leads to a lot of plans, weird theories in the Montreal Voyageur locker room, some Twitter drama, and Ilya Rozanov entering his WAG era.

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    Chapters:
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    23 Apr 2026

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    Shane is in the hospital after being hit by Marlow. Ilya is not freaking out about his omega being hurt. And he's definitely not freaking out when Shane starts talking about nests and Ilya being involved with those nests. It's sweet and domestic in a way that Ilya knows he doesn't deserve, but he'll indulge in this, even if just for a few moments, before he's forced to walk away like always.

    Ch. 2: Ilya and Shane at his nest in the cottage!

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    22 Apr 2026

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    Shane
    Last chance. Take your tank top back.

    Lily
    no, it's a fucking gift
    keep it

    Shane
    Fine.
    I'll show you what I do with gifts from alphas like you.

    Lily
    what the hell is that supposed to mean???
    hollander
    fuck

    Shane doesn't get injured after Tampa, and Ilya breaks up with him to save both their hearts. (Un?)Fortunately for Ilya, Shane isn't letting him go without a fight.

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    19 Apr 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 16

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    Luca recalls the quiet, caring routines of childhood - grocery trips with his mother that shaped his sense of food and love. Years later, amid work, convenience, and the influence of his Mommy and Papa, he rediscovers those values in a more complicated way.

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    17 Apr 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 96

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    Luca didn’t feel well. He wasn’t really sure how to categorise it though. It was something small, a pinprick of discomfort that he couldn’t place which made it feel like it was coming from everywhere. It was driving him sort of crazy. It had been going on for a few days. At first he hadn’t thought that much of it. It started as a tiny ache in his jaw, one that he’d put down to grinding his teeth on his mouthguard during the game a bit too much and forgotten all about. But then for some reason he hadn’t been able to sleep, which had given him a headache, which made his eyes itchy and his ears feel weird, and from there it just hadn’t stopped.

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    17 Apr 2026

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    Luca Haas has spent his whole life chasing the NHL. When he finally makes the Ottawa Centaurs roster, he ends up living with the team’s captain (and his childhood idol) Ilya Rozanov. Luca plans to keep his head down, stay out of the way, and prove he belongs in the league.

    Unfortunately, Rozanov seems determined to make room for him anyway.

    Or: How Ilya Rozanov accidentally became a dad.

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    17 Apr 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 66

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    Luca hurt his back during the last game against Montreal. He didn’t want to be benched, though and so obviously he called a fellow rookie for help. What could go wrong?

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    16 Apr 2026

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    When Luca gets hurt and tries to hide it to appear strong and confident, capable of handling his problems alone, Shane and Ilya are there to show him that we don't have to endure everything alone.

    Or

    How it all began between Luca, Shane, and Ilya.

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    16 Apr 2026

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    In 2014, Shane Hollander walked away from hockey, from the spotlight, and from every dream he built since he was 8 years old.

    In 2014, Ilya Rozanov felt like he was losing himself. So he pushed everything away, so no one would get hurt when he eventually cracked.

    Years later, they reunite, Shane — with so many scars, a thousand secrets, and a heart that never learned how to let go.

    Ilya Rozanov thought he knew what losing felt like.
    He was wrong.

    Or: Sometimes, love doesn’t leave.
    Sometimes, someone keeps it for you.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    “Okay, give me five minutes. This patient will not take long.”

    Luca nods in thanks and scurries off to busy himself in the meantime. Ilya huffs another sigh, shaking his head as he finally pulls up the digital chart.

    Shane Hollander
    Age: 27
    Height: 177.8cm
    Weight: 88.5Kg
    Temp: 36.6
    BP: 118/75

    -Patient presented with syncope, nausea and vertigo.

     

    -shane hollander comes into ilya rozanov's ER, two months after they had a wild one-night stand)

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    09 Apr 2026

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    "Oh, it looks like you’re doing better! With those scores, I guess we won’t have to meet as often anymore." Shane was beaming, proudly looking down at the transcript. Ilya’s smile immediately dropped.

    Needless to say, he scored 20 points lower on the next midterm.

    In which popular hockey fuckboy Ilya Rozanov falls madly in love with the university's golden boy Shane Hollander. Somehow, they go from being the talk on campus to becoming that couple.

    Alternatively, my take on the Jock!Ilya x Nerd!Shane trope bc it is desperately underrepresented.

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    04 Apr 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 95

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    Ilya Rozanov, captain of the school’s hockey team, finds pictures of Shane Hollander, the most talented swimmer in town, on his new hookup’s phone.

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    03 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander is the sole Omega within the NHL. He’s been running from his own instincts since the moment he first presented and lives his life akin to that of a Beta; scentless, never nesting, and without a heat cycle. Any failure to conform to these ideals would result in being outcast from his peers and by the league altogether.

    Ilya is the only Alpha in ice hockey that plays without the use of suppressants. He lives his life purely driven by instinct, running from the ghosts of those attempting to control him. Unbeknownst to Shane, he’s also the only person that can smell the Omega, and the scent is steadily driving the Alpha insane.

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    02 Apr 2026

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    Shane fucking Hollander. Hockey’s Golden Boy. Long-time crush of Ilya Rozanov. Long, looooong time. A decade of being a fucking simp for this man. God, he was in trouble.

    It should be pretty much illegal to go from their only contact being at face-off across the ice, to suddenly hosting Shane in his exclusive club—during a fucking event, no less. Ilya’s event.

    He would never admit it, but he’s been stealthily trying to get Hollander to show up at his club for years now. Hell, Shane was the whole reason he invested in the club in the first place. Bought a fucking house here. Maybe that was an insane thing to do, but he didn’t care. Ilya was insane. Insane for Shane.

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    Chapters:
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    30 Mar 2026

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    "“That was rude.” His murmur was uneasy, and he shifted when the alpha rolled his intense hazel eyes.

    “I’ll ask you again, omega.” The man flicked his cigarette butt on the ground and stomped on it, glaring at him once more like someone who was used to having his questions answered immediately. “Why are you upset?”"

    Or where Shane is a player forced to retire due to injury, and Ilya is a mobster obsessed with hockey.

    They try to baby trap each other because they conclude that Shane needs to get pregnant so they'll be stuck together.

    They are slow to realize that their obsession with each other stems from being fated mates.

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    Chapters:
    10/?
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    116,582

    29 Mar 2026

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