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  1. Public Bookmark 4

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    This part was not in the book, but something compels Lan Zhan to grab a cheek with each hand, pressing them together, pulling them apart. His fingers dig into the supple cushion of fat over muscle, squishing and kneading it. Lan Zhan could spend the whole night just like this, groping Wei Ying's ass and admiring the way it ripples and shakes.

    "Haha, what're you doing?" Wei Ying asks, a coy curl in his voice. "I didn't know you liked—Lan Zhan!"

    "Mn?"

    Lan Zhan's face is currently buried in the very ass he spent so much time admiring. He kisses the puckered entrance, then drags his tongue around its edge. Finding that he likes this, likes it a lot, he laps at it in earnest, earning a litany of squealing and squirming from Wei Ying.

    "Lan Zhan, that's enough!"

    "I didn't think this was a part of—a part of…"

    "Ah, shit. Yeah, that feels…really…good…"

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    21 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 35

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    The pill is stuck under his tongue, dissolving in his saliva. The bitter taste invades his mouth, but Sieun doesn’t grimace. 

    He never does. 

    He waits, stoic, immobile, his gaze focuses on the cracked tiles underneath his feet before raising to the mirror in front of him. He looks like a mess, his hair stuck to his forehead, his cheeks red and sweat dripping down his chin, landing on his uniform collar. He waits one, two, three seconds before swallowing the pill. 

    Nothing. 

    No immediate relief. No cooling down. Nothing except that familiar sensation that settles in his chest, tightening his heart. 
    Something feels… off. His skin is too hot, the air too heavy around him, his mouth too dry. The scents of the alphas mixed with the toilet cleaner invade his nostrils, almost making him puke. 

    The suppressants are supposed to be working by now, but they aren’t. 

    Or: Sieun is hiding his omega identity in an all alpha university… until a sudden heat hits him...

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    03 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 13

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    He bit down on the heel of his own left palm, hoping that it would calm his nerves even the smallest amount. It was unlikely, but he was still going to try.
    He couldn’t bite through the gloves, so he couldn’t break skin. He just needed the reminder that he was real and that the world existed.
    Yeah.
    He could do this.
    He hated that his nerves were on fire before every show.

    Mydei, the lead guitarist in a punk band, is caught off guard mid-show by an arresting figure in the audience.

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    20 Apr 2026

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    When the Gods fell millennia ago, Phainon had fallen with them.

    Now he is the last. A remnant of times long ago, a fragment of divinity cast to the mortal world and tied to the great God-Kings of Sak-Kahn-Ko. He is theirs to do as they please; to serve each father and son and son of his son, unageing, undying, unchanging. He does not see the sun rise each day. He does not see it set.

    Come a springtime he can only hear in the sigh of the wind, the God-King he serves has guests to visit. Many guests, from all corners of the mapped world, there to pledge allegiance to Sak-Kahn-Ko, to bow to the one great enough to own a God.

    But one guest is strange. He does not look to Phainon’s humiliation with glee or envy or pride. He does not look at all.

    Mydeimos of Castrum Kremnos looks, instead, to the God-King he must bow to; and he looks with anger, at the one who owns the divine. He looks with rage.

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    20 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 71

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    In his sophomore year of college, Mydei's life goes so downhill that he stops persuing his piano performance degree entirely and drops out, breaking up with his boyfriend of six months in the process so that they can both continue to follow their true dreams.

    A year and a half later, Mydei practically has everything he could possibly want: a feature with the biggest pop star in the world, a band that healed him from the darkest parts of his life, and one hit that he pretends he doesn't hate. He hasn't touched a piano in years and it's the happiest he's ever been, so why can't he shake the feeling that he's missing something?

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    20 Apr 2026