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    Zachariah sent Dean to the future to show him how the apocalypse would go for humanity if Dean refused say yes to Michael. And Dean saw. Other him made damn sure Dean knew exactly how bad things got for Cas. When they went to kill the devil, Cas made it out alive and Dean somehow managed to drag him into the past with him. But what was he supposed to do with a broken ex-angel he didn't know how to help? Or a suddenly jealous Castiel?

    Honestly, Dean didn't have a goddamn clue, but sink or swim, he needed to figure it out.

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    “I’m beggin’ you. Say yes.” He said desperately, impassioned, before he shook his head, resigned, at his younger self. “But you won’t. Because I didn’t. Because that’s just not us, is it?”

    Guiltily, Dean looked away, jaw clenched, because in spite of all he’d seen. All he’d been told, he still couldn’t imagine himself saying yes. Killing half the damn planet. Even now that he knew what would happen if he failed, he just couldn’t accept it as the only option. He'd find another way, he had to.

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    01 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 33

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    There was something cold and mechanical about Henry, and yet he'd never frightened her, as Charles had.

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    13 Sep 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 8

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    Freddy Honeychurch is bored, at Penge.

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    29 Nov 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 99

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    In this far-off corner of the world I would grieve for everything I had lost, starting with Sebastian and ending with Sebastian. World without end, amen.

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    09 Nov 2024

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    "Do you remember I told you about that person of Mummy's who said you could only appreciate the beauty of the world by trying to paint it? Well, there came a time recently when I needed to remind myself of the world's beauty. So I sent for supplies. And do you know, it worked?" I turned to him in surprise. "Oh yes: I found the world so infinitely more beautiful than my hideous representations. I threw them on the fire and got the most wonderful paroxysms of joy thereafter simply by looking out the window."

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    Owen was still grumbling about camping and Gwen was hiding out in the medical bay most of the time and Tosh obsessively checked Rift activity to cope with what they'd seen but Ianto, gorgeous fucked-up Ianto, had taken control of the one thing from their misadventures in the countryside that he could control.

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    28 Jan 2024

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    Makes so much more sense and is so much more in character than the "canon" version of their first kiss that I legit feel embarrassed for whoever wrote that audio drama.