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Shane Hollander is a Machine (A Character Study in Autistic Hypo-Sensitivity) by cmk2000
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
09 Jun 2026
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Hyposensitivity, most commonly seen in autistic people, refers to decreased responsivity to sensory inputs. Those experiencing hyposensitivity have a harder time stimulating their senses than normal, which often leads to sensory-seeking behaviors.
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5 cases where Shane had abnormal sensory responses, +1 time where he wasn't alone in it.
A character study of Shane Hollander through the lens of autistic under-responsivity, because I firmly believe this is the case in cannon and want to depict it. -
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“I am the best cocksucker you will ever meet in your stupid life,” he chirped back, throwing his shirt into his locker and moving to take off his shoulder pads.
“Oh Roz, buddy,” Cliff Marleau said, looking a him like he’d just accidentally admitted to fucking treason. “That doesn’t mean what you think it means.”
Ilya scoffed. As if he, Ilya Rozanov, best player in the NHL and fuck boy extraordinaire, didn’t know what ‘cock’ and ‘suck’ meant. “I know what it means.”------
After being called a cocksucker, Ilya brags about some trans women he's had sex with. The Boston Raiders have many questions. Ilya teaches them the ways of caring about women, and that no, it's not gay to have sex with a woman.
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Of Lesson Plans & Life Lessons by cmk2000
Fandoms: The Book of Mormon - Parker/Stone/Lopez
15 Oct 2025
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“I like you Miss Hatimbi,” Courtney said, raising her voice to be heard across the room.
“Why thank you,” she replied.
“I was just joking about stabbing you Miss,” she added.
Naba couldn’t hold back the smile on her face. She decided she liked American children; they were strange, fucked up, and fun. Just like everyone around her.___________
Four years and a breakup after the end of their mission Arnold, Connor, Kevin, Mafala, and Nabulungi all end up teaching at the same school on the outskirts of Salt Lake City. They navigate their first year of teaching alongside a failing education system, the bigotry of the Mormon community, their own relationships, and far too many strangely spelled names that begin with k.
___________aka the Teacher AU, a la Abbot Elementary that no one asked for
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God is Dead and We Killed Him by cmk2000
Fandoms: The Book of Mormon - Parker/Stone/Lopez
10 Aug 2025
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God is dead. God remains dead. And we have killed him. ~Frederick Niche
Now that Kevin has complete doubt that God exists, he grapples with what it means to live in a universe without a creator. Also, he learns about evolution and love.
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Connor McKinley is Actually Doing Fine by cmk2000
Fandoms: The Book of Mormon - Parker/Stone/Lopez
07 Aug 2025
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After returning from Uganda, some of the elders choose to live together in San Francisco for university. They navigate gay culture, college, getting mental health treatment, relationships, and The Rocky Horror Picture Show . Mostly fluff with some angst surrounding McKinley, but all is resolved.
a series of vignettes that take place after my first fanfic.
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Your beautiful body keeps the score by inkandglitter
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
08 Jun 2026
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What happens when the body releases years of tension?
Ilya has spent his entire life hiding his feelings and emotions. And for a while it worked, but now he is ready to let that go. After years of denying himself, he finally has Shane, and for the first time he can almost imagine what it feels like to belong somewhere. Everything is starting to make sense.
So why does he suddenly feel like he’s dying?
When Ilya finally allows himself to feel deeply, his body begins reacting to years of repression in ways he can no longer ignore.
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09 Jun 2026
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reflect just what you expected by periwinkleplum
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
14 Jun 2026
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She watches Joe touch Shane’s arm, and Shane pausing, leaning in as Joe explains something he’s doing with his skate, pointing down at his foot and using Shane for balance as he demonstrates. Does Joe have a crush on her son? Her proud mother’s heart says How could he not? Her sweet, handsome boy. She hopes Shane would be polite about it.
Then Joe lets go of Shane’s arm and skates off, and Shane just stands there watching him for a few moments. Her heart does an odd jump. What if Shane liked him back?
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5 times Yuna Hollander thinks Shane might be gay, and the time she finds out he is. (Inspired by the fact that Shane's parents tell him they thought he might be gay after he comes out to them.)
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24 May 2026
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Shane looked up at him. “I’m fine, Ilya. Just tired.”
“Okay. It’s fine if you’re not okay, though. We can handle that.”
He doubted that Ilya, Anya, Harris, Coach Wiebe, his parents, The Irina Foundation, Rose, or even the gas station attendant down the road from their house could handle the idea of Shane looking at the black hole in his mind. It would swallow him. Everything would get out of control again.
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Graphic depictions of self harm and discussions of trauma and dissociation. Deals with hazing and the ways the institution of hockey hurts anyone who doesn't fit the white, conservative mold.
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07 May 2026
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cardiac tamponade by asthestarsforetold
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Apr 2026
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Cardiac tamponade: pressure on that heart that prevents it from filling and beating adequately.
Shane thought he knew two things: his move to Ottawa would cause chaos, and that the Ottawa Centaurs were nice.
As it turned out, he only knew one of those things.
(Or: the Cens are still a team of professional hockey players. They're going to fuck up.)
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01 May 2026
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half return by thelasthour
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 May 2026
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The locker room was buzzing in a way Shane could feel right below the surface of his skin. Not quite progressed to a humming in his bones, but getting there. His body felt like a switchboard, with every nerve lit up. He could feel the weight of each strand of hair against his scalp. The pool of sweat starting to dry against his lower back in the way that always made him want to scrub his skin raw.
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Shane learns the language for the things he’s experienced his whole life. It opens up his world but also leads him to grieve the life he could have had if he only knew the words sooner. At least he doesn’t have to navigate it alone.
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26 Apr 2026