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Everything’s going to be okay by deesometimes
Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)
21 Apr 2026
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Jax is more messed up from the fake escape adventure than he would like to admit.
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- Part 1 of Jax-centric fics <3
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Castiel fell and he fell hard. For Dean, for his friends, for the world. He gave up everything for them and in the end he still has nothing, not their respect, not their trust, not their love. He has no one to blame but himself. He'd fall all over again to stop the apocalypse. He'd fall all over again to save Dean, even if it changes nothing. Even if he hates him forever.
A slow burn destiel fic.
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Starvation scorches through him, pure and almost holy. He needs to suffer, needs to hurt, needs to bleed out all the demon in him until his insides soak their charcoal altar.
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- Part 3 of Sam Winchester angst :(
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After Jess dies, Sam stops talking again.
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- Part 2 of Sam Winchester angst :(
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Dean’s staring at him now, the weight of his gaze for once softened with inebriated warmth. Drunk is the closest he’ll get to affectionate these days, something that should sting more than it does. Cas can’t remember how to feel things like that right now. Instead he makes hazy eye contact with dulled, ashen green and smiles even slighter.
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- Part 4 of Castiel angst fics >:)
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All my Jax fics (because there will be a lot)
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Sam angst fics I LOVE SAM SO MUCH AUGHHH
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All of my Cas angst fics. Basically just a mix of projection and delving into his character for the purpose of angst (I love Cas so much so naturally I make him suffer in fanfic)
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when the flood water comes by phaunts
Fandoms: Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood & Manga, Fullmetal Alchemist - All Media Types
29 Sep 2025
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he couldn’t save his mom. he couldn’t save nina. he couldn’t save his brother. Now, Ed’s only goal was to atone for his failures by restoring Al’s body.
but edward elric was drowning. monsters lurked within his mind that threatened to drag him under. the monsters that watched him beneath central didn’t like how close he and his brother had gotten to knowing the truth of the philosopher’s stone.
edward elric was drowning, and he was quickly running out of air.Or:
An exploration into how the story changes if Edward Elric was actually traumatized by the plot, and the homunculi were a little more pointed in keeping the Elric brothers on a leash.slow updates; not abandoned!
now with a playlist!
Bookmarked by deesometimes
11 Jun 2026
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A ‘Little’ Addiction by Azure_e
Fandoms: Fullmetal Alchemist - All Media Types, Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood & Manga, Fullmetal Alchemist (Anime 2003)
02 May 2026
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He inhaled and instantly started coughing. The rough feel around his throat made his eyes water and bend over hacking up a lung.
After he recovered from that he tried again, and again, and again, until he had the hang of it. He was a quick learner after all, so how hard could smoking even be?
As he inhaled another time, the smoke curled around his mouth, giving a whitish puff of clouds before being sucked in again then exhaled. He was basically already done the ’cigarette’ and mushed it down, away from his mother grave. The lit end giving off a rebelling last shine before diminishing into ash.
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Edward tried smoking once when he was little and ever since then he couldn’t stop.
(+ a little PLATONIC Roy/ed)
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10 Jun 2026
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Souls Intertwined by DragonSwirl
Fandoms: Fullmetal Alchemist - All Media Types, Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood & Manga, Fullmetal Alchemist (Anime 2003)
15 Jun 2026
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Soon after the State Alchemy Exam, Ed begins to hear a voice in his head--a voice that sounds just like his, but most certainly does not belong to him.
It turns out that Al's might not have been the only soul Ed pulled through the Gate.
Updates (hopefully) every Sunday
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10 Jun 2026
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Your Stupid Face... by MissingMilqBunny
Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)
05 Jun 2026
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It’s been a month since Jax and Pomni’s argument during the gun adventure and just a measly 3 days since everyone was tricked into thinking they could actually escape, and the tension hasn’t faded—in fact it’s festered. He keeps his mind locked down, barely holding it together, but Caine’s little “escape” trick only made things worse. Now the illusion lingers, twisting his thoughts, blurring what’s real and what isn’t.
Deep down, he’s scared. Deep down, he cares. But admitting that would mean tearing down the walls he’s spent so long building.
…unless they’re already starting to crack.
Bookmarked by deesometimes
06 Jun 2026
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Learning to love (Jax x Pomni) by Aliceisscared
Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)
16 May 2026
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Jax and Pomni are getting used to each other's friendship, things are looking up and for once the circus is a fun place to be. Everyone's trying to help each other and apprietiate what they do have. Caine is helping everyone have a more enjoyable time together! Lots of different kinds of adventures cause Caine’s been researching human activities. A fluffy fic with some hurt but it ends with comfort :3
Or episode six ended differently leading to a happier circus!
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06 Jun 2026