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tenderness in your touch by Purplie (colossalEgo)
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
13 Jun 2026
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As a beta, Mydei pays little mind to the nonsense happenings between alphas and omegas. He cares little for their grievances over scenting rituals and grumblings over markings. However, with his people begrudgingly settled in Okhema, he is forced to confront them. Even worse, his people take particular issue with Phainon's presence around him, and insist for him to keep his distance.
But why is it so wrong for him to want a tenderness in his life he never once had?
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Mydei is an omega with a complex against alphas. Phainon never presents and assumes himself a beta. Over the years, their friendship grows strong and close.
So strong he plans on confessing to Mydei the summer before college starts.
There’s only one problem – he presents late as an alpha. Now he has to figure out how to navigate his new life and feelings. Does he do a good job at it? No. He simply tries his best, even if it means fumbling horribly over and over again.
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Mydei likes his life simple: work, university, fitness. That's all he needs, even if it is a bit lonely at times. During the closing hours of a particularly grueling day at work, this annoying white haired man cries about being dumped right before Valentine's Day and how his plans are ruined. Mydei is beyond tired and simply wants to go home. To shut him up, he offers to go on this date with him.
Fuck his life. Why did he do that?
prompt; first date
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the best match for me is you by Purplie (colossalEgo)
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
01 Jan 2026
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Her shaky hand points to the mistletoe they stand underneath.
“Ah,” he dryly replies. The little thing is easy to miss considering how many other decorations litter the poor doorframe. He swears a flash of light from a camera goes off.
“Well, shall we uphold tradition, Deliverer?” He smirks, ready for Phainon to laugh it off.
What he doesn’t expect is for Phainon’s face to turn a deep shade of red from his neck all the way to the tips of his ears.
“I-I’m not ready!” he stutters, and races off through the crowd, accidentally knocking into Hyacine.
or; Mydei ended his six month old relationship because of his lingering feelings for Phainon. He assumes his friend is straight, but Phainon plans to confess at the New Years Eve party when he hears the sudden news.
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Lin Ling secured the opportunity of a lifetime and finally had his chance to work with Moon in person as a Production Coordinator. Unfortunately for him, life had other plans. His quick wit landed him working for Nice instead. This would have only been a small setback for his ultimate goal, except for the fact Nice persistently pushed his boundaries everyday.
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slow down, take your thyme by Anonymous
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
29 Sep 2025
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He and Mydei still get into fights all the time actually, but it’s different now. Now, after a fight, Phainon fluffs the pillows on the couch while Mydei takes a pint of blueberry-yuzu gelato out of the freezer, the one they always keep stocked for post-fight nights. Then, they’ll curl up on the couch, side by side with one spoon between them, and watch whatever show is trending on Netflix.
Recently they’ve been going through an adaptation of one of Mydei’s favorite novel series. Phainon has been trying to get them to fight again so they can watch the next episode.
Mydei plans a dinner night for their friends. Phainon is his in-house, nonnegotiable sous-chef who also happens to believe that Mydei is undateable.
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The Way You Bend, The Way I Break by itsmarilena
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
01 Jul 2026
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Phainon found himself plagued with both disgust and curiosity after finding out about his best friend’s secret, a BDSM-forward lifestyle. And as any good friend would, Mydei offered to give him a glimpse into what it was like to be not just a submissive, but his submissive.
If Phainon could just be open-minded to new experiences, then Mydei swore he would find it in him to be patient with his ignorant feelings towards it all. But at what point did a test run between friends become the real thing between lovers?
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11 May 2026
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Phainon looks like the type who knows what he’s doing: the type who makes sweet love, the kind that twists your stomach in fat knots and has your eyes swell up because you finally feel cared for, that breaks you down into unrecognisable pieces to be tossed at sea like ashes.
Mydeimos thinks of how many people Phainon’s hands have touched before him, younger and prettier than him, all gathered at the bottom of these breathtaking ocean eyes, and he thinks he’s not a people’s person but he could see himself becoming a Phainon’s person.
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04 May 2026
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In the heart of Castrum Kremnos, where everything was forged by violence, Crown Prince Mydeimos bears Titan of Strife's blessing, the weight of immortality, and a kingdom that demands everything except gentleness. Bound by duty, shaped by conquest, he lives whilst maintaining his ideal, fighting without fury and bleeding without grief.
Then came a slave with bright eyes. Chosen in ritual, named by Mydei’s own lips, Phainon was never meant to be more than a shadow. But he learns. He lingers. And somehow, between sparring matches, games of chess, and wordless touches, Mydei finds himself at ease for the first time after a long while.
Day 3: Servant/Master, Flower & Rivalry for #PhaiDeiWeek2025
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03 Nov 2025
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Long has the honor of Kremnos fallen. Upon the news that the Crown Prince lives, in yet another fit of cowardice, King Eurypon hires an assassin on the eve of his son’s 25th birthday to take care of him. He should have known, however, that the only person foolish enough to accept the job would have also been foolish enough to fall in love.
It wouldn’t have been a problem—if only the Undying Prince hadn’t fallen in love too.
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